Disclaimer: I do not own Mystic Messenger or any other characters.

Never Let You Go

Pairing(s): MC(reader)x Everyone (Except Jaehee)

Summary: Collection of one-shots, two-shots, or even multi-chapters of random stories centering around MC and Mystic Messenger's characters.

Story 2: Saeyoung returns after discovering the children he left behind and wants to be in MC's life again. But can you trust him not to leave again?

Rating: M

Warning: All stories will be most likely rated M! I love angst/romance stories with happy endings (Maybe?). Stories may or may not follow the story lines of the game and spoilers as well. AU's, sex, mentions of sex, dark and possessive, and maybe OOC-ness.


"Sae…Saeyoung?"

You stared at the red-haired man with wide, panicking eyes. You instantly started to struggle again, doing your best to get out of his hold. You shoved and pulled to get away from the man. However, Saeyoung held firm.

"L-L-Let go!" You continued to worm around in his arms until you were completely spent.

"MC, please," He pleaded desperately. "Don't run away."

You tearfully agreed, pulling away from when he released you. You backed yourself against the wall on the bed, looking at the man before you better. He looked exactly the same from the last time you saw him, you noted. His bright red hair neatly cut short against his scalp and his bangs slightly falling over his frames. His jaw line was sharp and tense, making you think he was clenching his teeth together. Your eyes went to his eyes, instantly regretting it when you saw his heated gaze on you.

You quickly placed your head between your crossed arms that held your knees. "Y-You're here…" You whispered brokenly, swallowing a lump in your throat.

Saeyoung looked a bit takeback. "You don't sound too shock to see me alive." He humorlessly chuckled.

You sniffled as you felt tears fall, "I…you," You took a deep breath too get your thoughts together. "You're the b-best hacker in the world…I knew you couldn't be dead…" You mumbled in your arms. "I-I always believe you'd survive anything."

He didn't deserve you. The faith and love you had for him was more than he would ever deserve. Any relationship with him was dangerous, but he fell in love with you. Deeply and truly you became his world.

"I am so sorry, MC," Saeyoung reached to touch your arm, but you flinched at the contact.

"Just go away," You sobbed. "I don't want to talk right now."

"You have to let me explain myself." He winced when you flinched from him, it stabbed him right in his heart to see you like this…again! Why can't he do anything right?! But he couldn't leave, not again and let any chance for a future disappear. "I left to make sure you were safe-"

"I already know, Saeyoung." You said softly, slowly looking up at him your eyes red and puffy from crying. "You always pushed me away to 'protect me.' Trying to make me believe you didn't care for me… so when you would leave it wouldn't hurt me." You winced when you saw a flicker of pain race through his eyes.

"I…I'm so sorry…I hurt you again and again and again…" He gritted his teeth, the remorse hurting his chest. "You have to believe that I didn't intend to hurt you like this." He cried. "You…you were supposed to live a happy life after I left and forget about me. I'm no good for you."

Having no energy to argue with him with how opposite his statement was you stated, "…you obviously didn't believe how deep my love for you was…so then why are you here?" You whimpered, slightly afraid to know the answer. "Did you find out about our twins and decided to come back?" He was a master hacker, of course he would know about them by now.

He gave a broken smile that didn't reach his eyes. "No…I found out about them after I decided to come back." His eyes became tearful once again. "Oh god…children. I have sons, two beautiful sons." He pushed his frames as he put the palm of his hand on one eye, rubbing the tears away. "I-I swear I didn't know you were pregnant! When I left I refuse to interfere with your life…to make sure my enemies would never find you!" He ripped his glasses and tossed aside before he covered his both his eyes. "P-p-please…believe me, I'm so sorry…I left you alone to deal with this by yourself."

You could only watch in horror as Saeyoung continued to cry, completely frozen. "I was going to come back anyway…even without knowing about Junho and Junso. It hurt to stay away from you...I was fighting every single day not to come back running to you and beg you to take me back."

You sniffled, shutting your eyes in pain. Seeing him like this was just…heartbreaking. Ignoring your pain, you slowly crawled over to the man who was still crying. Wrapping your arms around him, pulling him against your shoulder. "So…y-you didn't leave because I wasn't good enough?" You asked nervously, asking your worse fear that haunted you all these years.

The young man pulled away with a start. "Gods! No!" You stumbled as he grabbed the sides of your face, a thumb rubbing away a stray tear. "How many times did I tell you? I love you, MC. I've never stop loving you." He lean in, his warm breath brushing against your cheek. "You silly," He kissed your cheek. "Silly," He kissed your other cheek. "Beautiful girl."

You watched as he lean in to kiss you on the lips. "S-Saeyoung." You said warily, causing him to wince.

Saeyoung released you but didn't pull away. "Can you forgive me, MC?" He asked quietly, eyes burning a molten gold, the darkness in your room doing nothing to hide them. "Can…can you give me another chance to try make things right?"

"Saeyoung…" You whispered, feeling completely overwhelmed. "…I'm scared. Can I trust you not to leave again?" You felt horrible when he looked pained again. But you had to make sure, it's not just about you anymore. "You can hurt me all you want and I'll never stop loving you…but I have children to think about now." You looked straight into his eyes, needing to see him herself. "Can I trust you not to hurt our children?"

"Never."

You smiled slightly as you heard no hesitation in his voice, fully believing him. "Good, because they deserve their father in their lives."

"Thank you," Fresh tears dropped as he grinned happily. "thank you, thank you, thank you!"

You smiled happily as he hugged you, knowing it'll somehow work out. In the morning you'll finally introduce your twins to their father. You felt yourself looking forward to seeing Saeyoung playing with the boys, watch them bond the only way a father and their sons can.

"I'll earn your trust back, MC." You blinked as you were gently pushed down on the bed, Saeyoung pressed on top of you. "I'll spend the rest of my life proving it to you."

You smiled, cupping his face gently and pulling him in for a kiss.


Maybe I'll write a chapter of Saeyoung with the twins? I just couldn't write it all in a one-shot! I had originally didn't wanted MC to forgive Saeyoung…but that would become a full story. Nu-uh! I do not have the patience for a full story just yet. Sorry! I need more practice with my writing before I consider a full multi-chapter story.

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