Chapter 2 :D!


Ciel's POV

That damn butler! First, he tried to seduce me, and then kept me waiting! Argh!

And, the most aggravating thing was that I enjoyed his touch. I was disgusted. Why would I lower myself to such feelings?

My face turned red as I thought of how I enjoyed the feel of his caresses.

"To the bloody devil you...you— fucking piece of demon!" I threw the vase filled with white roses on the carpeted floor.

I fell to my knees and was about to pound into the broken ceramic, when a pair of strong arms encircled my waist and pulled me back.

"Now, chojin*, calm down. You'll hurt yourself," I barely heard Sebastian's voice as I was led to my chair. I was angry; angry at myself for getting too close to Sebastian, for allowing myself to fall for him.

I hated the feelings I had for him, but I didn't hate him nor did I feel disgusted with him. I was angry because I knew I was just food to him, and he would never feel the same for me.

'He is just a mere demon who has nothing to do with humans,' said the nagging voice in my head.

I'd been feeling like this ever since I began being comfortable with Sebastian around. Although he was a sadistic, heartless and cruel demon, his human facade had me fooled, and I was putty in his hands.

I had never showed him any of my weaknesses, since it would hurt my pride or possibly demolish it. I sat there, panting and trying to calm down.

"Aijin*." Sebastian looked at me in concern which, once again, was a human façade. "What made you angry?"

"How is that any of your business?" I turned my back on him.

*SWISH*

All of a sudden my chair was turned around and I was facing Sebastian.

"Now, my lady," Sebastian leaned in closely, our lips nearly touched. "What. Makes. You. Feel. Aggravated?"

Oh, you know nothing much, except that YOU ARE ALL UP ON MY FUCKING FACE!

At least, that's what I wanted to say, but instead, I just turned my head. I couldn't bring myself to speak.

Sebastian gently placed his finger under my chin.

Please don't turn my head. I can't bring myself to meet your eyes, and I DON'T WANT to succumb to your demon's wishes.

No. I tried to resist him.

No.

But he was stronger.

Please don't... My face turned in his direction, but my eyes were somewhere else.

Silence.

Slowly, my eyes met his.

Shit.

His eyes were burning into a red fire. And he was really, REALLY, close.

'Make up a lie, dipshit,'said the nagging voice in my head.

"It's just that I haven't found any clues to my parents' murderers!" I managed to get the words out as I looked away, directing my fury at the window.

"And that I'm the damn guard dog of the 'queen'! That whore only wants me to do the dirty work for her!"

I looked at him this time.

"Do you know about how it feels to dress as a boy, so my father's company won't be taken from me?! It's only because I'm a girl!" I detested that last word. If only I had been born as a boy! How simpler would that have been?

I was panting; my face was red, and I was still staring at Sebastian. He knew why I had chosen to take over the company, and why I had to dress like a boy.

What that bastard did was only stare at me with those eyes —eyes the color of fresh blood. I exhaled as I calmed myself.

"Now, young mistress, are you feel much calmer now?" I nodded as he tilted my head and came close.

Then, I was in his embrace, shaking.

"It's alright, shh... You can spill it all out, since you have had this bottled up for years." Sebastian patted my back as tears overflowed from my eyes.

I gripped him tightly as I burrowed my face into his black locks. Then, he dissapeared.

"My lady, is everything alright?" Mei-Rin asked as she entered my study. My servants were the only ones who knew my true identity. My chess pieces.

Sebastian was on the floor, cleaning up the mess. I quickly wiped away my tears and fanned my face.

"Yes, Mei-Rin. I had a little accident, no need to worry. Carry on with your chores." I heard her say 'Yes my lady' then the soft click of the door closing.

In flash, Sebastian was in front of me, fixing my bow. I sighed.

I pulled him to me and embraced him again. I had to feel protected, safe, one more time. And, only in Sebastian's arms I found that. My heart thrummed against my chest, because he had yet to put his arms around me.

When he did, I exhaled and relaxed, my eyes felt heavy. I was lifted, and then I was on his lap, while he was holding me close. I gripped the lapels of his butler uniform.

"Don't ever leave me, Sebastian. That's an order," I said as I snuggled into his neck.

"Yes, my lady." Sebastian held me tighter.

My senses came back and my face heated. I abruptly stood up and stumbled out his hold. I almost fell, but he caught me.

"My lady?" Sebastian stood me up.

"Sebastian, where is the letter from the queen?" I asked as I smoothed my clothes.

He handed me an envelope. Another crime to make the queen worry.

This time, it was to investigate a series of children's murder. The queen asked me to put a stop to these horrific crimes.

I was tearing up but, before they overflowed, I threw the envelope away.

"Sebastian, get the carriage ready." I looked out the window. Damn my hormones.

"Yes, my lady." With that, he left and soon, he came back to help me with my outer attires.

Time to get to work


*Chojin- Darling

*Aijin- mistress

What did you guys think? :) Until next time! Ciel solves the case of dissapearing children and murders! Sad I know but I did promise you new cases.

AND DIDN'T fangirling-girl do an amazing job?! I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND SHE IS AN AWESOME BETA! :') No homo.

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