"Yeah Dad? What's this all about?" Light asked cautiously as he was seated in a chair. He was sitting down in the kitchen table with his parents sitting directly in front of him. Light felt the need to be very cautious around his mother and father as his mother had sent his sister Sayu out to the mall with over 100$ and they have never done that except when something bad has happened. Light glanced at his mother and father. His mother, Sachiko, looked as if she was going to cry, her eyes were teary and she looked so upset. And his father, Soichiro, his appearance was unsavory as he looked enraged yet disappointed. What ever is happing, it's not going to be good.
"Light" Sochiro said, his voice seemed loud and almost echoed around the kitchen. "Give me your wrist." Soichiro finished. Light froze. My wrist? What's this all about? How did they find out? There is literally no evidence for them to even think that I would...unless...my father was watching as well...but he wouldn't stand for cameras in our house without us knowing because it is just immoral and wrong...
"My w-wrist? What for?" Light asked calmly, hoping to whatever god that was out there that his parents didn't hear his stutter. He had never stuttered in his life.
"Give me your wrist Light. Now" Soichiro replied with much more force in his voice this time. Light stiffened visibly now. He stared his father in the eyes. Sachiko held her hand over her chest in worry.
"No" Light whispered, to his surprise and his parents as well. Light has never told his parents no for anything. He always obeyed his parents.
"Your wrist. Now!" Soichiro said, voice getting louder with each word. Light began to shake with fear but determination. Light couldn't believe this was happening, in his entire life neither of his parents have ever raised their voices ever. Soichiro walked quickly over to Light and grabbed his right wrist and pulled up the sleeve roughly. Light winced and he closed his eyes as he heard his parents gasp loudly at the blood soaked bandages. He could feel his father unwrap the bloody bandages that covered his scars.
"Oh Light..." Sachiko whispered, her voice echoed in the painfully silent room. Light opened his eyes and he gaze downwards, his gaze was locked onto the sight was his bloody and scarred wrist. His smooth skin was covered in a litter of scars that were very deep and were still slightly bleeding. There were old scars and the newer cuts that were just barely healing yet.
The room was so hushed and devoid of sounds that everything seemed to have an echo like Light's heavy and choked breathing. The air felt tense and like it was suffocating, Light felt like he couldn't breath. Light barely registered the laughter that no one else can hear coming from the annoying Shinigami that followed Light.
"Light...why?' his father asked him after the long and very painful silence.
'I..." Light stopped. Light couldn't just go up and say 'Because I'm Kira and I knew you guys place cameras inside my room and I had a plan back-fire and now we're here?'
"Yagami-San. Wait a moment" L said suddenly, just as Soichiro was getting ready to leave for home. Soichiro turned to look questioningly towards L.
"What is it Ryuzaki?" Soichiro asked.
"You may not know it but I have studied many forms of psychology...if you would like I would be happy to assist your son..." L offered. Soichiro thought it over. What would go wrong? This could help Light and his...problems.
"If-If it is no bother with you, then yes. Now goodnight Ryuzaki" Soichiro replied, leaving L to his thoughts when he left. L was wondering why on earth he had done that.
"Your mother and I have decided to take you to stay with a doctor. He is an expert in psychology and he will monitor you until you get better. It's for your own good son." Soichiro said. Light felt his world soon to be new perfect world just crumble around him instantly. His face felt hot with humilation, rage, and embarresment.
"Why should I go!" Light yelled, standing up and knocking over his chair. Light stared his father in the eyes waiting for an answer. His father's stern eyes stared back and Light almost flinched. He swore he saw a flicker of fear in them that were soon replaced by something that Light hate most of all. Love and determination. it made him sick just thinking about it. Love was usless and it only got you killed or hurt and turned you into a mindless being that desperately needed to be loved and to love.
"Because we love you son. We want to you be happy, we don't want you to hurt yourself!" Sachiko said suddenly, she looked on at Light with love as well, Light wanted to cut again just to wipe that love off of her face. He didn't want and didn't need love. It was pathetic.
"I'm not going. There is no need. I'm fine-" Light said exasperatedly. Why didn't they realize that he doesn't need help?
"You are going and that's final." Soichiro said ending the conversation. He knew it would be a disaster if they really went into feelings and things with Light. He was always emotionally distant with everybody. He was always studying things he already knew just so he didn't have to talk to anybody. It was hard on his parents because knowing that your child didn't need hurt. But, it was harder on Sayu as she always loved company but with her parents always busy she would go be with Light, that was until he started distancing himself away leaving Sayu all alone.
"I don't care! You guys never cared anyway" Light retorted. He knew it was true. His mother may ask questions but all she wanted to see was Light's grades and 100% tests. His father was barely home and they only said "good night" now anyways.
"What do mean son?" Soichiro asked. Light grew even more angry at them. Now they want to care about him?
"What does it matter! I'm not going anyways." Light said fuming, Light stepped over the fallen chair and stormed away, fuming, up the stairs leading to his bedroom.
"Light! Get back here immediately!" Soichiro demanded angrily. He was not going to be ignored like this.
Light ignored his fathers calls and kept walking. Eyes were glittering maliciously blood red. Wanting to see blood splattered on the walls. Light heard his fathers footsteps following him. Light walked faster up the stairs and slammed his bedroom door behind him, locking it in a flash. His father started knocking on the door furiously.
"Ooo, Daddy's a little bit mad isn't he?" Ryuk's raspy voice said, he did that 'hyuk' laugh of his while Light grabbed his backpack and emptied it out. His phone and wallet fell out along with his school things. Grabbing the phone and wallet Light made his way to his closet, he grabbed his coat and his shoes. Light walked across the the balcony that hangs outside his room. Light knew he only had limited time before his father eventually gotten into his room. So Light took a ladder off the balcony and climbed down quickly when he heard the door bust open. Shit. His father was calling his name out with such a pissed off tone.
Light jumped down and fell for a few feet before running down the alleyway behind his house. His father was already chasing him. Light could hear Ryuk laughing in the background. Light only had to take one turn to the left and his father would lose his trail. Just a little longer. Light could almost taste the freedom. When he was quickly tackled to the ground by his father roughly, Light fell quickly and his head grazed the ground.
Light felt something trickling down the right side of his face. Placing a hand over it and looking at it, he saw dark red blood. It felt sticky and warm and it looked beautiful. Light sat up and just stared down at the blood, mesmorized by it. He started laughing as more blood fell down his face and onto his hand, his clothes, and the ground. Light barely registered the familiar voice that was calling for him now.
Light was too far gone now to even understand what the person was saying to him. How many seconds, minutes, hours it had been. Or when he was taken in the ambulance that sounded like screaming in his ears. Or the odd man with dark messy hair and had greatly resembled a panda. Light looked the man in his black empty eyes.
"Panda" Was all Light said that started another round of laughter that sounded insane.