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Pierrot Hearts
Today was the day, the performance day. It was usual for the circus to have performance days but what made Rin and the others nervous was the location.
Paris
They had to do their best to impress the audience. The others were mostly nervous about the number of people in the crowd but the thing Rin, Kaito and Gakupo were nervous about was what horrible punishment master would give if Rin failed to impress.
Meanwhile~~~Ugh! Today, I'm going to the circus with my friends. I don't hate the circus but I was not in the mood right now.
"Why do I have to go?" I complained.
"Hmph! Well, I don't want to go either but I'm practically forced to besides you're my best friend so if I go through bad things you come with me" Mikuo said.
"Come on guys! It would be fun!" Miku, Mikuo's sister, chirped as she dragged us both to the circus.
"Len, I thought you loved the circus" Neru, my girlfriend, said.
"Yeah, but I'm not in the mood right now" I told her.
They all chuckled. I can't understand these guys at all.
"By the way, why did you bring us here anyway? You already have a lot of people with you" I said noticing the presence of their other friends, Teto, Gumi, SeeU, Miki and a lot of other girls.
"The more the merrier" Miku chuckled.
We all arrived at the circus. We talked, well, the girls did, as Mikuo and I just waited until the show started.
A man then appeared and announced that the show was about to begin. I just waited and it finally started.
The show wasn't very bad. The performances were quite entertaining and amazing. This circus was much better than the other ones. Hours passed and then the man said that a certain pierrot will show up next.
Moments later, a little pierrot with short, golden hair appeared. She looked rather cute even though her entire body was covered. I just continued watching…
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I tried very hard to keep my balance and everything. My trick? Well, I was suppose to balance on a ball and fall off and make everyone laugh.
I did pretty well on the balancing part and continued circling around the area for a few rounds but then I realized, I should have fell off right now! I wanted to fall but something kept stopping me,
fear? No, I was already used to this
timing? Maybe, but I already needed to fall
lack of knowledge? No, master already forced me to learn this
What? I just couldn't fall off. I became worried, master might get mad at me and hurt me more. I wanted to fall and needed to but I couldn't. What's wrong with me?
I knew the people were aware of this, it was a simple and popular trick , so they were doubtful that I still haven't fell. I tried my best but just before I could do my 7th round I felt a small rock hit my forehead.
It was small but the aim was strong. I fell and it actually hurt because I was surprised.
Luckily, the audience laughed at me so that made me happy even though the back of my head was bleeding. I got up as quick as I could and bowed. I then looked at the audience and saw a boy, a certain blonde haired boy, crying. Crying? Shouldn't he be laughing? He was looking at me tearfully and pitifully, the emotions only Kaito and Gakupo would show towards me.
I decided to go and comfort him. I ran to the audience ignoring the gasps of the shocked people. I wanted him to laugh with the others even if I knew master would get mad at me.
I touched the boys hand, which he used to wipe his tears, and held his head. "It's okay, boy. I'm alright, no need to worry about me because I'm just a clown here to make you smile. I don't get hurt at all, see?" I told him and pointed my fingers to my mask. I hoped he bought it, that's what I usually do to little children but it might work.
Sadly, it didn't. He kept on crying and crying and then I tried to comfort him again. "Boy, if you smile for me, all the pain I feel right now will disappear" I told him. I did my best to make him happy but instead he gave me a glare with his still-teary eyes and suddenly he grabbed my wrist and ran pulling me along with him.
I tried to pull myself away but he was very strong and he was running very quickly. He then stopped and I saw that he led me to the back of the circus. I became very curious of his actions and before I could speak he said "Don't lie to me, okay?! I know you're hurt! I hate liars!" He said raising his voice.
I was dumbfounded at that time. Was he really worried of me? It was hard to accept because the only people who cared about me wee Kaito and Gakupo. "I…." I looked away but felt something…. His hand was on my mask!
"I'm going to remove your mask and see if there are any wounds or bruises" He said and tried to get a better hold of it but I slapped his hand away. "No!" I yelled and looked away. "Why not? I promise I won't hurt or tease you!" He said as he rubbed his hand.
"Don't worry! I'm fine I tell you! I don't feel any pain at all!" I lied, I felt pain everywhere and I was doing my best to keep standing. He gave me a sad and worried face, he knew I was lying. I always do. "Well, atleast tell me your name, maybe we could be friends. My name is Len, I'm Len Kagamine" He said and put his hand in front of me so I could shake it.
I hesitated for a bit but I shook his fingertips shyly and muttered "Rin…""Rin? That's all? No surname?" He asked me. I shook my head. "Oh" he muttered. "Well, I better get going now" I told him and ran off.
I was scared what master would do to me now that I had ran off.
I reached the backstage and saw sad Kaito and sad Gakupo with angry master. He glared at me for a few seconds and the he screamed, "Rin! Come here!" he demanded.
I did as he said and went to him as I faced the ground. I prepared myself the worst. As expected, he pushed me to the ground and whipped me, HARD.
I wanted to cry. My face, body and head were already covered in blood. It hurts! I want it to end! I wanted to stop the pain! I wanted somebody to help me but I couldn't. I don't want to worry anybody so I just endured the pain. I moaned in pain but I tried to make my moans short and silent so no one would know.
After that, master finally left me. I could feel the blood around me. I felt like all the pain in the world was on me. As always, Kaito and Gakupo approached me and comforted me. Gakupo wiped away the blood on the ground and Kaito tried to massage me and wiped away the blood spilling out of my body. It freaking hurts!
"Rin…" I heard Kaito whisper softly with tears in his voice. It was always like this, I would always feel the pain but he would be the one to end up crying. I put my hand on his chin but he removed it carefully.
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Kaito watched Rin tearfully. He could feel the pain on her body on his heart. He hated seeing her like this, he loved Rin so much. He would sometimes mistaken her as his younger sister. He put his hands on the back of her hand and sure enough, it was filled with blood. He wiped all the blood away and kissed the back of her head.
Gakupo also watched Rin pitifully, he wanted to cry as well but fought it. He carefully removed Rins bangs and saw that the mask was about to break. Of course it was! But Rin was probably more broken. "Master is a very cold and heartless beast" he thought to himself.
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I ran back to my friends after I comforted (kind of) the girl.
"Len! Where have you been? We were worried about you! We thought that clown-girl kidnapped you!" Neru said worriedl girl.
"Len! Where have you been? We were worried about you! We thought that clown-girl kidnapped you!" Neru said worriedly.
"Don't worry, I only had a small chat with the girl" I told her, I got a bit bothered that she would think that Rin was like that. She was very pitiful.
"A chat, huh? Don't tell me you're going to try and add her to your little harem of yours? Haha" Mikuo said.
Neru and I scowled at him and she said "Of course Len wouldn't do that! Len loves me and he is waaaay to good for a clown! She's just some idiot clown asking for attention, I mean, she went to the audience and touched Len!"
I felt hurt when she thought that Rin was like that. Rin was very sweet, kind and caring and even though she was stupid for denying that she was hurt, she is not an idiot.
"Hey guys, I'm going to sleep at my grandma's house so I'm not going home" I lied. It's not that I wanted to go somewhere else but I didn't want to walk with them especially after Neru accused Rin of such thing.
I waved them goodbye and walked went on another road. I felt tears escaping my eyes. I was hurt by what Neru said about Rin. But why? I only met the girl today and we didn't have that much of a conversation. Did I…. fall in love with her? No! It couldn't be! But… I do wish to see her again.
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Hm…. This chapter is shorter than the other one sadly. But right now, I need inspiration. I need to make this story long. Ironic right? I already planned the ending but not how it goes? Oh yeah, please read and review! And forgive me for typos, wrong grammar, incorrect use of words and spelling errors! Don't forget to review and read my other story as well! Thanks!