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Chapter Two: The Guilt Trip
All day long Harry didn't take notice in television, the Dursleys, any wizard things, food, or anything. He just sat there on his bed staring at Hedwig, who was looking nervous, for an owl, to be stared at for so long. Sighing, he thought about Cedric. Had Harry accually been the reason why he Cedric was killed? Harry knew only too well that the answer was yes. Of course he was, he had told Cedric to grab on the Triwizard Cup at the same time as him. He should've thought about what Sirus had tried to warn him about! He should've thought of Voldemort's cababillities! Now what, what was going to happen now that Harry let the rebirth of Voldemort happen? He was such a coward to not and try and stop Voldemort!
Becuase of what, because of a simple spider bite!
Harry felt like breaking down into tears. But he'd never do that, he'd never give Voldemort the pleasure of knowing that he had won. Even if Voldemort wasn't there, he had always a way of knowing what was happening to Harry....What? Harry thought, he just thought that Voldemort had won. That Voldemort was going to kill everything...him, Sirus, Hermione, Ron, Hagrid, Dumbledore... Dumbledore was the reason why Harry had been able to fight Voldemort for the four years. Harry had respected Dumbledore more than anyone. Dumbledore was, in a way, like another father. He had two fathers, Dumbledore and Sirus. Dumbledore even protected Sirus. He was a great man, and Harry knew why Hagrid would always want to kill anyone who mocked Dumbledore...
Harry just sat there, thinking of the ways his life had been changed for the better when Dumbledore had affected it, and how his life had changed for worse because of Voldemort. Then he thought of how he acted towards his friends. Did they look up to him because he was the boy who lived, he was the wizard that fought of Voldemort, or did they think of him as their equal. Harry wished they would think him as their equal, but he knew they had looked up to them. But no. No, he wasn't the one fighting off Voldemort all these years, he was protected by his mother's sacrifice, Dumbledore and Hogwarts, and had learned everything from his professors. Indeed he didn't deserve credit. Snape, even Snape deserved much more credit. Snape had always disaplined Harry, had taught him potions, some defence against dark arts just from being around Harry. This was all true.
Harry still in thought, hadn't heard the doorbell ring. Uncle Vernon started yelling at him to "get leaving now". Harry slowly got up, went down stairs to greet Arabella Figg, and told her that he just would be a few minutes getting his trunk.
"No, no, don't worry, I'll levitate it and we can get out of here much faster, it's going to take a while on the trip, might as well start off with a good start," she said chearfully.
Leading the way to his room, Harry pointed to the trunk and grabbed Hedwig's cage. Arabella made the trunk float hauntingly, and they headed down the stairs.
"Well," she bagan, "we'll be leaving." She waved her free hand and said goodbye.
"Bye," Harry also said, half not expecting a reply.
But the Dursleys who, do to the Ton Tounge accident, had made a short, sharp reply and did not see them off. Arabella and Harry got into the car. Harry felt eghausted and leant his head on the back of the car. Arabella seemed feeled with spirit, nevertheless, she noticed Harry's weariness and told him he could sleep if he wanted to. But Harry felt, in a way, uncomfortable being with the stranger. He did trust her and all, he just didn't know her. He couldn't sleep and his stomache felt even worse in the car. Hours passed and Arabella had tried several times to start a conversation, but hadn't succeded.
"Er..so, you eager to get back to Hogwarts?"
"Hm..yeah, I guess so, it's better than being with the Dursleys," Harry answered shortly. He felt bad that he knew that Arabella thought that he didn't trust her, so he finally said, "Er..about yesterday...to tell you the truth about what happened..." and Harry had told her about everything, the scar burning horribly, the vision, and Sirus.
Arabella stayed quiet, suprised from Harry's story, "Well, that's...different. In dreams, you wouldn't think dementors could affect you."
Harry nodded, not sure she saw him of not. Tensity filled the car and Harry shifted uncomfortably.
"Sirus is fine, I've been in contact with him lately so there's no reason to worry. Beleive me." Arabella reassured.
"Really? That's good...When I had visions before, they really happened…Always. I'm glad Sirus is doing alright," replied Harry.
Minutes after minutes passed without conversation. Arabella was obvious not to like the quietness. "Um...you want to listen to the radio?" she asked.
Harry gave no respounce. Arabella looked at him and chuckled to herself, Harry had fallen asleep. She put on some elegant music anyway.
Images danced through Harry's mind as an uneasy sleep crept up on him. As if on replay, he saw his parents' death over and over again, getting worse every time. Becoming more vivid every second. He saw Cedric's death like it was happening again, so real, so perfectly detailed. He saw Voldemort's imp body, the scaley red body, then, the rebirth of Voldemort. Exact pictures of horrible events repeated themselves. Wormtail giving his arm for Voldemort, then stabbing Harry with the daggar, Voldemort's touch that burned Harry's scar and that didn't affect Voldemort. Then slowly, as if to make sure Harry saw everything, he saw a familar flash of green light, and then saw Hagrid's body fall limply to the ground. A howl entered his ears and we watched Lupin, as a werewolf, attack his own friend, Sirius Black. Sirius growled and clawed Lupin in the face. Sirius then ran off, Harry followed behind him, and they met up with Voldemort. Death Eaters srrounded them and several of them were holding hostages. Ron, Hermione, Neville, Dean, Seamus, Fred, George, Ginny, and…Cho...how'd Volemort know about Cho...? But then, a more disturbing thing caught Harry's eye..
"Dumbledore!" Harry shouted.
Dumbledore was holding his wand, blood soaking his silver beard, glaring at Voldemort, but when he heard Harry's yell, he turned around. And that was when the words "Avada Kedavra" slithered through all sounds and Dumbledore's look of shock into Harry's eyes, then he fell face down...dead.
As Harry screamed in furry, disbelief, and sorrow, his voice, or any at all sound for that manor, couldn't be heard suddenly. A blinding light flashed and then he found himself facing Voldemort, wandless, and in Azkaban.
"See my young twin, see what you've caused? It was because of you that you're parents died, they sacrificed everything just for your life. Black will die soon if you don't come to me. I will have Lupin kill him, and he will follow. You caused Diggory's death, you told him to grab onto the trophy at the same time as you. If you would just be tougher sometimes, you'd probably make your friends more at peace, they're stressed because of you, having to worry about poor Potter's safty every minute of their life. It's truth, you are the reason why life is painful for so many people. Dumbledore having to use his summers and school days just to plan more safty barriors for you!"
Then the scene blurred away only replaced by...
"God, no, Sirius!" Harry ran to the cell which held Sirius captive.
In the cold wind Harry heard a harsh wisper, "See the terror your pitiful life has caused, it is your fault. Shouldn't you die to pay them back...."
Arabella Figg watched Harry sleep, he seemed peaceful and in deeps sleep. They had finally arrived at her place. Suddenly Harry screamed "NO!" and quietly said "god no....." Worried for the boy she immidiatly went to her fireplace.
She threw in a power and said "Albus Dumbledore..." and waited.
Sure enough, Albus's face shown in the fire within seconds. He smiled, eye's twinkling, unaware of Harry's condition. But then, seeing Arabella's expression, a frown crept over his features as well. "What's wong, Arabella?" He's voice filled with concern.
"It's…Harry. When I was there yesterday, his scar had burnt, making him black out, and he told me what had happened... Albus, I'm very concerned…" she answered, biting her lip. "He was sleeping just now and he suddenly screamed 'no', then said 'god no…' in a whisper… We need to help the poor boy, and I don't know what to do…"
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You like? Sorry it took so long… I pretty much had it all written and forgot to post, SORRY!!!! Please review! Thanks! I know I should have made it longer.. But it's been forever since I posted last.
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~Steph
Dsiclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter
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Chapter Two: The Guilt Trip
All day long Harry didn't take notice in television, the Dursleys, any wizard things, food, or anything. He just sat there on his bed staring at Hedwig, who was looking nervous, for an owl, to be stared at for so long. Sighing, he thought about Cedric. Had Harry accually been the reason why he Cedric was killed? Harry knew only too well that the answer was yes. Of course he was, he had told Cedric to grab on the Triwizard Cup at the same time as him. He should've thought about what Sirus had tried to warn him about! He should've thought of Voldemort's cababillities! Now what, what was going to happen now that Harry let the rebirth of Voldemort happen? He was such a coward to not and try and stop Voldemort!
Becuase of what, because of a simple spider bite!
Harry felt like breaking down into tears. But he'd never do that, he'd never give Voldemort the pleasure of knowing that he had won. Even if Voldemort wasn't there, he had always a way of knowing what was happening to Harry....What? Harry thought, he just thought that Voldemort had won. That Voldemort was going to kill everything...him, Sirus, Hermione, Ron, Hagrid, Dumbledore... Dumbledore was the reason why Harry had been able to fight Voldemort for the four years. Harry had respected Dumbledore more than anyone. Dumbledore was, in a way, like another father. He had two fathers, Dumbledore and Sirus. Dumbledore even protected Sirus. He was a great man, and Harry knew why Hagrid would always want to kill anyone who mocked Dumbledore...
Harry just sat there, thinking of the ways his life had been changed for the better when Dumbledore had affected it, and how his life had changed for worse because of Voldemort. Then he thought of how he acted towards his friends. Did they look up to him because he was the boy who lived, he was the wizard that fought of Voldemort, or did they think of him as their equal. Harry wished they would think him as their equal, but he knew they had looked up to them. But no. No, he wasn't the one fighting off Voldemort all these years, he was protected by his mother's sacrifice, Dumbledore and Hogwarts, and had learned everything from his professors. Indeed he didn't deserve credit. Snape, even Snape deserved much more credit. Snape had always disaplined Harry, had taught him potions, some defence against dark arts just from being around Harry. This was all true.
Harry still in thought, hadn't heard the doorbell ring. Uncle Vernon started yelling at him to "get leaving now". Harry slowly got up, went down stairs to greet Arabella Figg, and told her that he just would be a few minutes getting his trunk.
"No, no, don't worry, I'll levitate it and we can get out of here much faster, it's going to take a while on the trip, might as well start off with a good start," she said chearfully.
Leading the way to his room, Harry pointed to the trunk and grabbed Hedwig's cage. Arabella made the trunk float hauntingly, and they headed down the stairs.
"Well," she bagan, "we'll be leaving." She waved her free hand and said goodbye.
"Bye," Harry also said, half not expecting a reply.
But the Dursleys who, do to the Ton Tounge accident, had made a short, sharp reply and did not see them off. Arabella and Harry got into the car. Harry felt eghausted and leant his head on the back of the car. Arabella seemed feeled with spirit, nevertheless, she noticed Harry's weariness and told him he could sleep if he wanted to. But Harry felt, in a way, uncomfortable being with the stranger. He did trust her and all, he just didn't know her. He couldn't sleep and his stomache felt even worse in the car. Hours passed and Arabella had tried several times to start a conversation, but hadn't succeded.
"Er..so, you eager to get back to Hogwarts?"
"Hm..yeah, I guess so, it's better than being with the Dursleys," Harry answered shortly. He felt bad that he knew that Arabella thought that he didn't trust her, so he finally said, "Er..about yesterday...to tell you the truth about what happened..." and Harry had told her about everything, the scar burning horribly, the vision, and Sirus.
Arabella stayed quiet, suprised from Harry's story, "Well, that's...different. In dreams, you wouldn't think dementors could affect you."
Harry nodded, not sure she saw him of not. Tensity filled the car and Harry shifted uncomfortably.
"Sirus is fine, I've been in contact with him lately so there's no reason to worry. Beleive me." Arabella reassured.
"Really? That's good...When I had visions before, they really happened…Always. I'm glad Sirus is doing alright," replied Harry.
Minutes after minutes passed without conversation. Arabella was obvious not to like the quietness. "Um...you want to listen to the radio?" she asked.
Harry gave no respounce. Arabella looked at him and chuckled to herself, Harry had fallen asleep. She put on some elegant music anyway.
Images danced through Harry's mind as an uneasy sleep crept up on him. As if on replay, he saw his parents' death over and over again, getting worse every time. Becoming more vivid every second. He saw Cedric's death like it was happening again, so real, so perfectly detailed. He saw Voldemort's imp body, the scaley red body, then, the rebirth of Voldemort. Exact pictures of horrible events repeated themselves. Wormtail giving his arm for Voldemort, then stabbing Harry with the daggar, Voldemort's touch that burned Harry's scar and that didn't affect Voldemort. Then slowly, as if to make sure Harry saw everything, he saw a familar flash of green light, and then saw Hagrid's body fall limply to the ground. A howl entered his ears and we watched Lupin, as a werewolf, attack his own friend, Sirius Black. Sirius growled and clawed Lupin in the face. Sirius then ran off, Harry followed behind him, and they met up with Voldemort. Death Eaters srrounded them and several of them were holding hostages. Ron, Hermione, Neville, Dean, Seamus, Fred, George, Ginny, and…Cho...how'd Volemort know about Cho...? But then, a more disturbing thing caught Harry's eye..
"Dumbledore!" Harry shouted.
Dumbledore was holding his wand, blood soaking his silver beard, glaring at Voldemort, but when he heard Harry's yell, he turned around. And that was when the words "Avada Kedavra" slithered through all sounds and Dumbledore's look of shock into Harry's eyes, then he fell face down...dead.
As Harry screamed in furry, disbelief, and sorrow, his voice, or any at all sound for that manor, couldn't be heard suddenly. A blinding light flashed and then he found himself facing Voldemort, wandless, and in Azkaban.
"See my young twin, see what you've caused? It was because of you that you're parents died, they sacrificed everything just for your life. Black will die soon if you don't come to me. I will have Lupin kill him, and he will follow. You caused Diggory's death, you told him to grab onto the trophy at the same time as you. If you would just be tougher sometimes, you'd probably make your friends more at peace, they're stressed because of you, having to worry about poor Potter's safty every minute of their life. It's truth, you are the reason why life is painful for so many people. Dumbledore having to use his summers and school days just to plan more safty barriors for you!"
Then the scene blurred away only replaced by...
"God, no, Sirius!" Harry ran to the cell which held Sirius captive.
In the cold wind Harry heard a harsh wisper, "See the terror your pitiful life has caused, it is your fault. Shouldn't you die to pay them back...."
Arabella Figg watched Harry sleep, he seemed peaceful and in deeps sleep. They had finally arrived at her place. Suddenly Harry screamed "NO!" and quietly said "god no....." Worried for the boy she immidiatly went to her fireplace.
She threw in a power and said "Albus Dumbledore..." and waited.
Sure enough, Albus's face shown in the fire within seconds. He smiled, eye's twinkling, unaware of Harry's condition. But then, seeing Arabella's expression, a frown crept over his features as well. "What's wong, Arabella?" He's voice filled with concern.
"It's…Harry. When I was there yesterday, his scar had burnt, making him black out, and he told me what had happened... Albus, I'm very concerned…" she answered, biting her lip. "He was sleeping just now and he suddenly screamed 'no', then said 'god no…' in a whisper… We need to help the poor boy, and I don't know what to do…"
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~~~*Reveiw Mention*~~~
Nicky: Thanks, there's more, and you can expect more sooner now!
Lyn: Sorry it took so long!!!!! Thanks!
Heather: I know I am! hehe just kidding, oh I'm glad matt helped you out, boy was that a long time ago!!
Scratches: You made a really, long review? ah! It's not really there! Grr at ff.net, but thanks!!!
Relle: Yeah, sorry about the mistakes! Aww thanks!!! You'll eventually see what's wrong with Harry. I POSTED!! YAY!!
Deity: Thanks! I didn't update really quick, did I, sorry!
Sasina: Thanks! Haha, glad I confused you, I wanted to do that! But you'll eventually get what's up with harry!
THANKS REVEIWERS!!!!!!!
You like? Sorry it took so long… I pretty much had it all written and forgot to post, SORRY!!!! Please review! Thanks! I know I should have made it longer.. But it's been forever since I posted last.
Sending my love out with a wink,
^_~,
Wink At J00
~Steph