I was watching probably the best Paul Newman movie ever. I was really getting into it. The fight scenes. For some reason I felt like going out and starting a fight. I've been feeling a lot like that lately. I'll go and pick a fight later. I looked around. There were only three people in the movie theater. Me and this one couple making out. I felt real sick just looking at them. I don't think I'll ever feel that way about someone

Well duh, no one could ever love you, the voice I called Leah told me. She was the meanest of all. She scares me.

''Is this seat taken?'' I heard a female voice ask. I looked up and saw a girl who wore dark clothing, blond, hair, heavy make up, and a piercing under her lip. Typical greaser girl.

''No.''

''Cool'' She sat next to me. I didn't want her. She scooted closer and closer to me.

''I'm Clarissa. Who is ya?''

''I'm Ponyboy Curtis.''

''Oh yeah, you were in the paper.''

''Yeah.'' I felt like throwing up after she told me that.

''The whole thing was my fault.''

''What do ya mean?''

''I killed 'em. I'm a murderer.''

''No you're not. It was that Johnny kid, and some Bob douche started it. You didn't do nothin'.''

''T-thanks.'' I hated her. She was asking me all kinds of questions I didn't want to answer. She was really making me mad. I tried to get up, but she stopped me.

''Come on, don't go. We were just talkin'.'' When I sat down she put her hand on my leg. I didn't want her touching me. We watched the rest of the movie.

''You know you're really cute.'' I started to blush. A girl had never called me cute before.

Please, she's only saying that so she can get some. She don't want you, you slut Leah told me.

''Thanks.''

'' I love your blond hair,'' she said then moved her hands through my hair. I was really uncomfortable.

''Pony, are you shy?''

''Kind of.'' She moved her hand to my thigh. That little bitch then puckered up her lips and moved closer to me. I didn't want to kiss her. It would be like kissing Angela Shepard with all that lipstick. If she wanted a kiss so bad, I'll giver her such an aggressive kiss she'll leave me alone. I grabbed her hair and threw her face into mine. Our lips crashed onto each other's. I stuck my tongue down her throat. She was biting my bottom lip. I grabbed her ass and she put her hand on my dick. We were kissing for what seemed like forever. I removed my hand from her ass then put it on her boob. I don't know why I was doing this. I never thought I would make out with a girl like this. To be honest I was enjoying it.

We finally broke the of us were breathing heavily. Then I said something I thought I would never say to a girl.

''You're my girl now.''

''Fuck yeah I am,'' she said huskily. We kissed again for ten seconds before she left. We gave each other our numbers.

Of course you gave her your number! You are a whore after all Leah spoke again. I tried to ignore it but it was really hard.

When I got home the whole gang was watching TV. Two-Bit looked at me and grinned.

''Pony scored! Look at the lipstick on his face!'' he yelled. Everyone looked at me. They all laughed.

''Ponyboy finally got a gal, damn,'' Steve said in a mocking tone.

''My baby brother finally has a girlfriend. I'm so proud,'' Soda said pretending to wipe tears from his eyes.

''You better use your head,'' Darry told me in an angry voice.

''Yeah,'' I said then went to the bathroom and grabbed my razor. I cut for a little while then went to sleep scratching the cuts. They were really itchy tonight.

That's good, cut yourself and bleed to death. You deserve it you know. You shouldn't have been acting like a slut and messing with a Soc's girlfriend.

''I know Leah,'' I said before falling asleep. I cried myself to sleep. I do every night.