by shadow-lady65
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. So please don't sue me, there isn't anything I could give you...I'm so poor...*cries*
Summary: Naruto is slowly breaking under the abuse from the villagers, when a fight with Sakura sends him over the edge.
Desperate, he joins Akatsuki. Can those people he's always been told to be evil and stone-hearted show him what it's like to have a family...?
ItaNaru, possible PainNaru, possible ItaNaruPain
Warnings: This is yaoi/slash people, if you haven't already noticed. Boy on boy love. If this offends you, please hit the back button.
There's also violence, possible character death (nobody important), graphic scenes, and lemons. Also this is a bit AU, Sasuke did never go to Orochimaru.
Attempted suicide in this chapter, nothing explicit.
Chapter 1
The moment Naruto was inside his apartment, he locked the door and buried himself in his bed, silent tears steaming down his face and soft sobs rocking his body.
He didn't notice that there were tow other persons in his room who could see him crying his heart out.
"Stupid Sakura, stupid Sasuke, stupid Konoha..." Naruto muttered, trying to convince himself it was their fault.
But how could he, when everything Sakura had said was the truth? He was a monster, nobody wanted him, so why should he continue to live anyways? But then Naruto got an idea:
He could do one thing right in his life; he could rid other people of himself.
"Yes.", he thought, if that was the one thing he could do to finally make the people cared about happy, then he would do it.
Slowly the blonde haired boy walked over to the trunk that held his weapons and picked up one sharp kunai. Then he went over to his bathroom, where he sat down on the cold floor and
held the kunai to his wrist. "So, this is it." Naruto thought, feeling a strange mix of fear, relieve and anticipation, not knowing what would come after death.
"No more pain, no more hateful villagers, and most importantly no more false friends...!"
With a sigh of happiness he slashed his wrist open. The ninja didn't even wince at the pain,
he was used to it. Whether it was emotional pain, because somebody had said hurtful things,
or physical pain, when some town people took their anger out on him, he knew it like a sibling, he had grown up with it.
The blood was flowing slower now, because the damn Kyuubi, the demon responsible for all the mishap that happend in his life, tried to heal him again-but Naruto wouldn't let that happen.
He simply made one large gash after another, feeling more faint by every second passing.
The last thing he saw and heard before his world went black, was a black haired man, looking awfully familiar to Sasuke, screaming his name.
He had never believed in god, but now he hoped ,that even somebody like him could go to heaven.
AN: I know it's short, but because of my last mishaps in school, my mum decided it would be a good idea to take away my laptop, so now I can only write on the family computer,one hour a day.
Life sucks. -.-
Well hope you liked it anyway, I'll try to update as soon as possible.
Review, it makes me happy. Ja ne, Lilith.
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