Disclaimer: I don't own Hunter X Hunter! I'd die of happiness if i do 8D
Warning: Ehehehe... Dont mind the grammar and vocabulary errors:P By the way, you still have time to go back if don't read/ like BL, 'cause this fic contains boy x boy content.
A/N: Here's the second chappie! XDD Sorry for the long update. As i say before, I'm not sure if I'm gonna continue it, but i decided to continue it.. Enjoy~ 8D
"Now... Shall we continue?" Killua slowly dragged his tongue across his bottom lip, his smouldering gaze locking with Kurapika's tensed one. Killua's light footsteps approached Kurapika at a steady rate, causing Kurapika's heartbeat to mount in tension. Killua stepped nearer. Just when Kurapika thought he would explode if Killua would take one more step closer, Killua stopped. Both the boys faces were only mere inches apart now. The situation turned awkward, the only sound heard is Killua's heavy breathing. Out of nowhere, Killua used one strong hand to grip firmly Kurapika's right wrist. Kurapika struggled against the grasp. Daunted by those desperate efforts, Killua forcefully pushed Kurapika so that his back gently hit the bed.
Killua started kissing Kurapika's neck, causing him to let out the sound of disgust and turn his head aside. Killua's fingers moved so fast and so unexpectedly that Kurapika can barely register their movement until the tips of Killua's warm fingers were grabbing his chin. As their stares interlocked, the air morphed into something dark and thrilling. Seconds ticked by and Kurapika's body wound tighter. His heart thumped as possibilities about what Killua might do next raced through his mind all at once as if it was a race and they all wanted to win.
The sheets of the bed ruffled as Killua's hand searched Kurapika's body, who kept on struggling and suddenly stopped when he felt Killua's familiar finger inserting itself into the hole between his bum. Kurapika cried, "No... Stop...!"
"Hmm..." Killua started to insert his second finger.
"Ngh... Stopp...!" Kurapika said weakly. "STOPPP!"
It was a nightmare. A nightmare that causes Kurapika to wake up from his sleep and found himself crying. A nightmare that was based on what happened between him and Killua a couple of hours ago. A tragedy that will never be forgotten.
*zz... test.. test..bzzz* This weird sound catched Kurapika's attention and he looked up.
*Morning call, morning call...*
"Morning call?"
*We'll be informing, for those who are still awake, please pay attention to this...*
"Nghh...?"
*The next hunter exam will be postpone, it will be resume next two days. I'll repeat, the next hunter exam shall be postpone and will resume back next two days. I'll announce this again the next hour.* (I don't even know that there's a morning call...? But still... Aha XD i LOVE to invent it myself..)
"Huh? It's postpone? What happen?"
Around 4 a.m the following day, Kurapika was already up and bright. He was already awake an hour ago, had braced his slim body against the torrent of freezing water - hot water was supplied only when the sun had risen - and had scarfed down his breakfast - last night had been traumatizing enough to dispel his appetite. The view of the grounds looked fresh and inviting. Kurapika decided a walk might be good to clear the fog from his messed-up mind. As he treaded to the the hallway silently, his eyes scanned the dimly lit hallway and rested on the familiar figure of Killua. He was loitering around, heading to no certain direction, seemingly deep in thought. Every nerve cell in Kurapika's body paralyzed and haunting memories of last night flooded him. He had to bite down hard on his bottom lip to keep himself from screaming out loud. He backtracked into his room, and for extra precaution, locked the door. Closing his eyes, he rested his head on the door.
"why..." Tears slowly run down his eyes as he looked back to the door, thinking whether Killua had already went back to his room.
When it's 6 a.m, everyone was fully awake and was out of their rooms, heading towards the cafeteria. (Is there even one? O.o) There, the four main characters meet.
"Good morning, Kurapika!" greeted Gon with a smile.
"Yo, Kurapika!" greeted Leorio while Killua just simply said "morning..."
Kurapika's blue eyes avoided Killua's sharp gaze, not even bothering to return his "good morning". Instead, he faced the other two boys and forced a fake smile, "Morning, everyone."
"By the way, let's do this fast," Leorio said.
"Heh? What do you mean, Leorio?" Kurapika asked.
"We need to hurry up for the next exam!"
"Hihi," Gon chuckled.
"As expected from Leorio, didn't you hear the morning call?" Killua smirked.
"Ha? What morning call?" His face hilariously confused expression cracked up the boys, except Kurapika.
"The exam is postponed! It will resume in two days," Killua corrected.
"That's right!" Gon added.
"Leorio, you're really an idiot! Right, Kura-" Suddenly, the memory of what happened yesterday evening broke into his head without warning. "...pika," Killua trailed off as his calm composure slipped off. Kurapika just stayed quiet. The awkwardness was suddenly so intense that both Gon and Leorio could feel it.
"There's something weird here..." they thought.
After the conversation ended, the four boys went their separate ways, Gon with Killua, Kurapika with leorio. As they parted ways, Killua glanced over his shoulder to find Kurapika walking close beside Leorio. Too close. He felt unhappy.
"Nani ga, Killua?" asked Gon.
"Ah...Nothing..." Killua replied.
On the other side...
Kurapika and Leorio walked across the empty hall without any destination in mind. They were nearing Leorio's room when suddenly both his heavy, resounding footsteps and his talking ceased to a stop. Kurapika automatically halted. Leorio looked over at Kurapika, who was staring at him with a puzzled look on his face.
"Say...Kurapika..."
"Hem?"
"Is there something between you and Killua?"
Kurapika was shocked, the expression in his face changed.
"Wh...what's that supposed to mean?"
"Don't pretend, Kurapika. I'm serious. Is there something between the both of you?" Leorio asked, this time growing more serious.
"Ah...You see...There's nothing, really..." Kurapika stuttered, stumbling over his words. Tears pooled at his eyes and he tried hard to hold them back, to ignore them. But as the memory surfaced back again for, like, the tenth time that day, a tear grazed down his cheek, betraying his words. Leorio's hands went down to Kurapika's, the only way he could think about to help reassure the Kuruta.
"You can tell me anything. You know Kurapika, it's better to share your burdens to others...It will eventually make you feel better..." Leorio said, his hand were caressing Kurapika's face to wipe the tears away as it flows down his face and began running down his neck.
Then he slowly lifted Kurapika's chin, making Kurapika look at him. "I'm here, I'm always here. You're not alone..." said Leorio, when Kurapika heard those words, he closed his eyes, surrendering.
A foreboding feeling washed over Killua so suddenly that it paralyzed his feet, unable to take his step forward. Curiosity nibbled at him. Something happened. Or is about to happen. Or whatever. The only thing he was sure about was that he had to go. His mind unclear, his brain fogged, he followed his instinct and turned around, finding himself staring at the other exit of the hallway, precisely where Kurapika and Leorio had went. It was as if his body had programmed itself. Killua only realized he had taken a few steps towards the exit when Gon exclaimed at him.
"Warui, Gon...I need to go. We'll meet again later. You can head back to your room first..."
"I understand, Killua," Gon smiled.
"It's nice to hear that you understand, Gon" Killua then ran towards the direction of Kurapika and Leorio. And found them...kissing?
Kurapika and Leorio are kissing? No...Their face were merely inches apart, they're very near, but they're not kissing. Although, it looks like it to Killua.
Kurapika felt eyes staring at him. Leorio? He tilted his head upwards, meeting Leorio's gaze. Yes, it was Leorio. Right? No. He felt eyes burning into his back. He spun around, dropping his hands from Leorio's. The muscles around his mouth went slack as his jaw dropped open. Killua was looking at him and Leorio fiercely. Instantly, prickles rose behind Kurapika's neck.
"Killua..."
"Kurapika...You..."
Without hesitation, Kurapika ran towards his room with Killua behind him chasing...
"What...?" Leorio exclaimed in disbelief before sighing. "Aih... Kids nowadays.."
When Kurapika reach his room's door, he felt quite calm already, relief sagged through his body so strong that he almost crumpled down to the floor. But that doesn't last long as Killua grabbed his wrist and tried to pull him.
"Gotcha.." Killua panted.
"You..." Kurapika was out of words.
"What did you do justnow? What did Leorio did to you?"
"He... He did nothing!"
Kurapika tried to free himself from Killua and turn the doorknob to enter. But without him realizing, this desperate effort also allow Killua to enter his room.
"No escaping this time..!" Killua gets serious. "Say, Kurapika... Why are you avoiding me?"
"Heh..?"
"You must listen. About last night..-" Before Killua could finish his sentence, a shove on his chest stopped his words. Kurapika was trying to escape; to escape being in the same situation he was in less than 24 hours ago. Killua grabbed both of his arm and slammed them to the wall, he insert one of the knee between Kurapika's leg.
"This position..." Kurapika thought, getting frighten up.
Kurapika didn't look straight at Killua, instead he looked down and didn't utter a single word.
"Don't say anything..." Kurapika said softly.
"Huh..? Kurapika listen to me..!"
"...Don't wanna hear.. Don't say anything anymore...!"
"Kurapika!"
"Kil...!" Before Kurapika could finish his word. Killua's fingers curled around Kurapika's shoulders, gently but with enough force, pushed Kurapika against a wall, trapping him. He could see clearly the pain, hurt and anger ablaze his facial expression. Both their lips met, Kurapika's eyes widen as he could feel Killua's on him. Killua bound both of Kurapika's wrists in one hand and place them on top of his head. Kurapika froze as he could feel the remaining of Killua's hand exploring his body, searching and unclipping his top, Killua suddenly broke the kiss and kiss his neck...
"Ugh..." Kurapika gave a disgust sound.
Killua stopped. "You know, you should've just listen to me if you don't want me to do this to you..."
No answer.
"Kurapika... I.." Kurapika struggle and was able to free himself from the grip of Killua. In a flash, Killua slam Kurapika again to the wall and held his chin, forcing him to look upright.
"You're tough... and stubborn."
Kurapika's face move aside as he felt Killua kissing and licking his face, down to his neck and chest.
"... Let go.."
A burst of strength pumped into Kurapika's adrenaline. He steeled himself and taking chance, shoved his palms onto Killua's chest a few steps back. Kurapika darted to the door right before Killua could reach him. Unlocking the door blindly, his hand scrambling for the knob and finally pushing it open, he pushed Killua out the door. Killua stumbled and almost fell to the ground. In a split second, though, he was back upright. Killua gritted his teeth as he saw Kurapika almost closing the door. No. He reared up and stretched out his hand, curling his fingers around Kurapika's struggling wrists. Kurapika easily pushed him off this time, and using all his strength in one hand, he flung the door close. It crashed against the doorframe. He locked the door and, out of breath, leaned against the door. Tears covered his cheek. On the other side of the door, Killua tilted his head to his right staring at the door. After a few seconds, he sighed and walked away.
"You'll never understand..." He murmured.
A/N: I wonder why the ending always ends at Killua? O.O And i guess both of them quite OOC here X_X Kura-sama seems to be weak here? nya~! I don't want that to happen! Review? Please? :3 I'm not confident for the next chapter XP EHEHE~ Need to learn more from Kanon-chan~~~
I wrote this fic for around ... Ehm... 3 hours? Ahaha.. Tired ._. But FUN XDD