As Jasper drove it was silent in the car except for our unnecessary breaths. I lifted my hand to turn on the radio but decided not too. Instead I rested my hand on Jasper's lap. He looked over to me and smiled.
"I love you, you know."
"I know, I love you." I felt the frown come across my face. He lifted his hand and placed it gently on my cheek. "I know you love me, I'm just worried."
"why?"
"After seeing Edward, don't you want to go back to him?" He asked me wide eyed. I replied instantaneously.
"No. Do you want to go to Alice?"
"Never. You are the girl that I will always want." I sighed and smiled.
"I feel the same way." I agreed. Staring into his eyes, I felt i would melt. I thought dazzling stopped the day I was changed, but it only enhanced it. Jasper smirked.
"really? I never knew I was a girl, Bella." He joked. I slapped his knee playfully. "I certainly don't respond like a girl." He wiggled his eyebrows before smiling fully. I giggled at his remark, before pulling him into a chaste kiss. It quickly grew passionate.
Jamie cleared her throat from behind us. I had tottaly forgotten she was there, her power was so strange.
"Eyes on the road, Jasper."
"They are." She laughed.
"Not the road to your honeymoon suite, which by the way is not in the car. At least not while I'm stuck in the backseat." She shoved her finger down her throat to show what would happen.
"Jamie, Jamie, Jamie," I patronized her,"Tonight is our honeymoon and we can start it wherever, whenever we please." Jasper laughed and looked at me. His eyes a little darker than they were earlier.
"Ugh, at least pull over. What is the world going to think if you're driving while - ewwww." I laughed, but couldn't help worrying in the back of my mind. I most certainly loved Jasper far more than I ever loved Edward. Of course, Id been with jasper 100 years longer than I was with Edward. But Alice and Jasper had been married for centuries, could his love for Alice return. He was married to her for over a 100 years more than he was to me. I frowned, and Jasper looked at me.
"Whats wrong, Darlin'?" He asked squeezing my thigh.
"You and Alice are still married." He grimaced, and silence loomed over us as he thought.
"no....?" He spoke. "I'm dead to everyone, that usually stops a marriage. You know, till death do us part?"
"I understand that, but what if Alice still thinks you're married to her?"
"I will talk to her. Clear things up, but I'm positive she knows by now."
"I hope she's not to mad at me." I whispered. Jasper didn't reply. He just gave me a small sad smile. Alice was my best friend, was. Whether she still is I don't know. "I mean, I would understand if she was. I stole her husband, if the roles were reversed I'd probably be angry."
"but you would forgive her."
"In a way, because if things were reversed I would know you two were meant to be together. Hopefully she sees it that way." We were whispering so low that Jaime wouldn't hear. She didn't know the whole story of our family. Only from the point I become a vampire on. I wouldn't want her to hear our story this way.
"One day, she'll find who she is really looking for, and she'll have what we have. Bella, eventually she will get over it."
"Do you think she'll try to steal you back before then?" I half joked, the situation was a harsh possibility.
"Do you think Edward will steal you back and rip me to shreds?" I hissed at the image when he said that.
"He can try whatever he would like with me, but nobody can touch you. I don't care who it is. You're all I have here, you're my entire being." I spoke harshly.
"I see how it is. I'm just invisible." She rolled her eyes.
"You might as well be, with your annoying power." She stuck her tongue out at me. Jasper pulled into a long narrow streets covered by shrubs.
"Where are we going?"
"Another house that the cullens own. Its about 3 hours from forks."
"oh."
"Were in Longview, washington. In case you wanted to know."
"Interesting."
"The house looks exactly the same as the other house back in forks."
"Great. Whose room will we be in?"
"Our room."
"huh?"
"We haven't lived here yet, its farely new. Esme recently decorated it...well not recently but before, you know."
"oh."
"So we have dibs, Bella." I smiled wide.
"Awesome, Jaime too?"
"huh? what?" Jamie spoke, hearing her name.
"Jamie go back to your daydream.." Jasper and I both spoke. She sighed and stared back out the window.
"She definitely has a strong attraction to something or someone. She has a longing feeling mixed with it." Jasper spoke hushed. I snickered, and glanced at her.
"I wonder who?"
"Who knows?"
"Anyway, as we were saying..."
"Yea. We'll talk to Carlisle about it when he calls."
"I'm sure he'll understand." Jasper nodded and pulled into the driveway of the new, old cullen mansion.
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