*no one belongs to me except for the character Asami.. and yeah. Lol, it's been forever since I updated this.
Dearest Lita,
I know it's been a while since we last spoke. And I know you have every right to be angry at me. I'd be angry with me too. There's just so much going on with me right now, that I can't devote the time...
Would you listen to me ramble on like this? Heh. As if we were an old married couple or something. I know you told me how you feel about me, but I really can't do this to her. I can't turn my back on her after all these years we've devoted to each other. Do you understand? Do you understand what it's like to never doubt that someone always has your back, even when you doubt in yourself?
Don't get me wrong though. I do feel strongly for you. I feel that connection, as if we were molded from the same hands. As if we were made from the same fiber of being. You mean a lot to me, Lita. You always have and you always will.
Two Saturdays from now, I will marry Michelle. I hope you will understand my decision. I sent an invitation to you yesterday, but I'll understand if you can't make it. We ran into meatball head and Asami the other day and they've already rsvp'd. So have Mina, Rei, and Ami. I just wanted to let you know that we're all waiting for your answer; I'm waiting for your answer.
There's also something I'd like to talk to you about, but I haven't really worked up the nerve past writing this letter. Can you imagine that? Not as brave as you accuse me of being...
You mean the world to me.
Amara
~*~
Amara sealed the manila envelope and sat on the edge of her desk. She could imagine Lita cooking something right now for meatball head, absentmindedly looking out the kitchen window. Even though she felt content and whole with Michelle, she still felt the need to tell Lita, to explain to her...
Explain what? Amara wasn't so sure herself. The curtains billowed softly at the night winds' caress and suddenly she felt uneasy. Her hands betrayed her own stoic vow and began to tremble ever so slightly. It was the first time in a long while she had been unsure about anything,
A/N- Sorry about taking so long. Randomly going through my old fanfics and trying to update/finish them. Which I hope to accomplish O.o!