I also made a story inspired by Wild (tho it's TsukkiYama) entitled 'Blue Neighbourhood'. Just in case some of you are interested.

- Akaichi

Oh, our lives don't collide I'm aware of this. The differences and impulses, your obsession with the little things. You like stick, and I like aerosol. I don't give a fuck, I'm not giving up, I still want it all.

Opposites do attract - as an old adage goes. Kageyama sometimes wonder himself - was that the reason why he fell for Hinata?

They're really poles apart. The only thing they had in common was their love and passion for volleyball. But other than that, they're really different from each other. Kageyama grew up in a small family. Since his parents are both working, he's always left alone in their home creating a distant space in his relationship with his parents. Hinata on the other hand grew up in a lovely family, his home filled with loud happiness and warm affection.

He longed to have a family like that.

Preferably with Hinata.

Always with Hinata.

I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes. I see a little house on the hill and children's names. I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray.

Kageyama told these to Hinata that one beautiful night they finally became one. They were spooning under the blankets on Kageyama's bed. His parents were both out on business trips so he invited his lover to sleep over.

He would never forget how wonderful it felt to be inside Hinata, how it made him complete, to embrace the only person he ever loved like this.

He just love Hinata so much, it makes him want to burst into tears.

"Geez! Who would thought you're such a crybaby?" Hinata said, wiping the tears away from Kageyama's eyes. "You're not the one with a sore hip you know? I'm the one who wants to cry."

Kageyama grabbed both Hinata's hands with his and brought them to his lips. He looked Hinata in the eyes, "I love you."

Hinata froze for a second, and looked away to hide his blush, "I.. I love you too." He whispered and Kageyama felt so happy - like he always do when he's with Hinata. Maybe one day he's gonna die from too much happiness, like an overdose or something. He pulled Hinata in a tight embrace. If only they could be like this forever he thought, because Hinata fits perfectly in his arms like he's made exactly to be there.

His right arm were under Hinata's neck and his left arm was busy caressing Hinata's naked back. His fingers played the soft ruffles of Hinata's ginger hair while he occasionally pepper him butterfly kisses.

"I want to grow old with you." Kageyama said against the silence and Hinata looked up to him. He gave his lover one of his rare smiles, "We'll play volleyball forever."

Hinata's eyes were twinkling, "Together."

He bumped their foreheads together, and rubbed noses with Hinata for an eskimo kiss. Then finally, he kissed Hinata on the lips.

"Together."

But everything is shattering and it's my mistake. Only fools fall for you.

But all the future dreams that they had planned together soon crumbled into pieces.

It all started when while on their last year in highschool, Hinata's father died. It was unexpected and left a great impact to Hinata. They weren't rich to begin with, and now that the breadwinner of their family is gone, they were left in despair.

The once warm and happy household was now filled with cold and sadness.

Kageyama hated how the tragedy reduced Hinata from being bright and cheerful to being quiet and glum. It was like thick clouds enveloped him and prevented him to shine. It pained Kageyama to see Hinata depressed. But what's worse was Hinata shut himself off - he never smiled again and became distant.

He never even cried all throughout his father's funeral.

Everyone from the school and volleyball club (even from Nekoma, Seijou and Fukurodani) was worried about him.

Especially Kageyama.

But Hinata would just brush them all off with a sad smile whenever they try to talk to him.

Now on the burial day of his father, Hinata just stood there quietly. He never moved even as the people slowly walked out of the cemetery until only he and Kageyama was left. Kageyama stood behind, just a few feet away from him but Kageyama still felt like Hinata's not there.

He doesn't like it.

Hinata was drifting away from him and he wouldn't let it.

He wanted to take the short distance between the two of them but was afraid that if he do, Hinata would flee and disappear from him. Kageyama for the life of him doesn't know what to do so he just called Hinata's name.

The boy turned around and Kageyama felt something pierced his heart when he saw Hinata's eyes.

Their light wasn't there anymore.

But Hinata still gave Kageyama a smile. But Kageyama's no longer taking any of it.

"Don't smile."

He cursed himself when his voice came out quite harsh that he saw Hinata flinched a little with his words. "Don't fake a smile just to hide your pain. You're just hurting yourself more."

"What are you saying Kageyama-"

"-Don't pretend that you're not feeling anything! You're sad, right? You're hurting, so why don't you cry? Scream if you want-"

"-Stop"

"-I'm here for -"

"I said stop!"

Now it was Kageyama's turn to flinch when Hinata snapped. His head was down and his balled fists were all white from gripping them tight.

He was trembling.

"Why? Why did you have to say this? I'm fine! I'm doing everything to be fine! I'm strong! I don't want anyone especially you to see me like this! I'm not a kid anymore Kageyama, I have to protect my family! I'm the only one who can do that now and if I cry, that means I'm weak. I can't be weak!" He looked up, and behind the tears in his eyes was fierce spirit that he was trying so hard to cage in, "But I'm scared, and I'm sad and I feel alone but I can't let them know. I know I'm doing fine with hiding it all but then you have to say these things to me and ruin everything! Why do you have to see through me Kageyama?"

There was so much pain in Hinata's voice that Kageyama couldn't take it anymore and so he took the distance between them and pulled Hinata in his arms. He felt Hinata froze so he pulled him closer, he needed him closer, to make Hinata feel safe. "Because I love you, and I can't let you ruin yourself. We're partners, aren't we? You can rely to me, Hinata. Don't hide to me, tell me everything. It hurts me to see you destroying yourself." He pulled away and cupped Hinata's teary face, "I know you're strong. I believe in you. But Hinata, being strong doesn't mean you can't feel anything. Rely to me more, because I wouldn't leave you."

Tears flooded in Hinata's eyes and he cried out. Kageyama pulled Hinata again against his chest and let the boy to pour all of his pain.

"I miss my dad..." Hinata cried out repeatedly.

He wouldn't forget how Hinata looked so vulnerable and broken that moment, his body trembling from all the suppressed pain and sadness. And all Kageyama could do was to hold him tight and never let go.

However, their lives never went back to normal again.

Hinata may have opened up a little but nevertheless he was still distant. He may have fooled everyone around him but Kageyama isn't. He knows that something's changed.

Hinata's sunshine obs weren't as bright as they were before.

Everything finally crumbled into pieces when just a day before their graduation day, Kageyama found out that Hinata wasn't gonna go to university with him anymore.

The moment he learned about the news he found himself dumbfounded, the shock of it put him in denial. There were sad and pitiful faces around him and all Kageyama could think that time was that he needed to talk to Hinata.

Because this wasn't true - they're going to university together.. they'll fulfill their dreams together.

At first he thought this was just a prank joke - because seriously, Tsukishima's brilliant mind can think a lot of ways to annoy Kageyama - until he met with Hinata by the river bank under the bridge.

Hinata was there, sitting alone with diamonds glittering on the water surface as a background and the sun was high and warm but the shade under the bridge was cool and it was a good feeling whilst the grasses danced along the whisper of the afternoon breeze. Everything reminded him of the first time they exchanged I love you's, the first time their hands intertwined, and the first time their lips touched.

This place witnessed it all.

Hinata looked ethereal and just too beautiful Kageyama was utterly blissful if not for the niggle in his stomach.

His lover didn't even turn to him when Kageyama stopped behind him. "You heard it already, didn't you?" His voice was as cold as the wind when he broke the silence.

"What do you mean?"

"You're smart Kageyama. It's exactly what it means. I'm not going-"

"Stop with this sick joke already, it's not funny anymore."

"Who said I was joking?" Hinata stood up and turned around and there were his glazed eyes again, looking straight at Kageyama.

Empty. Hinata looked so empty.

Kageyama tried to speak but no sound would leave his mouth. "I can't leave." Hinata ended.

What Hinata said about Kageyama being smart wasn't true. Sure, he was a genius when it comes to volleyball but Kageyama knew himself he was a thickhead when it comes to other things. His mind is full of just volleyball and Hinata - the two most important thing in his life.

And this time, Kageyama's mind was in haywire he can't even think straight.

"What do you mean you can't leave? Of course you can! We already planned it out Hinata. We both accepted the scholarship already. We're just waiting for the graduation ceremony before we leave this place aren't we?" Kageyama's voice became more and more desperate with every word he said.

Hinata shook his head, "I rejected it."

Kageyama wasn't sure if it was the strong wind but he felt a cold wave washed over him. "I- w-why.."

"I can't go with you, Kageyama. I'm sorry, but I just can't. I can't leave Natsu and Mom. They need me."

"But I need you too!" Kageyama croaked, his chest suddenly felt so heavy, "We made a promise Hinata. You promised that we'll stay together no matter what. And now you're telling me you don't want to be with me anymore?"

"You don't understand-"

"Then make me understand! Because what I understand right now is that you're giving us up! We have so many plans, Hinata and you want to ruin it!"

Hinata's face was expressionless, but Kageyama could see tears pooling his eyes. He tried so hard not to feel guilty. "You think this is easy for me? I want to go with you too Kageyama! I love you, and I want to stay with you and play volleyball together till we both grow old! But I can't! I have to sacrifice my own happiness for the sake of my family! I have Mom, Natsu and you, but they both only have me. I can't leave them alone." the tears finally fell down his cheeks, "But you won't understand because you have everything! You're Kageyama Tobio for god's sake! You have good looks and a prodigy! While I- I'm just me. I'm not smart nor good looking. I have to strive harder for myself and now, I have to for Mom and Natsu."

Kageyama watched as Hinata wiped his own tears away, "You should have told this to me before." He said, much gentler this time, "You should have relied on me more. But you didn't. We could have deal with this together, I can take half of your burden but you didn't trust me enough to share what you feel. You know I can ask my parents-"

"No! I don't need your pity!"

Both of them froze.

"Pity?" Kageyama wanted to choke from the bitterness in his mouth.

Hinata suddenly looked panicked, realizing what he just blurted out, "No, I mean-"

"You think I'm doing this because I pity you?" Kageyama's voice broke, "I didn't know you think so lowly of my feelings."

Hinata reached out to hold Kageyama's hand but he brushed him off. "No! That's not- Tobio, I'm sorry please listen to me-"

"Then what?!" Kageyama snapped, his eyes burning and Hinata's image in front of him blurring from the tears pooling in his eyes. "Why are you doing this?! Because you're hurting me, Hinata. You're hurting us both!"

By now both of them were in tears, Hinata sobbing loudly. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to- I'm sorry. I just, I don't want to drag you into my own mess. I know you love me, and would do anything for me but this is my own - my family's problem. You don't have to burden yourself with my shits. You have a bright future ahead of you and the last thing I would want to do is to hinder you from reaching your dreams!"

"Bullshit!" Kageyama growled angrily, "that's your reason?! This just only means that you don't have any idea how much I love you! Because if you do? You would know that my future would be nothing without you in it!"

"Please, Kageyama. You have to understa-"

"No! You're being selfish! I wanted to help you, I wanted to be a part of your everything but you wouldn't even let me. And now you just decided on your own? You dare to talk to me about future when you're the one ruining every plans that we made!"

Kageyama felt like exploding. His chest was so heavy that he can't breathe properly and his head throbbed and he was hurt and angry and just.. how could Hinata do this to them? He wanted to understand but his head just won't accept it right now.

Hinata stood still and stoic and he looked away. Kageyama's stomach turned. The storm was gone and now he have to deal with the aftermath.

"I'm sorry, Tobio. I love you, that much is true. But you have to go and I have to be left behind. This should be the best for the both of us. I think."

And just like that, Hinata left, leaving Kageyama there with shattered dreams and a broken heart.

This was it.

Their love story has finally ended.

tbc.

**
Wait for the 3rd (and last part) if you want a HEA - kinda.

- Akaichi