Bella/Alice

Rated M

Bella's feels like her life is a waste of time, she had this illness that she can't control and her parents don't love her. So at this point in her life she feels that things in life you suppose to care about…doesn't matter, the mentality she has in this story is; to care for herself and herself only.

No one else will.

This story will be in Bella's pov all the way and it's all human…..

Enjoy!

The plan ride was long and dreadful; I got lucky and was place in my own section on the plane.

Parents took precautions I see.

The plane landed and now I'm here looking for a guy in a police uniform, scanning the place….I finally spotted him. He looked just like my Mother, from the eyes to the ugly ass nose we all inherited. I grabbed tightly to my bag handles and walked over to him, I wonder if he will notice me right away who I was…..probably not; no one seems to notice me. Just as I got closer, I tall woman with long black hair came up behind him and hugged him to her, he smiled and kissed her. That took me back, I never seen affections like that; my parents never showed affections like that…well not around me. I got closer and the woman saw me coming and patted him on the chest to get his attention, he looked at me and looked at him….he looked scary but, so was I.

"Isabella?" he said as I nodded.

"I prefer Bella" he quickly nodded and rubbed the back of his neck nervous, the woman stuck her hand out and spoke.

"I'm Sue, Charlie wife…..I have heard a lot about you, and Charlie here hasn't stop talking about you coming to live here with him"

"Sue!" he said as I looked between them in confusion as he reached out to grabbed my bag and I quickly took a step back and narrowed my eyes.

"Don't. Touch. Me" I said harshly as he pulled his hand back, I quickly took a needed breath and calm down.

"Um….let's get you home then" Sue said, she walked out of the Air port to the parking lot where the car was, Charlie was fetching my luggage …not even a minute later, Sue spoke.

"Umm….your Mother told us about the-

"About what….how I broke her wrist" Sue eyes went wide.

"No….the Disorder, she told us that we were to take you to see a doctor she hired to help you" I looked down at my hands.

"Oh"

"It's not your fault Bella, this ill-

"Sue?"

"Yes"

"You don't know shit, so please stop talking….your voice is making my ears bleed" she gasped and quickly turned back in her seat as Charlie finally came to the car and got in.

"We're ready to go" he said excited, I caught Sue's eyes in the mirror.

"Yes, everything is fine here" Sue said as he nodded and pressed the gas, I put my ear buds in my ears and blast the volume to max and zone out…

When we arrived to the house, I saw that it was the size of the fucking garage back home. Was this it?

"Where's the rest of your house?" I asked as Charlie scoffed.

"We don't live the rich life" he said as I got out the car and stood there looking at the ugly house, it had trees growing on it like some virus or something.

"Welcome to your new home" I fake smiled and we all went inside, I thought the outside was ugly…the inside was horror. I scanned the house and saw picture and flowers everywhere; the kitchen was the size of my closet as the bathroom was useless.

"Let me show you your room, Um…Leah, Seth and SuAnne aren't here so you won't see then until a couple of hours or so, you will be next to Leah. Give you a heads up…Leah is a little tempered and well, so are you too, so just stay out of each other way and we should be fine" he said as I step into the room, I saw that the walls were this dark red color and the carpet was red…..I like it.

"How did you know I liked my walls red?"

"Your Mother" Uh. That bitch actually knew something about me.

"Well, I'm going to let you go get settled in. If you need anything, we're down sta-

"I don't need shit" I said as he looked like someone slapped him in the face, he put his hands in his pockets.

"Um….okay" he quickly left and I signed in anger, why could they just put my ass in a crazy home or something, I didn't like it here…I felt the anger increasing as I bent down and grabbed my bag. Opening it, I pulled my box out and laid it across my lap and held it to my chest.

I could feel my chest tighten as sweat started to form on my forehead.

"Bella!" jumping, I squeezed the box tighter as I heard footsteps get closer and closer as the tightness in my chest rose.

"Bella" the voice was right their….right their in my ear.

"W…What!" I gritted out, holding on to whatever strength I had to not lash out on who ever that was calling me.

"Your mother is on the phone" I swung the door open and snatched the phone out of her hand and threw it against the wall as I watched it shattered on impact.

"Not anymore" slamming the door, I walked back to my box, and picked it up and walked to the extra small closet. There was a little shelf, so I closed the box and put it up there for safe keeping. It's been an hour and I was already ready to go back home, I didn't care about being along anymore….I wanted to go back to my safe place, where I was accepted. Back to my room. After unpacking all my things, I sat down legs cross and hand folded…I debated if I wanted to go down stairs or not. I've heard voices when I was unpacking, making my mind up, I got in the shower and went to sleep.

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Today I was attending Forks High School, I had the pleasure of meeting Leah and…the girl was worse than I. I didn't like her; maybe because she wasn't Charlie or that she had the balls to step up to me but either way I was on thin ice with her. Now Seth and SuAnne was cool for the most part and Sue was too motherly…it was making me gag, Making my way down to the kitchen for breakfast; I saw them all sitting down and eating like a family.

The last time I sat down and ate with my Parents was when I was seven.

"Morning Bella!" SuAnne said jumping out of her booster seat at the table and ran to me, most people knew that I didn't like to be touched but, somehow this little girl got through my interior and I couldn't hurt her so….

"Hey" I said awkward as she wrapped her little arms around my legs, I grabbed her arm and we both walked to the table as Seth nodded at me; while Leah just ignored me.

"You're excited about going to new school and meeting new people" Charlie asked as I shrugged and sat down.

"As long as I don't kill anybody; we should be okay" and…queue the awkward silence, I laughed quietly and fixed me a plate of food. I was not excited, I was nervous because. I didn't want to hurt anybody; I just wanted to be normal. After everybody was done, we started to gather up to leave when Leah shoulder checked me.

"You're excused" I told her going to the car as this time she pushed me.

"Excused me" I shook my head and was about to pick my bag up that fell off my shoulders, she was really pissing me off. We got in the car and just when Leah was about to get in….I grabbed by the back of her neck.

"I'm not the one you want to piss off…so I suggest you leave me be before the woods starts to give out a bad odor" at every word, my hand tighten around her neck.

"O…Okay shit!" I let her go and got in the car, I quickly put my ear buds in when Sue started to talk. Finally we arrived at the school; it was fairly big….kids were everywhere, I slowly got out but was stopped by Charlie.

"Bella"

"Yeah?" he looked down and back up at me with a look of worry.

"Just be careful okay kid and a have good day at school" I didn't know how to respond to that, I never had anybody wish me a good day at school…..well except for Ms. Bosky but that didn't count; she wasn't my parents.

"Um…thanks" walking away from the car, Leah had already walked into the school as Seth was standing there waiting for me.

"Come on, I know you don't you're way around" I nodded and followed him into the school; we got our schedules and saw that we only had lunch and gym together.

"Well, you're that way….just keep straight and make a right turn and your history class is right there" I nodded and walked away. Walking into the room, all eyes were on me; I fucking hated it. Giving the teacher the paper, I walked to the back where I saw an empty seat….there was this spiky haired girl sitting there looking down at her nails, when I got closer she lifted her head and smiled.

Dear fucking God.

"Hello! I'm Alice" I stood there speechless, what the fuck! What was this I was feeling?

"You must be Isabella?" I nodded and finally got my legs to work, she was still smiling and shit. I sat down and pulled my notebook out and folded my arms, she was making me nervous.

"So…Where you from?" I wanted to tell her to mind her fucking business but, my mouth won't form the words.

"Sad Life City" I told her as her beautiful smile vanished, I wanted to coke myself for making it go away.

"I think everybody has visit Sad Life City once in their life" she said smiling at me, I actually smiled at that. I didn't talk after that, but it was a comfortable silence that surrounded us. I stole little glances at her, she was pretty…what the hell was talking about; she was fucking gorgeous, the bell broke me from my stalking. She quickly got up and gathered her things together and looked at me.

"Um…" I looked up at her.

"Yes"

"N…Nothing, I'll see you later" she smiled at me a disappeared through the door; I wanted to know what she was going to say.

It was bad to get involved…..but I couldn't stop myself from wanting to.

First day of school and already I'm fucked.

A/N: A little slow but things should pick up…..Bella's will have a huge lash out next chapter; read and see who calms her down.

Until next time.

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