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Chapter 2: The First Dream and the Cast mates Love

"Thank you," I said staring up at Dean.

"No probs, No!"

After sharing a quick hug with Dean, I made my way to Cody's room. Finally! The doctors let me in! I slowly walked in to see my broken angel. He looked so sad all hooked up to those tubes. I couldn't do this. I ran over and gave Cody a quick kiss, just as a reassurance to myself. I stared at him for just a minute more, and walked quickly out of the room. I needed to get out of here. I called a cab to the set of Total Drama Island. All of the cast mates just stared at me with worried looks. Chris was the first to approach me "Noah, I am soooooo sorry, how is little man?"

"I'm sure he will be fine, I just know it."

"Why, does that mean the doctors said he was going to be fine?"

"No," That was all I had to say.

I walked away and gave my casual hugs to all of the guys on Total Drama Island; on the gophers or otherwise.

I slumped into my room and laid down on my bed, and almost instantly I fell into a dream state.

Noah's Dream

I walked out on the outside of my cabin out to the cliff. I looked down and talked to myself "This was the same cliff... the same cliff that—"

"I jumped off of"

I looked over behind me. All I could do was stare, It was Cody. My Cody. He had tear stains running down his beautiful eyes. "Hi," he said, just staring, not bothering to wipe his eyes.

"What is going on?" I was in complete shock that the boy that I had just seen a couple of hours ago hooked up to an IV was standing just in front of me.

"Well, I'm not exactly sure myself, the last thing I remember before showing up here was jumping off of the cliff," he said gesturing towards the cliff behind me.

"Yeah, about that, why? Why did you leave me, you broke my heart, I tried so hard to keep you alive and it seems like you don't even care!"

Coy looked at me with a confused look in his eye. "Y-You did that for me?"

"Well duh, I couldn't lose you."

"But why do you even care? You could have anyone in the world you want. But you chose me. Why? I have nothing special about me. I still don't understand it."

I was completely thrown off by what he said. How could he feel that way about himself? "Cody," I said, wrapping around his waist and lifting up his soft chin "You are the only man I want, it breaks my heart that you think so little about yourself. You are an angel among angels. You are so sweet and compassionate and loving, and I am the one that should be feeling small in this relationship."

"B-But I—"

"Shhh, you talk too much," I say planting my lips on his, creating a soft warm embrace.

We spent the rest of the night embracing each other (No description on what kind of embrace, I will let your pervy minds wander). Finally, as the sunrise seemed to come to, Cody looked at me "I have to leave," he said giving me a quick kiss on the lips and standing up and walking towards the woods near the camp.

"Wait, baby! When can I see you again?"

"As long as you keep wishing for me and keep me safe, I will come back,"

He walked over and looked at me "It's ok Noah," he said touching my face and wiping a tear out of my eye "We have a whole lifetime to live together."

Just before he disappeared, gave him a final, "I love you!"

End Flashback

After waking up, I walked into the mess hall, to notice that only Chris was there. Chris was sitting there with a sullen look in his eyes, drinking a cup of coffee. I quickly made a mocha frappuccino, and sat across from him. "What's wrong Chris?" I said looking sincerely concerned.

"I never thought that we would have something this crazy happen, man. Sure, I predicted maiming and injuries, but never, ever did I expect that I would have someone's life on the line. I mean, poor little Cody. Everybody loved that little guy."

"Don't say that! Its not 'everybody loved that little guy.' The correct term is 'everybody loves that little guy.' I love him and I won't let him die! We have to hope with all of our might for Cody." I was not going to have people decide Cody's fate for him. He and I had to decide it. We were going to defy gravity together.

Hmm. Defying gravity. That was Cody's favorite song from his favorite play Wicked. He would do it. He could do anything he wanted. He would defy it. He could do it, and I would be right there with him.

The rest of the cast made their way in, all at once. All of the girls gave me hugs and began to cry along with me. The guys, trying to be collected with their selves stood back, but had a few tears in their eyes. "All right, Noah, it is your turn!" Chris said looking at me with those bright teeth.

"Turn to do what?"

"Turn to make our video!"

Apparently they all made a welcome back/ we love you Cody video. I was in there for what felt like an hour. After I finished, I walked in to see each and every cast mate's speech. Lindsay: "Cody! Hey I remembered your name, anyways, Cody! I love you sweety! I can't wait for you to get out, we have to hang out and go shopping together! I miss you sweetheart mwah! Loving!" Duncan: "Cody, you have to come back, I have to beat the crap out of you! Don't you know you have me f****** worried? Get back soon."

And on and on it went. Life was good; we all missed Cody and had grown stronger because of it. I stand there around everyone. I stand there and think, Cody, you are loved, you do deserve our love. This time, the tears came again.

And so I leave you yet again, I think I suck at writing, but if you guys disagree, then please review, if you guys don't like it please tell me and I will stop writing it. Bye, until next time, love!