She walks away

Colors fade to gray.

Black Keys - Jonas brothers.

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Shane and Amber been together for two years now. Of course he was still all ecstatic. It was really getting annoying. I mean there is so long I can go with him with a big gooey lovey-dovey smile. I finally gave up. Of course he wasn't going to leave her. Not now. He was told he was going to be a father. I smiled and congratulated him before leaving. "Mitchie let me take you home at least. I mean it's like midnight." Shane insisted. "It's okay. Really. Calm down. Yesh It's only five minutes away from here and Shane. I am a big girl. I know how to take care of myself." I said putting my coat on. My thought were on Amber. I knew that the baby she was carrying wasn't Shane's. I knew that she was a liar. Like I once was. But I wasn't going to be the one to break his heart. "Fine. Call me though. I want to know your safe." He muttered giving up. "Go." I said. Looking right in his eyes. "What?" I swear one day I want to smack him up side the head. "Go sleep. I'll give you a text." I muttered before letting my self out. "Love you sis." He yelled. "Forever." I heard him mutter. "Right back at you." I yelled pretending not to hear the last part.

"Amber." I said politely as possible. "Yes Mikayla?" She said looking bored. "It's Mitchie. And If you ever hurt Shane I swear to god you'll be sorrier then ever." I said with a don't mess with me tone. "Oh Please dear. Like He would ever know. He's more of a blond then I am." She said shaking her blond curls. I hated her for making fun of him. How could she use him. She was a lying snot.

I laughed bitterly as I headed to the parking lot. I wasn't going home to stay. I was in fact heading out of state as far away as I could away from Shane. I wasn't going to stay any longer and throw my life away. That's all I've done for the past two years. I was hurt and there was no way of fixing it. I stopped at my apartment and texted Shane that I was home. But I also fixed it up to make it look like I fell asleep on my couch. It was a good thing I had billions of pillows. I made it look like I pulled the blanket over my head then wrote a quick note. "Don't bother looking for me. I'll come back on my own free will I've talked to the owner of the building they understand me and are keeping my apartment of the market. Which I'll be grateful for." I read out loud. " I've been hurt before but never like this. I'm going to try to let my self heal. Which means I'm going as far away from the person who hurt me. Maybe when I get back I'll most likely be ready to be hurt again." I continued to read. "P.S I love you Shane. More then a sister or even a friend could ever." I added. I had to tell him. I quickly folded it and put it on the coffee table.

"Shane… Shane… Wake up gosh. I know you like to sleep but not on me please." I muttered as I tried to push Shane's head from my lap. "I'm not going to even tell you how many ways that sounded wrong?" he muttered. "You're the one who fell asleep." I grinned. "True…" He sat up with an imprint of my jeans on the side of his face. "Shane." I laughed pulling out my compact. "Seriously look at the side of your face." I handed him the mirror. "OHMIGOD! I look like I..I ..I" He shouted looking at his face. "Umm…?" I said.

I left my phone and anything else I could use to contact someone. But I took all the numbers off my phone to keep if I needed someone to talk to or even someone to listen to. The only one who knew I was leaving was Caitlyn she told me to. I told her when she sees a private number on her phone it could be me.

"You should go. I mean I'll watch over the apartment. I'll even take care of the stupid rumors that will be around." Caitlyn said. "Thank you. I owe you Caity." I said hugging Caitlyn .

I watched everything that seemed to all just blend into one color which was ironically grey. I left at two in the morning leaving the L.A For Vegas. To find a job, Live some and maybe heal. But that hope came crashing down when Shane Gray came to town four years later…