Roto Cisne Chapter 2, a twilight fanfic

Bella POV

After that day, when Edward and the Cullens left, I decided that music was my life. And I wish that I had seen this sooner. I start playing an instrument and somehow I just figure out how to play it. I was sitting with a guitar at Forks High School in the music room and suddenly how to play just popped into my head and I started singing. The music teacher, Mrs. Randy, walked in on me and loved it. She said I had natural talent. Mrs. Randy started teaching music after she retired from the music industry, so she knew this really great manager and got him to meet with me. I sang him a couple of my songs and he said they were amazing. So, he signed me to a record deal the next day. My dad, Charlie, was so proud of me. My mom was ecstatic and said if this is what happened when Edward left, then we were obviously never meant to be together. The day he left was the day my life turned around for the better.

And that is how I got here, Hollywood. Along the way though, Victoria did turn me. She bit me and then left after saying that now I would have to endure living without Edward for the rest of eternity, but I don't mind. This way I can try all the things I've wanted to. I could sing, be a doctor, write books, and whatever else that I wanted. And with my powers, my shield both mental and physical, and my shape shifting into animals and other people, I can stay appearing normal. I just make myself look like I did as a human and carry on like I am human. And lucky for me and the humans around me, human blood still disgusts me. There is no chance that I would ever drink that stuff. YUCK!

And to my concert we go.

I am now known as Avril Lavigne. I didn't want people bothering my parents because of my fame. My mother aproves and says that I make a great blonde. But my Dad had conditions on me becoming a famous rock star. He said no body piercings and I can't die my hair. So, I am forced to always wear a wig when in Avril mode. I actually just change my hair with my power, but I tell my dad that it's a wigh.

This concert was totally sold out, like my past ones. But I knew that vampires were here. It has happened before so I'm not that worried but I don't recognize these ones, so hopefully I'll be able to meet them afterwards.

I walked on stage in a corset top that was navy blue and white short shorts. I had on navy blue five inch heels as well.

"HELLO HOLLYWOOD!" I screamed. And they all yelled back.

"WHAT WAS THAT? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" I screamed back and the yelling was so loud it almost gave me a headache.

"Thanks guys. How about we get this party started? This is What The Hell." I said and the band started playing the first song. I saw the vampires sitting in the front row. I smiled at them and noticed they had gold eyes, that's a relief. Then, I noticed that it was the Cullens. Finally, about time that I met up with them.

You say that I'm messin' with your head
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop, 'cause I'm having too much fun
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees, beggin' please stay with me
But honestly, I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now
Ooohhh
I'm thinking "What the hell?"
All I want is to mess around, and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now whoa "What the hell? "

What, What, What, What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates?
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play
(Yeah)

You're on your knees, beggin' please "stay with me" (Va fan!)
But honestly, I just need to be a little crazy (Crazy!)

All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking "What the hell? "
All I want is to mess around, and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now whoa "What the hell? "

La la la la la la la la whoa whoa

(La la la la la la la la)
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
(La la la la la la la la)
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now
Ooohhh
I'm thinking "What the hell? "
All I want is to mess around, and I don't really care about
All my life I've been good but now
Ooohhh
I'm thinking "What the hell? "
All I want is to mess around, and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now whoa "What the hell? "

La, la,
La la la la la,
La,
La la la la la, la

"Thanks and this next song, Losing Grip, is for all of you heartbreakers out there how leave the one that loved you behind broken." I said and started singing.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere

"This next song is Nobody's Home for all of those out there going through a rough time or a bad breakup." I said.

Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way

She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

She wants to go home, but nobody's home

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go

no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now

Too many, too many problems

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

She wants to go home, but nobody's home

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go

no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go

no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

"This song is for all of those who thought you found the perfect guy but then he left you with a broken heart. It's My Happy Ending."

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

"Okay guys. Sorry but this is th elast song of the night, but I promise that it's a good one. Here is Hot."

Ah, ah ah
You're so good to me baby, baby

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud

Now you're in, and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
It's so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby, baby
You're so good to me baby, baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places you've never been
And I can make you say everything that you've never said
And I will let you do anything again and again

Now you're in, and you can't get out

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go
Ooh, yeah yeah

You're so good

"Thanks everyone for coming. I hope to see you all again soon. Goodnight, everyone." I yelled and then walked backstage to wait for the seven people that bought backstage passes to meet me. Maybe it's the Cullens, they could have just asked to see me. Right then I decided to jump on Alice as soon as she walks in. I hope she'll see it coming and Jasper won't attack me.

"Avril, the people with the backstage passes are here to see you."

"Come on in." I said.

*By the way everyone, all these songs are actually by Avril Lavigne. I don't own them or the Twilight Saga*