The spiraling darkness left him numb, he knew it had to be over. There was no more pain no feeling at all only the ache of his heart and the regret of dying before it was his time. He didn't get to see his angel again and it hurt. How does regret exist after death?

Rei couldn't believe the news brought by the injured soldiers earlier that day, it just wasn't possible, how could this happen? His heart was broken, why him? Just when he found him, the one he loved, was taken away.

All of my memories keep you near

Several days had passed, nobody really realized anything was wrong, Rei kept it inside, kept it hidden. If others knew how he felt they would only try and help. Help, the cursed term for making things worse than before.

In silent moments

Home was different, he clutched the scalpel, his only fear had become a reality, he lost Yasuhiro. Holding the blade to his throat he could only think What's the point anymore? Why continue living without him? He lightly cut his neck not doing deadly damage just yet.

Imagining you here

He saw then the smile of his beloved the laughter he once heard in the room, felt his presence and remembered moments they had shared together, hardships, delights, even their sorrows. He stopped and looked around quickly looking for his white soldier wearing white. When not seeing him there Rei's heart fell. He dropped the scalpel staring at his ring, the one that Yasuhiro had given him when he asked to be his forever.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent whispers, silent tears.

That night he was dragged through the woods to a dark area with a beautiful waterfall, Yasuhiro did all he could to make things perfect. Rei remembered so perfectly, the smaller holding out the expensive ring to him and stating in his polite and embarrassed tone, "will you love me forever?" afterward they just stayed together laying in the grass staring at the sky.

Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.

AN: Ello! i decided to use lyrics for the song "Memories" by within temptation.

this depressing style never ceases to amaze me xD it wont stay this sad forever