I heard breathing behind me. I turned around quickly, instinctively positioning into a defensive crouch. There was my surgeon, standing as still as an old rusty statue, shaking his head in disapproval, but it seemed to be directed to himself than me.
"Well done Carlisle, you've done it again. You've doomed another soul." He muttered to himself so quietly I could barely hear him. This surgeon was a lunatic. He looked up, and gave me a forced smile. I noticed his name badge from across the room. It read 'Dr. C. Cullen' the 'c' probably stood for Carlisle. I smelled some blood coming from the operation table. I suddenly couldn't think clearly. My throat burned. I growled loudly. Suddenly Dr. Cullens Arms where holding me back. They weren't strong enough, but they managed to hold me back for a few seconds. Right then I stopped whatever madness had momentarily possessed me. I froze completely. I looked at him. He didn't seem special. He had no scent of the plastic that was used for shaping bones. Someone who had never had a surgery would only look like that if he where a natural pretty. He also would not be nearly as strong as a special. he definitely should not have been able to hold me back without some sort of body mod. His arms where Also extremely hard. not like muscle, but more like stone. But, when he held me back, my skin should have given way somewhat. I poked my skin. It too, was rock solid. I didn't remember hard skin from when i kissed Tally.
Then again, I hardly remembered kissing Tally. Just like when i had my pretty operation. all my memories where gone or very fuzzy. Even that memory was fuzzy. in fact, though I remembered, at least to some extent, the part of my life after the cure, my life as a bubble head was almost completely wiped out of my memory. no! this wasn't supposed to happen. i thought my life of brain alterations and killer pills was over. now all i had was a few memories that barely existed.
my clearest memory was when Tally walked in while i was getting the painful surgery. She had thought that I was dead. but, I wasn't dead. I never felt more alive, aside from my still heart. my heart shouldn't be still! maybe i was dead. maybe this all was a nightmare. a very vivid nightmare.I was so confused.
At some point i realized that I was pacing. I looked up to be greeted by my reflection in the mirror.
I had expected cruel beauty, but what I saw was a mix of a pretty, and a monster. I had bright, almost glowing red eyes. I expected scary, but not over the top. my face was strange. In it, I saw a face that i hadn't seen in years. my face as an ugly, Only with a different version of the pretty surge. It was far more beautiful than the pretty comity could have done. my skin, well it was the same shade as the doctor. he was such a freak, he probably wanted some signature saying he did the surgery. my skin was so pale. almost a paper white.
I couldn't handle this. I punched the operation table. the punch was delivered so quickly that instead of shards of wood flying everywhere, a hole was formed that perfectly showed the form of my hand.
Then, a boy walked in so quickly that only me and Dr. Cullen seemed to notice. Dr. Cullen turned around to face him. "Yes Edward?" he asked the boy.
"I heard your thoughts when I was passing by. I thought I might help you tell him" the boy, who's name was apparently Edward Answered.
The doctor seemed confused. "But I told him before I turned him. He told me to."
"apparently he doesn't remember. I'll explain" Edward replied.
Tell me what? What did Dr. Cullen mean by 'turned me'? how did Edward know everything?
Edward looked at me and spoke. "you where foolish to choose this path. you aren't a special. you are a vampire. we should get you out of here before you smell blood." i don't know why, but I believed him. I also believed that my life was over. I had been so stupid. Even more stupid, I let the anger well up in me, until, in a matter of seconds, I was out of control. Within a second, both Edward and Dr. Cullen where holding me back. There was no way I was stronger than two vampires.