After the sudden, and shocking, announcements of the couples, Ruki rushed to bathroom and started crying in one of the stalls. He heard the door open and tried to keep his sobs down, but he saw a familiar pair of shoes standing there.

"Ru?" Uruha whispered.

"L-leave me alone." The red head mumbled. "Y-you tricked me."

"I know. But you shouldn't have liked him."

At that moment, Ruki swung the stall door open, grabbed Uruha's shirt and pushed him into the wall. "I have every right to like him! To love him. I had a chance for him to like me. You took all that away from me."

The honey blonde grabbed Ruki's shirt, turned and slammed the shorter into the wall. "You listen here. I've loved him since junior high and I had to suffer, watching him go on date after date. I finally have an opportunity to be with him and I'm not going to let you take it from me. I've known him longer, I've loved him longer, I deserve him! You just walked into his life and you think you can have him? You're wrong. He asked me out last night, not you. That's why we were gone, we were making out after I said yes to him. He'll never love you because he'll always love me."

He slammed Ruki into the wall again before letting go, then he walked out as the singer slid to the ground. He brought his knees to his chest and started crying again. The door opened up, but Ruki didn't look up and suddenly, someone's hand was on his shoulder. He looked up to find the singer of Alice Nine sitting by him with a sad smile.

"What's wrong Ru?" The ashy blonde asked.

Ruki sniffled before pulling the other man into a hug and crying on his shoulder. Shou patted the younger's back as he hugged back.

"Calm down." Shou whispered. "Clean up yourself up ok. I'll be right back and then we're going to talk."

Ruki sniffled, but shook his head and allowed the other to help him up. He walk to the sink and started wiping his eyes as Shou left the bathroom.

~~In the practice room.~~

Reita and Aoi were shooting glares at each other, but made sure the other couldn't see. Kai was looking between them and felt the deadly tension and saw the sparks when the two made eye contact. The drummer slowly pushed himself into the corner to avoid the deadly aroma between the two men, but the dark cloud was terrifying to the poor leader.

"Um…"He mumbled scratching his head. "S-so should we get started without them?"

The two men shot glares at the drummer that almost killed him. Their dark aroma's were too much for the happy man and the drummer was wilting away from it. Uruha walked in to see a Kai on the verge of death in the corner of the room, he looked around and felt the deadly atmosphere the raven guitarist and the bassist were making. The honey blonde stood there looking at the two and saw how they glared at each other when the other wasn't looking. He sighed as he sat by Reita and leaned on him. Kai, who was laying on the floor, looked over and saw fire in Aoi's eyes. He gulped and gave a terrified giggle.

Shou walked into the GazettE's practice room and raised an eyebrow at the scene. Kai was laying beside his drum set, with his hands on his chest, holding a white flower as a little ghost floated above him. Aoi had his arms crossed, his face was full of anger and the window was cracking from the raven's death glare. Reita's expression was the same, except he was glaring at the ground, as if he wanted hell to open up right there so he could take it over with a glance. Uruha, on the other hand, seemed to be the only one in a good mood while he leaned on the bassist's shoulder. Chills shot through Shou's body, but he took a deep breath.

"Um…guys?"

Aoi and Reita looked up at each other and Shou knew he saw a lightning strike go between them, but they looked at the ashy blonde. Their expressions softened a little.

"My hero!" Kai yelled as he jumped back to life. Shou stepped to the side to avoid the drummer's hug.

"Anyways, I need some help with my voice for a song. You don't mind me borrowing Ruki for a bit do you?"

"Whatever." Reita grumbled.

"It won't be long will it?" Kai asked with pleading eyes.

"I'll try to be quick."

The drummer sighed. "I guess."

"Thanks." Shou said as he waved, but a few steps away, he heard a thump. He turned to see Kai back on the ground with the ghost above him and a large dark cloud forming in the room. He gulped and turned to start walking again. "And I thought we were weird."

~~The Cafeteria~~

Ruki had calmed down and walked with Shou to get something to drink. They sat down and Ruki explained everything to the other singer.

"Oh my." Shou gasped. "Why don't you tell Reita then?"

"He's happy with Uruha." Ruki mumbled, but then he smiled. "So I'm happy."

"Nobody looked real happy a while ago."

"Hmm. Well, Aoi does like Uruha."

"So why did he say that you two were dating?"

The red head shrugged his shoulders. "I'll ask him later. I just…I really wanted it to be me that Reita chose."

"I'm sorry Ruki." Shou mumbled.

"It's ok. I'm fine as long as he's happy, besides maybe it's for the best. He and Uruha have known each other longer, so maybe it was meant to be."

"The hardest part of a relationship is letting go." The ashy blonde said with a smile. "You're pretty strong."

Ruki sighed. "I guess. I don't want to let go, but I know have to, so I will. If I don't, things might turn bad and who knows what might happen."

The other shook his head. "If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you."

"Thank you."

~~Ten minutes later~~

Shou and Ruki had some small talk as they finished their drinks, then they headed back up. As they were walking down the hall though, they heard stomping so they looked a head and saw Nao walking to them with an angry expression.

"You!" The drummer shouted, pointing at Shou. "We were supposed to start practice half an hour ago!"

"S-sorry Nao."Shou mumbled.

"I'm sorry Nao." Ruki spoke up and looked at him with teary eyes. "I-it's just, something bad happened and I needed someone to talk to and Shou was thereandimadehimstaywithmeandandand—"

"Ok, ok." The drummer patted Ruki's shoulder. "It's ok, but I do need Shou now."

Ruki shook his head and wiped his eyes. Shou walked passed him and the red head gave him a wink as he wiped the last of his fake tears. The ashy blonde mouthed a quick thank you before following his leader. Ruki laughed to himself and made his way to the practice. He gulped at the sight.

"Um…hey guys."As soon as Ruki spoke, the black cloud disappeared, Kai came back to life and the two scowling men smiled. The singer let out a deep breath, but was suddenly tackled to the ground.

"My hero!" Kai shouted as he squeezed the vocalist. Ruki looked up at the other members with a questioning look, but they shrugged their shoulders.

"Um…Kai?"

The drummer looked up with a smile then jumped to his feet. "Let's get started!"

Ruki giggled, then a hand was placed in front of him. He looked up to see Aoi with a warming smile, so he took the guitarist's hand and got back to his feet. They quickly got ready and got started.

~~Several hours later~~

The vocalist plopped down on the couch after they finished. All five were drenched in sweat, and it seemed like it was getting worse. Uruha stumbled to the thermostat and started messing with it before giving out an aggravated moan.

"What?" Kai gasped.

"It's broken!"

They all groaned.

"I say…" Reita started. "were done for today."

"Yeah." Ruki gasped. He sat up and grabbed his bag as everyone put their instruments away. He pulled out a thin, white shirt and sat it on the couch before raising the shirt off his body. Reita turned and saw the red head pulling his shirt off, showing his thin, delicate torso. The blonde felt himself getting hotter and his pants getting tighter.

"Hot?" Aoi asked with a smile.

Ruki blushed as he shook his head. The guitarist rubbed a towel on the vocalist's face, wiping the sweat off and it pissed Reita off. The bassist quickly packed up and stormed out of the room without even saying goodbye.

"What's wrong with him?" Ruki asked.

Kai sighed and shook his head as Uruha quickly finished up and ran after his boyfriend. Ruki felt that Kai was hiding something from him and he really wanted to know what it was, but the drummer seemed stressed for some reason. He felt a pair of arms wrap around him and he turned to find Aoi smiling softly at him.

"Let's go eat, my treat." Aoi said. Ruki smiled and shook his head, then put on his clean shirt before they headed out. Kai watched as the couple left and he felt his heart sank. He looked out at the setting sun and shook his head.

"Why is this happening to us?"

~~A restaurant~~

The couple sat down and ordered some drinks. They stayed quiet, but Ruki was getting nervous at Aoi's smile.

"Um…"The red head started. "I don't want to start anything or make you mad or anything. Why did you suddenly say we were dating today? I thought you loved Uruha."

The raven smiled. "I do, but I could never have him. You like me, so I should at least make you happy since I rejected you."

"But you don't love me."

"You love me don't you?"

"Yes." Ruki said, but thought. 'No!'

"Since I was your choice…"

'No you weren't! I love Reita!'

Aoi smiled. "I can start to love you. I already like you more than a friend, but not enough to be a lover…yet."

Ruki blushed. 'But I want Reita.'

"Are you ok?"

The red head looked up and then realized he was crying. He quickly wiped his face. "Sorry. I'm…just happy. Yes, I'm happy."

"I'm glad. I hope you can also make me happy." Aoi said lovingly.

"I hope I can too." 'I don't want to make you happy! I want to make Reita happy!' He thought.

"How about tomorrow night we go see a movie? Just the two of us." The raven asked.

"I'd love that!" 'I hate it!'

"Great. I'll pick you up after practice and then afterwards we can go to a park or something."

"Sounds great." 'I don't want to see a movie with you, I don't want to go to a park with you, I don't want to date you!' "Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom." Ruki said. He quickly made his way there and checked to make sure nobody was in there, before he started crying.

"Why?"

~~At Kai's~~

The drummer opened his apartment door and saw his living room lights on.

"I guess I forgot to turn it off again." He sighed and continued in, not noticing the extra presence at his dining table.

"Not even a hello?"

Kai yelped as he jumped back and grabbed his chest. "Damn it Miyavi! How many times do I have to tell you not to do that?"

The ponytailed man laughed. "Come on Kai, you know you love it."

"No I don't and I don't like it when you break into my apartment either."

The guitarist smiled and patted his leg. "Come here."

Kai rolled his eyes and walked past him to the kitchen, where started a pot of tea. Miyavi walked behind him and gave him a hug.

"I hate it when you ignore me."

"Miyavi please." Kai said pushing the other man away.

"Come on." The soloist rubbed his hand down Kai's side and grabbed the drummer's waist.

"No!" The brunette pushed the other away. "I'm not your sex toy."

Kai turned and placed his hands on the counter. Miyavi pressed up against him, gently wrapped his arms around the drummer's chest and blew his hot breath on Kai's neck. He licked it, making the shorter man shake.

"You know you like it." Miyavi sung. One of his hands started venturing down Kai's stomach and the drummer moaned when the soloist grabbed his member. Miyavi started grinding against the other, he began sucking on Kai's neck and the drummer moaned out when his nipple was pinched.

"You're as sensitive as ever." Miyavi whispered before sucking back down on the neck. Kai threw his head back and was soon grinding against the singer. Miyavi pulled away, turned the stove off and dragged Kai into the bedroom. He threw the drummer onto the bed and climbed over him to attack his lips. The younger moaned out as hands started roaming his body. Miyavi pulled up and licked his lips as he removed his shirt. He quickly pulled Kai's shirt off, almost ripping it, and then started on getting the drummer's pants off.

"I've been looking forward to this all day." The soloist said as pulled the pants off. He smiled as he saw a bulge forming in Kai's boxer. He sighed. "I'm not in the mood for foreplay today, so you better hurry up and get hard."

Kai whimpered as his boxers were soon removed. He raised up enough to see Miyavi working on getting his own pants off, so drummer took the opportunity to dig out his lube from the night stand. Miyavi yanked it out of the other's hand and quickly coated his cock.

"You're already so hard?"

"I've been thinking you're ass all day long." Miyavi said lifting Kai's legs. "I've been hard all day and I haven't been able to think straight. Since this is all your fault, you have to take responsibility."

"Eh? How's it my fault?"

Miyavi just smiled and Kai let out a loud moan as the soloist thrusted inside him. Miyavi didn't even give him time to adjust before he pulled out and rammed back in. Kai moaned out with each thrust, he gripped the sheets as he felt himself rip a little.

"You're… so hot when you're being fucked." Miyavi moaned out. "You're the sexiest cock craving slut. You know that?"

Kai moaned out. He didn't want to, but Miyavi had hit his sweet spot, making him lose control of his body. "M-more!"

"That's right. Beg for me."

"Fuck me harder!"

Miyavi smiled as he thrusted harder into him, making him moan louder. As much as he wanted to cry, Kai couldn't because he loved being fucked like this, by this man, the man he loved. He allowed himself to get dominated, to get hurt, and to get insulted. The soloist looked down at the man underneath him and smiled at how much of mess he was. Then he smiled bigger when an idea popped into his head. He suddenly pulled out and laid beside Kai.

"You want more?"

Kai whimpered and shook his head yes.

"Then ride me."

The drummer's eyes got wide. He's never done that position before, but lust had taken over his blood depleted brain. He quickly got on top of the other and began pushing himself down, he moaned with each inch he took in. Miyavi rolled his eyes and shot his hips up, making Kai yell. Tear streamed down his face and blood dripped onto the soloist's hips. Kai raised himself and slammed his hips down as Miyavi shot his up. They got faster, meeting each other with every thrust, and Miyavi grabbed Kai's cock to make the drummer go faster.

"So close!" Kai shouted. Miyavi pinched the base of the drummer's cock and started thrusting up harder. He bit his lip as he pushed the drummer off him. Miyavi got on his knees, grabbed Kai's hair and pulled his head up. The soloist began jacking off and he moaned out as shot his hot seeds all over the brunette's face. He let go and looked down to find that Kai had came all over his own stomach. He pulled out his phone and took a picture of Kai's cum covered face, then a body shot. He put his phone away and petted the drummer's head. Kai opened his eyes and looked up at him with sad eyes. Miyavi turned the light off, crawled under the covers, then pulled the brunette under them. He gave Kai a hug before pulling him into a kiss. The drummer's eye got wide from it. Sure they've shared kisses, but none as passionate as this one, so he closed his eyes and took full advantage of it. When it ended Kai smiled.

"You've never kissed me like that before."

Miyavi petted the brunette's head. "Good night Kai."

As much as the drummer wanted a response, he didn't push it because he wanted Miyavi to stay.

Kai opened his eyes to see the sun shining through his window. He sat up with a smile, but when he turned, it disappeared. Miyavi was gone.

"What's new?" Kai asked and tears fell from his cheek. He covered his face with his hands and raised his knees up to his chest as he cried out the question over and over.

"Why?"