WARNING: Spoilers for the last episode of Free! As well as almost non-consensual, violent sex and beatings. Please don't read if you are sensitive to those topics!

Okay here I go no apologies oh no….

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"Ah….ahh!" Nitori gasped, piping hot water splashing down his back and stinging coldly as he hesitantly lowered himself onto Rin's cock. The older boy was sitting on the shower bench, busily kissing and nipping at Nitori's neck and collarbone. Nitori was straddling him, his back arched with his hands spreading his ass cheeks for easier entrance.

"Hurry up, take me in," Rin growled, taking a ferocious bite of the pale, wet skin before him.

Nitori whined, sniffling as he struggled to maintain his breathing. "It hurts…so much more this way, Matsouka-senpai …ah..ah!" Rin responded by grabbing onto Nitori's shoulders and pulling the boy downwards, forcing his ass hole to open at a new, splitting angle. Shocked, the grey haired boy staggered, and quickly fell forward, using his hands to catch his weight on the wall behind them. Water dripped from his hair and down his face, disguising the tears that formed in his light blue eyes. He frowned, his thighs shaking.

It hurts too much….I can't move like this…I don't want to-

"Ai," Rin whispered, bringing their faces together and looking him straight in the eyes. "It feels amazing to have you on my dick."

Blue eyes widened and brightened, a shy smile returning to quivering lips. Just hearing Rin use his first name was enough to make any pain bearable for Nitori. Feeling renewed, the young boy straightened his back and slowly started to grind against Rin, feeling his large erection thumping and hot within him. His own penis started to stir between his thighs and prod into the maroon haired boy's toned stomach.

As things loosened, Nitori moved faster, and with more determination. The thought of him being able to please Rin rang through his head and he brought his ass up and then brought it back down, sliding over Rin's cock while the shower water sprinkled over their heaving bodies. They began to kiss each other, mouths and tongues crashing around teeth and lips, sloppy and desperate. Rin grabbed underneath his kohai's thighs and abruptly stood up, slamming Nitori back against the shower wall right under the stream of hot water.

"S-senpai!" Nitori gasped, his legs wrapping instinctively around Rin's back, his hands trying to take some of his weight on Rin's shoulders. The older boy angled his hips and then violently thrusted upwards into Nitori, grunting quietly.

It was then that they heard the main door to the shower room open, and the sound of footsteps walk into the shower beside theirs. Nitori gasped, but Rin just continued to powerfully ram his cock deeper and deeper into the boy.

"W-wait….he.." he gasped, trying hard to be quiet, "…he'll hear me…ah!"

Rin leaned in, his lips grazing Nitori's ear. He whispered in a rough, deep voice that sent chills all throughout Nitori's body. "Then you better be quiet, Ai."

He then started fucking him harder than before, his arm muscles glistening and tensing as he held the other boy propped up against the wall. Each thrust built in strength, and Nitori felt like his ass was being split wide open. Pleasure flurried his vision and curled his toes as his own cock slid against Rin's stomach with each thrust. He could feel his own orgasm rising, and his hips arrowed to allow a better angle for Rin's cock.

Rin purposely began to move his stomach closer to the smaller boy's penis, using each upward motion to grind into it with pressure, its bright pink tip slipping in and up past his belly button. Nitori opened his mouth to gasp, but Rin lifted one hand and covered his it with hand firmly.

"Shhhh," he ordered softly, biting into the boy's neck. Nitori felt like he was going to burst- the back of his throat burning with choked back moans and screams. The water seemed to cover him completely as Rin's cock hit something inside of him that sent his body twitching. As he reached his climax, he was shaking uncontrollably, the tight grip on his mouth the only thing reminding him to stay quiet. Pretty liquid streamed from his tip, landing around Rin's bellybutton.

With a particularly hard thrust, Rin released as well, filling the younger boy fully and then slipping out of him and setting him softly back on the shower bench. Nitori looked up and smiled at him happily, but Rin only turned away, hastening to clean himself off.

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"Nitori's Roommate Diary, October."

Rin-senpai and I have been getting a lot closer lately! For a while it truly seemed like he was going to forget all about me after he and his old friends starting to hang out once more. But at the end of last month, he kissed me again! I thought that meant he was happy with me, but he was still pretty rough with me. I wish he'd be gentler, but maybe that's my own fault. Maybe it's because I annoy him so much?

Part of me likes to think that Rin-senpai's affection is just connected with violence. So when he's violent or mean, it's because he's trying to show me that he likes me. Maybe that's idealistic thinking…but it makes me happier to think that way. No matter what though, I'm glad he's showing me attention. Even if it hurts me, having Rin-senpai interact with me is all I could ask for!

Besides, whenever I begin to think that it's too much or that I want to switch rooms, Rin-senpai does something nice for me and I feel all better again. I think he does this on purpose because he's secretly afraid of losing me. Ha, that's some more idealistic thinking I'm sure!

Rin-senpai's most recent demand of me is that I not wear clothes while I'm in our room. Even when I'm by myself, he said that I should be naked. I really didn't like it at first, and felt embarrassed to be seen in the daylight like that…but he assured me that it made his day easier to know he'd be coming back to my naked body. I almost melted! Though my body is nothing to look at compared to Rin-senpai's…it makes me blush just thinking about it!

Oh, now that I think about it, I still haven't undressed since I got back from class! Got to go!

-Nitori

Nitori closed his diary and promptly began to undress. As he was unbuckling his belt, the door opened to their room and Rin walked in, looking exhausted. He tossed his book bag onto the floor and then frowned at his roommate, crossing his arms.

"M-matsuoka-senpai! I was just…um I'm sorry I had forgotten for a moment! But I'm almost undressed now!" Nitori bent over in apology, and then rapidly moved to remove his belt from his short loops. Rin tsked aloud, and then walked towards him, swatting the other boy's hands away and then starting to undress him himself. "I…I can do it myself, senpai!"

Rin ignored him, methodically bringing the short's zipper down and dipping his fingers down under Nitori's boxers to pull both items off simultaneously. The grey-haired boy shivered, embarrassed to have the older boy undress him with that calm look on his face. He lifted his legs and stepped out of the shorts before reaching down to cover his crotch shyly. Rin picked up the clothing and the belt, tossing the shorts and boxers to the side. He then folded the belt in half and held it in both hands while standing to his full height. He brought his hands together and then swiftly pulled them apart, causing the leather to clap together with a loud, frightening noise that caused Nitori to jump back.

Blank, red eyes stared down at him. "Turn around and bend over onto your desk chair."

Nitori stumbled back, fear rising in his stomach and furrowing his eyebrows. He swallowed nervously- too afraid to argue verbally. Instead he gave Rin a pleading look, and reached out to touch his face softly. Rin only knocked his hand away and repeated his order. "Turn around and bend over onto your desk chair. Now."

Rin could see the terror forming in the younger boy's eyes, and it aroused him beyond belief. Impatient, he lightly shoved the other boy, forcing him around. Nitori, shakily and with sweat already forming all over his skin, bent his body over the back of the chair, his palms resting next to each other on the seat. He couldn't help but feel turned on himself with his ass high in the air like that- but he knew that what was about to happen wasn't going to be pleasant. He silently prayed to himself for Rin to change his mind and just fuck him instead, but when he heard another menacing snap from the leather belt he knew otherwise.

Rin reared back, prepared to give no slack on his first strike. He swung his arm hard down, the folded leather straps slapping into Nitori's right ass cheek with a loud clap. Nitori winced and yelped, rocking forward against the chair. Before he could regain his breath, a second strike was brought down violently, the pain searing and sharp on his thin skin. He could feel his blood vessels sparking and bursting across his ass, forming tears in his eyes.

The red welts left on Nitori's right ass cheek were enough to send Rin over the edge with excitement. This prompted him to move to the next cheek, landing two strikes equally as hard. Nitori screamed and started to cry aloud from below. Rin then began to switch back and forth from one cheek to the other, popping the belt back and forth with a merciless speed. He relished in the site- loving how with each strike Nitori's ass would pucker and bounce.

Slap, slap, slap, slap!

"It hurts, it hurts senpai!" Nitori finally managed to wail, his hands forming fists against the bottom of the chair and his hips grinding forwards as if they could escape. "P-please…please, I'm sorry, ahhh! I'm sorry!"

His words came out in choking screams, the tears rolling down his face and dripping onto his hands. His mouth was fixed in a wide open gasp and his shoulders trembled from adrenalin. The skin of his ass was starting to glisten, raw and bleeding in thin stripes here and there. Each strike was worse than the last, damaging already broken and abused skin. His ass felt like it was being poked with thousands of needles all at once, and burned with each beat of his heart. It was enough to cause him to feel absolutely desperate. "I'll do anything! Please….Rin-senpai…please stop!"

At the sound of Nitori's sweet, crying voice saying his first name, Rin finally let off, pushing strands of his hair from his face and standing back.

Nitori straightened slowly, and then hiding his face, walked away from the older boy. He climbed with subdued movements up the latter and onto his bunk bed. There, he rolled over to his side and held his legs to his chest, still shaking with lingering sobs.

"Ai…" Rin whispered, guilt washing over him. "Can I join you? Just for…a…" his words choked for a second, humiliated to have to say the words, "Just for a cuddle."

Nitori always wanted to cuddle. After sex, before sex- sometimes even during sex. In the morning, late at night- he was always waiting for his chance to lure Rin into a hug and some cuddle time. So, naturally, Rin expected the younger boy to be thrilled that he was suggesting it himself- but he only saw Nitori's shoulder lift a bit in a shrug.

Rin climbed up anyways, laying on his back beside the boy and resting a hand on Nitori's shoulder lightly. They laid there in silence until Nitori finally moved, rolling to lay onto his stomach. He gave in to the temptation, reaching his arm over Rin and resting his head on his large, toned chest. Rin sighed with relief, squeezing the boy closer to him.

"Hey…Nitori…" Rin whispered after some more time had gone by, "Have you ever…thought about being with other guys? Guys other than me?"

Nitori's eyebrows raised and he made a cute, confused noise as he lifted his head to look at Rin's. The older boy turned away, embarrassed.

"I won't be mad or anything. I'm just curious. You could find other men, I'm sure. If you wanted to…"

Nitori laid his head back down, sighing softly. "I don't know…ever since I met you, I haven't thought about being with anyone else. I love you, senpai."

Rin blushed and leaned his head forward to place a kiss on the top of Nitori's head. He was still turned on, incredibly so, from beating his roommate. But he wasn't going to try anything just yet- he was afraid Nitori wouldn't respond well to it. He was always careful not to push his limits too much, because it was true that he didn't want to lose him.

"Well, what about before me then?" Rin smirked, feeling nosey. "Did you have a crush on someone else?"

Nitori blushed and hid his face in his hands. "Well…there was this one guy…"

"Tell me about him."

"Wha..? N-no, you don't have to listen to me-"

"Really, I'm curious. I won't be mad, I promise."

Nitori swallowed, and giggled nervously. 'I-it's embarrassing…" but after a grunt from Rin, he decided to go ahead. "Well, before I came to this high school, I was a part of the swim club in my town. It ranged in ages up to high school, so I was around a lot of boys older than me. There was this one kid who was kind of a delinquent, always skipping practice and smoking by the door. He was supposed to have graduated highschool already, but had been held back a year. I was so afraid of him; it took a long time for me to realize that he was coming onto me…its silly now to think back on it. One day, when I'd gotten to practice early like always, he was waiting for me in the locker room….naked. I was so shocked- it was the first time I'd ever seen another naked man. I was so scared I ran and hid in a shower stall. He begged me to come out, but I was too mortified. Eventually he got pissed and called me a bunch of names before leaving and I never saw him again. I…I could never fall for someone like him…but I used to think about his penis a lot…the way it looked…and…well.."

Rin frowned. "What?"

"It was pierced." Nitori blushed even deeper, burying his face into Rin's shirt. "I didn't even know at the time people did that…but now when I think about it…it really turns me on."

Rin bursted into laughter, shaking the entire bed. "Ahhaha! Who would've thought! You are nastier then you try to make out, Ai!" He almost buckled over, chuckling.

Nitori propped himself up, shocked. "Wha…no! It's not like…it's not my fault! I'm not nasty at all! It's just that one thing, that one thing!"

Eventually Nitori gave up arguing and just laid back down, waiting for Rin's laughter to subside. He then whispered, not sure if he truly wanted to ask but doing so anyways, "What about you senpai? Have you ever liked another guy?"

"Well..." Rin sighed, looking off to the side. "I've thought about girls. But I never once thought about another guy. I still can't…just you."

Nitori promptly propped himself up again, his face bright and his eyes watering happily. "R-really, Rin-senpai?"

Rin smiled despite himself, ruffling the boy's hair. "Yeah, yeah, smile all you want! You singlehandedly fucked up my heterosexuality, you cute little brat."

"I'm…I'm so happy!"

They fell into a kiss and then rested together for a long time, both smiling and blushing.

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Okay! Well this one was shorter than I originally planned, but there will be a third part soon! I'm going to have Rin force Nitori into more dirty, dirty things. But I think it's too much to include with this. Sorry the last section is pretty much fluff! I had to do something to cheer up my poor little shota…*cries* I do love you Nitori I promise I am just sadistic gomen gomen!

Please Review! And if you have any suggestions, I'd love to hear them! I can't get enough of these two, ahhh!

Thanks for reading!