Ryan's P.O.V

After running home to grab my sleepover kit, I walked back over to Justin's and knocked on the door only to have Justin open it and tackle me to the floor.
And I thought he had grown up.

"Woah … Steady Justin I know I'm irresistible but wait until we're inside before you jump me"

"Whatever Ryan" he retorted before hastily, getting off me and walking through the door.
I followed Justin through to the living room, leaving my bag in the hallway and jumped onto the couch next to him.

"So what do you want to do" Justin turned to look at me, as he said it.

"I don't know, how was the tour? You never told me" I asked curiously.

"With all the travelling and singing it was pretty tiring, but it was worth it in the end, and with all my girl fans I hooked up plenty" he laughed.

A wave of jealousy washed over me when he said that. What did he mean by hook up; a kiss, make out session or even a fuck.

I excused myself from the room, knowing that I needed to erase all the feelings I had for him and quickly.

"I'll be right back, going to the bathroom" I said avoiding looking at him, I didn't really want to look at him in case I found myself liking him even more.
I walked to the bathroom and splashed my face with cold water and gazed into my reflection.

"Sort yourself out"
I let out a small giggle, and tried to think of 10 reasons to not like Justin.
I couldn't. I let a tear escape my eye and run past my cheek, after quickly wiping it off another one came and soon the water works were flowing well.

Justin's P.O.V

All of what I just said was a lie. Well actually it wasn't, but the part about the girls was.
I mean I hugged a few fans, but kissing them no way.
I was only interested in the other gender.

Ryan was taking ages. I wondered whether I should go fetch him or not. Just that minute he walked down the stairs, his eyes looked puffy like he had been crying. I had never known Ryan to cry before.

"Ryan have you been crying" I asked hesitantly.

"Don't be stupid JB, I managed to rub soap in my eyes."

He was lying. I knew he was.

"Whatever Ryan, you're my best friend I do know when you're lying but if you're not ready to tell me it's ok. I'm here for you man."

Blimey when did i ever get that deep? I saw a slight smile spread across his face and I smirked back.

After all u smile I smile.

Ryan's P.O.V

Great. He knows I'm lying. In a way that was a good thing, but it's equally bad. He knows something's up and sometime soon I'm going to have to tell him about my feelings.

"Want to play cod?" I said trying to lighten both our moods.

"Bring it" he said grabbing a controller.

After playing several games Pattie walked through the door.

"Justin I'm just off to your grandparents, I won't be back until late. Have fun boys"

"Bye mum" Justin got up and gave Pattie a hug before she left.

"Bye Pattie" I simple smiled at her.

Justin's P.O.V

I watched my mum get in the car and leave. I knew this was the perfect time
to tell Ryan.
I walked over to the TV and Xbox and switched them both off.

"Whoa Jb what was that for?" Ryan asked.

"I had a kill streak of 40."

"We have to talk" I said sternly, taking a seat on the couch facing him.

"Ryan. I'm not sure how to say this but what I said about the girls it wasn't true"

"Is that it" He chuckled.

"No it's not" I interrupted before he could finish what he was going to say.

"It wasn't true about the girls, because I don't like girls. I think I like you Ry" My heart was pounding in my chest and I turned away so I wouldn't have to look at him.

He never responded, but just looked at me blankly.

"I'm going to get a drink" I said with a lump in my throat.

So many thoughts were going through my mind, what if he hates me?
What if things are going to be different between us two. I stared out the window when I heard footsteps behind me.

I turned round it was Ryan.

I felt him come closer.
"How long have you known?" he asked, I merely shrugged.

I felt his hands grab my wrists as he pushed me up against the wall pinning me there. I couldn't read his expression but he looked confused, angry almost.

I closed my eyes and winced waiting to feel the punch, but all I felt was his hot breath getting closer to my body.

"I'm not going to hit you Justin."

"What are you going to do then?" I stuttered.

"This" I felt his warm lips press against my own. I smiled into the kiss and he pulled back.

"Your gay too?" I asked him still slightly confused.

"I think so and I like you too, that's why I was upset earlier I was scared of what you would think of me."

"I'm glad we feel the same way" I smiled.

"Me too, now where were we" he winked.
"Ahhh… yes"

I pushed him of me and spun us around so he was pinned against the wall rather than me.

"Look who's in control now" I smirked then kissed him again this time with my force.
I released his hands from the wall so I could place mine on his hips pulling him in closer to me.
I traced the bottom of his lip with my Tongue begging for entrance which he gave in to.
Our tongues danced around and i felt his fingers running through my hair.

I smiled into the kiss, everything was just perfect.

Ryan's P.O.V

I felt Justin smile into the kiss. I was so happy to be sharing this moment
with him.
We both pulled apart, out of breath and just looked at each other.

"Wow" I heard him say.

"That was amazing Ry"

"I have that effect on people" I winked.

"So what are we?" he asked

"I don't know Justin, do you want to be my boyfriend"

"I will have to think about that" he smirked.

"You're such a tease, maybe this will help you make your mind up"

I kissed his cheek softly and his Jawline moving down to his neck where I began sucking on his soft skin. I heard a moan escape his mouth and I chuckled.

"Enjoying that are we Jb?"

"Shut up Ry, you better not have left a mark there."

"About that, you could have told me to stop but you were too busy enjoying yourself" I said staring at the hickey I had left him.

"Shit, what am I meant to tell my mum" he said looking worried.

"We should tell her" I said

"Together"

"Ryan you know you're the best and I would love to be your boyfriend"
That's when he kissed me again, just a simple sweet kiss.

Nothing more, nothing less.

Right now everything was perfect.