"Hatake!"shouted the hokage from her office. He stood up and started to leave, when sakura realized his name the same as that sensei that left her team. She tried desperately to tell herself that it wasn't him. Kakashi walked into her office and ducked a empty sake bottle.

"You dumbass, I figured that you would just shut up for a eternity but no you just had to talk to that stupid girl!"she screamed.

"What do you mean hokage-sama?"he asked while ducking another object.

"The pinked haired girl is one of the genin you were supposed to take on"she said sharply. Kakashi looked away disappointed in splitting on them.

"What does that have to do with anything?"he asked. Sakura walked in finding kakashi gocking behind his mask as he stared at her.

"That"sighed tsunade. He continued to gock, but far a sakura knew he was just staring at her. Sakura slid over a couple steps as kakashi stared at her intently as well as tsunade.

"What did I do?"she asked pleadingly before she got smacked for something.

"Nothing just drag your room mate to the office"tsunade commanded, feeling like she had lost all hope on the man. Sakura grabbed his arm and started to pull gently towards the hallway. He started to walk with her and they made it down the hallway slowly. Sakura astonished the man was compiling to her wishes. He looked down as his feet landed softly in a little tap on the floor.

"Kakashi you ok?"she asked hoping for a response. 'Wait' she thought 'this is is normal attitude'. The silence was fading slowly with every word he spoke.

"Genin huh, please tell me your have a better rank then that"he said not meaning to be mocking. He had to make sure what tsunade said was true.

"Whats that supposed to mean, you lug head, my teacher abandoned me and my friends!"she shouted at him, ready to wack him on the head. Her eyes sealed shut and she bit harmlessly on her bottom lip.

"Nothing just wondering"he said a he kept walking, leaving sakura standing while holding her hand up to air. He turned slightly and gave her a sweet eye crease. She saw the meaningful happiness and didn't feel it really meant anything.

"Kaka~"she said while running after him, before she could finish she fell to the ground. Her eyes went wide and her hand and knees supported her. The memories were coming back(early in her life about fourteen she was hit hard on the head, she lost all her memory before then and was only told the basics to survive) and they weren't coming easily. He heard a light type of thud and spinned around to see sakura. He ran up to her kneeling down alongside the poor women.

"Sakura"he said calmly. She just stared desperately at the blue carpet. Her coats edge laid rumpled on the ground by kakashi's feet. Her life for 13 years went speeding in a extreme rush past her eyes.

THE DAY SAKURA SAW KAKASHI WHEN HE SPLIT

Sakura the weakest one of her group was sneaking to see her sensei. Her feet tiptoed across the ground. She turned the corner of the hokages office door. Kakashi had slammed hard on the desk and was heading toward her. He opend the door quick and hard. Sakura couldn't move fast enough and was hit by the door and flew a couple feet.

"Owe"she squeaked, but now wasn't the time to cry so she sped off after her "sensei to be." She ran after him for 20 minutes hollering his name. He ignored her very well and left her pondering the entire way.

"Heh why are you following me kid?"he asked snobbly. If she knew him better she would of known tsunade had pissed him off thoroughly.

"Kakashi you noticed I was here few, I thought my sensei might not like me hehe"she said trying to catch her breathe. He stopped and looked to the corner.

"Look child, I'm a solo ninja and your in my way"he said almost in a whisper. He was clearly depressed at the choice he made in that office. He knew fairly well that once the genin sensei leaves the students are done and are never going to progress in life. The hokage can't give them another sensei and so the students will fail immediately and start another dream.

"What"she said confusedly.

"You don't get the point do you?"he asked as he turned around and mocked her. His fingures came to a symbol allowing him to seem mysterious while disappearing in smoke. She sat in the dirt and wiped a few tears away as she realized that she had no future. Sakura a happy child never really asked for anything and now the man she had never met hated her already. The red of her dress was faded into a light gray in her eyes, as she tried to remember his face and only could see the hair.

"I will not forget you Hatake Kakashi, you killed my dream, most importantly naruto and sasuke's dreams. Remember my words if you hear them, I won't let the dream die here!"she shouted while standing in pride. The wind blew through her hair and the pose was unusual for the weak child known as sakura.

Sakura fell unconscious and fell over in kakashi's arms. He hadn't really looked at in this way before. She made him needy and uneasy in one sudden moment. Now compassion had popped out of nowhere and he remained slightly confuse by it. He lifted her in his arms and stood up, taking her to tsunade. He hit the door with his foot, alerting the blond hokage. She opened the door and kakashi immediately walked in and waited for the females command.

"Well set her down dumbass!"shouted tsunade. He did as he was told and laid sakura gently on the ground before tsunade. He walked out the door leaving tsunade to her job. If he didn't leave at that time he would of regretted it over time. That day when he heard those simple words were revealing not to be so simple. He ran off to the office and did so silent as a mouse. He sat on the basic white desk, with several papers laying randomly on the it. He held a ribbon from sakura's hair, that he picked up from the ground where she fell. The thoughts that laced his mind were strange when he looked at the red little ribbon. Why did he feel upset when thinking about those sad little genin, maybe it was because he killed all the sweet dreams they held within their hearts. Even if the dreams were unholy, they were still dreams and he had crushed them into nothing but dirt. He released the ribbon, watching its every movement to moment he let it go to the moment it landed safely on the ground symbolizing the children he left behind.

"A simple mistake that took the amazing pride and ability's of newcomer ninja"he whispered into the empty room of solitude. 'Sasuke and naruto she said, who might they be?' he asked himself. Sakura walked into the room wide eyed and extremely spacey.

"Sasuke-kun use to be my major cursh, huh I hate him now, but if I remembered the time before age 14 I would love him for eternity"she stated a random fact as she sat down. He didn't quiet understand what she said, but after that episode in the hall it was not big surprise to him that she was flustered.

"Sakura who is sasuke?"he asked trying to clear the large amount of confusion. She turned around and noticed the gray hair.

"Why would you want to know, is it to comfort your thoughts of ruining the life of the last faithful uchiha?"she asked. She had no idea where the words she had just said came from, they just jumped out of her throte. The words were true and he knew that as well, so he looked down before answering her.

"Glad someone other then me said it"he said with a misfortunet sigh. She could see the misery that this brought him. She stood up and picked up the ribbon, knowing what he was thinking when he let it fall. She grasped it tightly and looked up at him seriously.

"Don't say that, I said I would never let the dream die"she stated. Sakura watched as his gaze rested at her feet. He turned away, he couldn't take the fact that it is his fault that that the girl in front of him never became what she strived for. His eyes darted back up to her face, this was the girl he crushed and now he had to deal with it The day ended and they parted ways for another night. The eye crease only a mear shadow of the pain hidden inside. She didn't quiet get why this man felt so much sympathy after 8 years. She walked home looking back every few minutes. She still believed he was her quiet office buddy. He never did anything tell today and sakura felt extraordinarily comfortable with it.

"The same thoughts are going through my head once more"he whispered as he pulled the key out of his pocket. The little gold key was inserted into to the hole and turned gently. He opened the door and walked in dropping his white coat on floor. While slipping off his saddles he heard something fall in the bedroom. He didn't care truly whoever it was he could beat them. He walked calmly into the his own personal space. He looked up and found that his window remained open and the wind had knocked over a cup sitting on the floor. He went to grab a towel and instead of saying the word towel he said a blank"sakura."

"Water falls and rivers flow"whispered a voice outside his window. He lent over the edge of the window and stared out to the road. Naruto kicked a rock from his foot and repeated the words. "What did jiraiya mean by that, I can't really do anything I didn't go to a regular elementary school, so I can't have a education. I spent all of my childhood hoping for a empty dream of being hokage." He blamed himself several times, before kakashi emerged from the ground aside him.

"So you are sasuke-kun, I expected you to be more serious"stated kakashi.

"Wow, holy shit where did you come from?"questioned naruto, ready to run from the silver haired man.

"I'm the sensei that abandoned you."

"You are, I would kill you but your jounin and I'm a little fucking genin." Naruto started to walk away. Before the blond could leave kakashi grabbed his arm.

"Yah so sasuke, did you know sakura used to have a crush on you."

"Hey I'm no~ , oh she did she"he said knowing very well the man couldn't of known he was naruto. He cracked a mischievous smile and started to laugh a little.

"Sasuke, sakura said you had a dream I find it hard to believe being the the last uchiha that your dream would be to be a hokage."

"Ok fine I'm naruto, heh sasuke is heartless dude"naruto stated with a frown.

"What was his dream might I ask?"

"Sasuke wanted to get revenge on his clan, he wanted to kill his elder brother for the death of his family and friends in the uchiha clan." Naruto's words became soft and sad at the end of the poor uchiha's story. Kakashi placed his hand on the blonds shoulder. He shook off the mans jester and wiped away a tear. "Sasuke and I hated each others guts, but in the end he and I were best friends... why the hell am I telling a total stranger this"naruto added. Naruto was not telling him something about sasuke and he needed that information.

"Naruto what happened to sasuke?"

"We were put on the last mission of our career to test if the hokage could teach us, but sasuke didn't make it. The enemy were simple, we were to assassinate some easy criminals. They brought friends they were S rank shenobi an an and they killed sasuke. We were beaten on by the others, but they got ahold of sasuke and by the time we got to him he was bloody and saying his last words. Jiraiya-sama saved us, but not in time because sasuke died in front of us. I was the one to hit sakura on the head, so that she wouldn't have the pain of that memory. Not only was she his worshipper she and I were one of his close friends over time." The man that stood before kakashi's pain stricken eyes, was turning into a child again. Kakashi hadn't just killed a dream he killed a real person. Kakashi looked down to the stone the boy had kicked earlier.

"I should of been their for you three"kakashi stated before running to the memorial stone.

How will the silver haired man take it? READ AND SEE