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Thanks for all those who reviewed. Here is the second chapter. I hope you like it :)

SONNY POV

A YEAR LATER

I got up and went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I had tear stains going down my face from crying all night. It's been a year since the incident and I still cry about it. My eyes were red and puffy. My innocence was taken. I washed my face and the rest of my body. I looked in the mirror again. I hated the way I looked

I went back to my room and looked through my closet. I decided to wear my black Paramore shirt with my grey skinny jeans and black vans. I walked to Walgreens and went to the hair section. I picked up purple hair dye. I paid for it and went home. As I was bleaching my hair, I felt the need to cry again. I started sobbing when my mom knocked on the bathroom door.

"Sonny…baby…can I come in?"

"No" I spat

"Oh…Okay are you alright?"

"Yes. Mother. I'm. Fine." I sighed

I had to wash the bleach out, then put the purple dye in, then wash, dry and style my hair the box stated. I did every step that I had to do. I kind of liked the purple in my hair. I did my make up… just some black eyeliner and painted my nails dark blue. I threw on my bracelets and walked out the house

I drove up to the parking lot. Feeling the urge to cry before I go in. I sobbed silently turning up the radio. I felt like shit. Little Secrets by Passion Pit was playing. I liked this song; I decided to stop crying and go into the studios.

"SONNY!" I heard someone for me

When I stopped he caught up to me

"What Chad?"

"Sonny…what did you do to yourself…" he said picking up a piece of my purple hair

"Um…bye" I said swatting his had away then turning around to leave

"Sonny…" he started "I…miss you… it's been a year…can we at least talk?"

I turned around to look at him

"No…"

"Why…you never give me a reason…I can change Sonny… I will change"

I looked at Chad who had pleading eyes. Tears started forming making it harder to see.

"I um… I can't Chad sorry" I ran away as I swallowed the big lump in my throat.

As he walked in I was on the phone. He waited until I hung up. I looked at him… he was looking at the couch. I'm guessing he just noticed I got a new one. Since there was blood on the old one.

"Sonny… can you just tell me… the real reason why I can't have another chance?" he said shaking his head lightly

"I'm tired of it being about CHAD DYLAN COOPER" I grumbled using the lie he forced me to use a year ago

"Sonny…that's bullshit and you know it…Please…its killing me"

"I CAN'T…can you just go please…?"

"Allison Monroe… tell me…why" I cringed at my name.

"No…I can't…j-just go" I said calmly

I said walking to and opening the door.

"No… you have to give me a reason...Sonny" he said pulling the door out of my grip and closing it. I got scared. I can't be in a room with a boy by myself… at least… not yet anyway. I started breathing heavily.

"He made me…I didn't want to… I can't even if I wanted to!" I stopped realizing what I was yelling. Shit.

"Who…are you talking about?"

"James" fresh tears coming down my cheeks. Fuck… shut your mouth Monroe

"What about James…?"

"Chad…I can't… forget what I just said"

"Sonny…"

"Chad…I can't"

"Sonny…please"

"Chad…"

"SONNY…"

I couldn't tell him too his face. James would kill me. I needed help. Chad wanted to help. I pulled out my phone and text him.

'I was raped' I sent the message and waited for his reply. His phone went off a couple of seconds later. His face sunk as he read the message. He looked up at me his eyes dark. He was angry.

'By who?'

By then I started crying.

"Who Sonny…?" he asked instead of texting

I was still crying not able to answer

"Sonny…who?" he asked again getting upset

I still wasn't able to talk. Choking on my sobs

"Was it Nico…?"

I stopped crying

"Grady?"

I was just trembling

"Tawni?"

"Marshall?"

Please don't say the name I think you're going to say

"James?"

I literally cried and balled on the couch again

"James, Sonny…it was James?" he asked.

I curled up in a ball as he asked me. Why did I tell him? Fuck my life. I'm going to die in the presence of James Conroy. Oh fucking joy.

"That stupid fuck…when did it happen…was it recent?" he asked pacing… pacing so much there would be holes in my floor

"Last Year" I choked out, sitting up

"Last Year…Last Year Sonny…I have to go…talk to James" he said touching my side. I winced as I had a flash back of James touching me. I panicked

"Don't touch me…" I said yelling at him…then realizing what he just said "No! You can't talk to him… I shouldn't have told you…I wasn't supposed to tell…Chad please" I pleaded pulling on his hand

"Fuck…" he sounded aggravated "Sonny… I have to do something." He pulled his hand out of mine

With that he walked out of the room. He was going to tell… I'm in deep shit. I can't think of anything to do besides go home. I can't go home it was only 1:30. I turned off my dressing room lights and sat in the farthest corner away from the door. Hoping he wouldn't find me. It was dark in the room.

Apparently I fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of Chad and James yelling outside the door. Unfortunately I could hear perfectly fine. I could barely make out what they were saying. Eventually the sounds that were muffled were getting louder. They were getting closer to my door

"How could you do that… you made her break up with me, and then you raped her!" I was guessing that was Chad

"She asked me… she wanted it"

"She couldn't have wanted it if she's crying her eyes out, changed everything about herself and begged for me to stay with her and not tell you!"

"SHE WANTED IT!"

I heard my dressing room door open shining the hallway light on me. They didn't see me

"Sonny…" Chad called out for me turning on the light. Shit. Shit. Shit. Hide Sonny. Too late

I saw them. Standing there looking at me. I stood up. James came walking towards me. I got scared as I backed up reaching for the closet door handle. I didn't make it in time. He grabbed my arm softly. Every time I tried to move away his hold got tighter.

"Sonny… tell Chad you wanted it… tell him you wanted me too!" he said through his teeth. Shaking me a little. He was trying to seem… innocent. Bastard

"I- I didn't want it…I said no but you still went ahead" I was surprised the tears had stopped

"Sonny…you told me you wanted it!" he yelled getting angrier. Dirty fucking liar

"I-I didn't want it. I told you NO AND YOU STILL WENT AHEAD AND DID IT. YOU'RE A FUCKING BASTARD. YOU TOOK MY VIRGINITY. YOU MADE ME BREAK UP WITH CHAD. YOU THREATENED ME. I HATE YOU SO MUCH!" I said while struggling to get out of his hold.

"Chad…who are you going to believe. Me or her"

"Her"

"Who?" he asked stupefied

"Her… we are not cool anymore. No longer friends. Don't call my phone or her phone… Get the hell out of Condor studios and don't come back. Ever!"

James looked at him, then glared down at me. So angry he was fuming

"You slut…didn't I tell you not to tell anyone…!" he yelled. Pulling down on the roots of my hair. Making me bend my knees lower and lower. Tears were coming down my eyes. I was screaming in pain

"I-I…"

A knee to my ribs was all it took. I was laid out on my dressing room floor gasping for air. Every little breathe of air had excruciating pain to match. As my vision darkened I saw the blond and brunette boys fighting. I heard them yelling at each other. I couldn't see anymore. Nor could I hear. I was out cold.

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