Wow I am so glad at how many people responded to this story, thank you all for the reviews and alerts :) A few of you don't really like the fact Ziva is with Damon but really I want to take it this way that I have for emotions and drama to come into play, so just stick with me on this one.

P.s just so you guys know, I don't actually like Damon myself :)

She would always remember that night. Over the past five years they had flirted, augured, bickered, cared, hated, laughed, and possibly even loved, and what they did that night was to get over what they had both wanted for a long time. Because he couldn't have her, she was committed to Damon, but they both needed to do this so they could move on from each other.

No one else knew what happened that night, just the two of them, and it was never brought up again, they acted as though it never happened but they both would remember that it did. They had been sent to L.A in California to get some information about a case they were working on and they got stuck in town for the night, and they were sharing a hotel room.

They had found a hotel with a vacancy, something was on in town and everywhere had no vacancies, but they found one hotel that still had a room and they took it. They both were frustrated that there was only a room with one bed left; they took it though, as they knew they wouldn't get anything else. They walked into the room and he went and sat on the couch. She joined him as he turned the TV on.

They both sat there watching the TV for a while, not talking and wanting to have to discus the sleeping arrangements. All of a sudden they were both just staring at each other, both reading the others mind.

"We could just share" he said with a shrug. She looked at him for a moment, wondering if he had something planned. She didn't see anything that said he was planning anything except sleeping.

"Ok" she nodded. She then took a shower and he did after, when he returned into the room she was in bed on one side reading her book. He quietly walked to the other side of the bed and climbed under the sheets. He lay down and looked over at Ziva.

"Can we sleep now? Or are you going to be up reading all night?" he smirked, she smiled back and closed her book and turned the light next to her side of the bed off and lay down on the bed. They were both lying on their backs looking at the ceiling. They lay there like that for a while both of them lost in thought. Then she rolled to her side facing away from him.

He knew this was probably the last time he would ever share a bed with Ziva, she had been with Damon for a while now and she was happy but he thought that it would be ok for just this one night if he was able to hold her close right? He would never be able to again so he wanted to remember something of her. He quietly moved in the bed, she noticed of course but she didn't say anything or move. She felt his body getting closer to hers, then she felt his hand go to her waist lightly and she knew he was behind her but not quite close enough to touch her body.

"Tony" she said gently warning him about what he was doing. She heard him sigh.

"Please Ziva I just want to hold you, I'll never get to again and I need you even if it only means just holding you just tonight" he whispered so quietly she almost missed it. She couldn't believe what he had just said, it had to be the most caring and open he had ever been with her and she knew she needed to be held by him if only this once as much as he needed to hold her.

She didn't reply, all she did was move back slightly and his body came in touch with hers. She felt him move, he pushed his whole body against the length of hers, his arm wrapped around her waist, pulling her as close as he could. And he felt her tense in his arms before relaxing into him.

"Are you ok Zi?" he asked her against her neck when he felt her tense.

"Yes I just…I don't normally sleep like this" she said and he lifted his head slightly and looked over her shoulder at her.

"What do you mean?" he asked confused by what she really meant. She moved and rolled onto her back and looked up at him as he leant over her now.

"Damon doesn't hold me like that when we sleep, he always stays to his side of the bed, he doesn't like to snuggle" she explained quietly. Tony was sort of surprised by what he just heard.

"Well maybe for one night you can?" he asked her. She just nodded. He absently brought his hand up to her cheek and caressed his thumb against it. She absently leant into the touch.

"You know, I think that you are the most beautiful woman in the world" he said quietly. She didn't say anything she just looked up at him, reading him.

"And how much I want to kiss you all the time" he added. She watched his eyes, he was being absolutely truthful. She then closed her eyes.

"Tony…" she whispered a gentle warning to where he was going with this talk. She felt him lean down and his soft lips pressed against her forehead.

"Ziva I need you, if only for one night I need you" he said softly as he pulled back and she opened her eyes to look at him.

"Tony I'm with Damon" she stated. He sighed.

"I know but no one will ever know, I will never bring this night up again and you can go back to Damon like this never happened, what happens stays in this room Ziva, please" he pleaded, he really needed this, if he did not he would never be able to get over her and he would be harshly jealous all the time, he didn't want that, he just wanted for things to be good between them. Ziva sighed and closed her eyes thinking it over.

She knew she needed this, she was still attached to him in a way and this would hopefully break that, she just wanted them to have a good partnership and friendship. She also knew by the look in Tony's eyes that this was more than just sex with someone for his benefit; he actually really needed to love her, he had held back all these years from what he wanted and now that she was being taken away he needed her before she was truly gone. She would regret cheating on Damon but that would pass as this was something that she knew had to be done. She wanted it too. She opened her eyes and looked up at Tony who was waiting for her to reply.

"What happens tonight is for the benefit of moving on from what we have held back from over the years, nothing is to be said again, this is just for us" she said gently and he nodded.

"You promise Tony?" she then asked him.

"I promise Ziva" he replied and she knew he was true to his word. After they had confirmed what was going to happen they just stared at each other for a moment. Then he leant down, looking at her eyes the whole time. When he got close to her lips he saw her eyes close and he closed his and then gently pressed his lips to hers. It stayed so gentle for a while but then that lust that had been built up between them escaped and the kiss became more than a gentle peck.

His tongue begged its entrance and she easily let it in and he tangled his tongue with hers in a passionate kiss. She heard him groan just at the sensation of the kiss and it showed her just how much he really needed this, and she needed it just as much. His hands went to her waist and then she felt him move and he was now right above her, pressing her into the bed with his body, and what she felt was defiantly not his knee.

She was contently happy when it was over, they had both needed that and it had finally happened. He was snuggled up behind her and her back was pressed against his chest, his arm was around her and slowly tracing circles on her stomach with his thumb. They were both naked and it felt totally intimate to Ziva for him to be holding her naked like this, Damon never did this with her.

Also when she and Tony had sex it was like nothing she had ever experienced before, he made sure she enjoyed every little single moment of it and she sure did. It was softer than she imagined and he had held it for as long as he could so it could go for as long as they could handle. She had never experienced making love before but she knew that that was what had just happened between her and Tony. They made love together for that one night.

She saw it in his eyes as soon as he had released inside of her, she saw the love in his eyes that had covered the lust that was there at the beginning. He didn't verbalize it though; they both knew he couldn't because it would make this more then what it was meant to be.

That whole night he comforted her in her sleep as he held her close, their legs were tangled together and she didn't say anything when he entwined his hand with hers over her stomach, she let it be knowing she liked it and that she had to soak in every last minute of this one night.

When they woke up the next morning he had kissed her deeply in a lasting passionate kiss, the last one they would share. And as soon as they were showered and dressed and in the car they were back to Agent DiNozzo and David, as though nothing had happened last night.

Ziva never regretted doing what she did with Tony. It had happened about seven or so weeks ago and nothing had been said between them about it. The only thing that changed was he let his guard down around her more and he would sometimes touch her when they had a little moment, nothing too overboard. He had done it before that night so it wasn't much of a change because he had always touched her when they had a moment between them, he had done it for the past five years, but she would gently stop him and they would continue with their work. Their relationship as partners and friends was peaceful and strong.

Now her crying slowed and she washed her face removing all the evidence she had been crying away. She didn't know if the baby was Tony's or Damon's because she had been with them both and it could easily be anyone of the two. She and Tony hadn't used a condom so it was just as possible for them both, even though she was on birth control it happened somehow.

She stood their looking in the mirror; she didn't know if she should tell them? Or if she should tell them both? Who would she tell first if she did? Or should she wait to get a test to find out who the father is? If it was Tony's baby should she stay with Damon and never tell Tony it was his and tell Damon it was his child? She didn't know if she could live with that burden, she decided she would tell Tony and then tell Damon, but she wouldn't tell Damon she had slept with Tony.

Just then she heard the front door of her apartment open, Damon was home. She walked out of the bathroom and walked over to him.

"Hey Hun how was your day?" he said as he gave her a light peck to the cheek.

"It was good, I actually was just going out to grab something I left at work so I will be home soon" she lied, he believed her of course; only Tony, and most of the time Gibbs, could tell when she was lying.

"Ok Hun" he replied he gave her a peck to the lips this time and walked down to the bedroom as she left the apartment.

She jumped into her car and headed towards Tony's apartment.

So a bit more of Tony and Ziva in this chapter :) next chapter will be Ziva having to tell someone she's pregnant for the first time. Reviews would be awesome and really appreciated.

Hundan