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I'm first going to do one on Edward's point of view then I'll continue w/ Bella's!
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P.S. I'm kind of cutting edward's pov into two so i'm gonna continue this in the next ch.!
Disclaimer: yadidadida...belongs to stephenie meyer and it'll never be mine...and so on
Edward's point of view-
Useless. My life is utterly useless without the love of my life, my reason for existence. Bella. Her name brought back painful memories. I would never forget her. Her beautiful face never left my mind. 50 years. My eyes flashed open. Too long. It's been too long.
I sat up on the couch which I was resting on. Alice pranced down the stairs and saw me. The look on my face must have told her everything.
Oh no...it's been half a century. Edward must be heartbroken. She's 68 now, Alice calculated mentally. She cautiously looked over at me even though I knew what she was thinking already.
I though about her constantly. But never once did I break my promise I made to myself fifty years ago: to never go back to Forks and find her. I would dissappear... not leaving a single trace. I wanted her to be normal, to taste humanity, not become a lifeless, stone monster. She must have found a family by now.
Alice often kept check on Bella's condition at first. But, around a month after we left, the visions dissappeared. Alice could not find a single trace of Bella in her visions. I never found out why even though I was dying to go back. Slowly, the subject dropped and even I started believing she was a fairytale, a dream.
Now we were back. Well, not exactly. We managed to find a city near Forks. Sequim. I just wanted to check on her, I told myself guiltily. We arrived here only for a day so far. When I first arrived, I went to Forks, inconspicuously. But she was nowhere there. Dejected, we decided to stay in Sequim for a few years. Still, just being around Forks made me think of her. I groaned. Why was I so vulnerable?
Alice continued to stare at me, What is he doing? Is he ok?
"Edward...we have to go to school soon." Alice reminded me, "It's our first day there! We have to make a good impression! I'm already getting vibes that it'll be a great day!" She sounded so cheerful. Hm...I wonder why. I quickly flipped through her thoughts and quickly found the source of her happiness: apparently, there was going to be a huge sale in Seattle today.
"Another shopping spree?" I asked amused.
"Yeah! A gigantic blowout sample sale!! I can't wait to go! But, I don't have a shopping buddy," she made a pouty face, "I would go with Rosalie but she's helping me fix my Porshe since it broke..."
"Oh yeah, so maybe, I'm going to have to borrow the Volvo...?" she trailed off, looking at me hopefully.
"Not a chance," I smirked. Alice just stuck her tongue out at me. I knew she would continue pestering me about it for the day.
Just then, I heard a whiny voice. A voice that I loathed. "Ed-waard!! Come over here!! I need you to help me pick out a first day outfit!" Chrissy yelled happily. Her voice hurt my head.
I groaned and looked at Alice. "Bitch," she mouthed to me, making a repugnant look on her face. I laughed and yelled back acidly, "No way am I going to assist you, Chrissy! Select own stupid outfit!"
I really did dislike that girl. She obviously had a misplaced infatuation for me and it annoyed me greatly. Can't she tell that I would never, ever even like her?
When my family was living in West Virginia about 17 or 18 years ago, we had stumbled upon Chrissy and Erik while hunting. They were dying in a hidden shed, obviously injured by what we presumed was a mountain lion. Carlisle was too affectionate to let them die there so he changed them out of the pure goodness of his heart. Now that had been a big mistake.
Chrissy has been the biggest pain in the world. After her transformation, she became very arrogant over her slightly improved horrible looks and her whiny attitude just gave me a migrane ten times a day. She was almost 17 then and she had curly locks of dirty blonde hair. The worst part was her crazy thoughts in her brain that drove me insane.
Erik, on the other hand, was fine. He was just pretty shy. It turned out that he and Krissy were siblings. At first, I couldn't even believe how Erik could the related to her. Erik's hair was darker blonde than Chrissy's and they did not bear a great resemblance.
Erik was 15, so we enrolled him as a freshman in Sequim High School. Alice, Chrissy, and I would go as sophmores, today. Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie would register as juniors. Our family resolved to stay in Sequim for at least a couple years. I sighed. Life was so tedious. Especially without Bella. I winced at her name.
Alice left to call the rest of the family as Chrissy scampered down the stairs and seated herself right beside me on the couch. "Get off! I was sitting here first!" I yelled. I knew I sounded like a 5 year old but she was just so annoying.
"I know you could always make room for me." Chrissy flirted, her face an inch from mine. Her thoughts were filled with awful, repulsive images of me and her...
I groaned in disgust and left the couch with her almost falling off the sofa. I stormed upstairs without a single glance backward and shut myself in my room away from her, even though we would be leaving any minute.