Disclaimer: i dont own hana yori dango
if this story has any kind of similarities with plots of other stories then great minds think alike!! hahahah!! im joking!! but seriously, i didnt intend to do so..
please bear with me.. the characters maybe out of their characters at some point..
please review!
Domyouji Tsukasa had a bad day at work. All day he wasn't able to do any work, nothing of the report of his latest merger went in his head, it just went though one ear and out of the other. This wasn't a first though, for the past couple of weeks he's never done a good thing in his wife's eye. Everything he does irritates her or is just not good enough for her. Bickering was never out of the equation for both of them, it was the foundation and the backbone of their love but it is just getting too much for him. Even the great Domyouji Tsukasa has his limits. He loves her, that's for sure no one would be able to deny the obvious fact; his very existence is because of her. He lives for and because of Tsukushi.
It was already late when he came home, only a few lights were left on, the servants were probably asleep. When he got in the room, his eyes landed on his sleeping wife. 'So beautiful' he thought, 'why can't you be always like this, quiet and loving?' as he tenderly kissed her on the lips. Forget everything that she's done, the important thing is his love for her, their love for each other or is it a one way love? Is her love slowly disipitating? Is she going to change into who his mother is? Or was? Yes, his mother changed her opinion of Tsukushi and now like Tsubaki, his mother would do anything and everything for his Tsukushi. Yet somewhere in his mind, he has always been afraid that somehow she would change like the others, that she would forsake love and go for the money.
He had heard the story of his mother, he now know why she was the way she was. It was because she was forced to marry his dad and not the one she loved. Before he would not have believed that Domyouji Kaede, the queen, the witch, the old hag could express emotions other than anger and love for money. He is afraid and insecure; afraid that Tsukushi was forced and pressured to marry him, that she doesn't truly love him as he loves her, insecure about Rui being her first love and the close friendship that they have.
That night was followed by many more late-night comings. He goes to work early and works all day until late in the night, he'll then find Tsukushi already asleep hugging his pillows. Imagine his surprise when he came home expecting to continue his routine only to find his wife sitting up against the headboard while reading a book.
"Why are you late?" asked Tsukushi.
"Work" he answered as he walked up to her and gave her a quick kiss.
"What's so important with work that you're never home?"
"This is my work, it is my responsibility to run the company just like how the rest of the F4 have to fulfil their duties as the heir to each of our businesses. I have to work my brain out for the whole day trying to get more out of each deal better than the other company does" answered Tsukasa as he changed into more comfortable clothing.
"Yeah but I'm your wife, aren't I important to you too? You are scaring me do you know that? You are becoming more and more like the old Kaede" Tsukushi is now close to tears, only controlling them by tightening her hold on the book.
Tsukasa was baffled, this isn't his Tsukushi. The Tsukushi he knows or rather knew wasn't demanding in terms of affection, truth be told she shies away whenever he shows his affections publicly. She never shows her true emotions and NEVER cries in front of anyone, she was never the emotional
one. But now, this person in front of him is the exact opposite, she might have the same face, body and smell of his Tsukushi but her personality changed. His jealousy and insecurities got the better out of him, was it all a pretense? Was she going to be like most of the girls he very much hated? 'No please don't'.
"Haven't I told you time and time again that you are my priority, the girl I would ever choose?"
"Yeah, you say that but I don't feel it anymore. It's like you've changed, you're not my same old baka anymore, now you're Domyouji Tsukasa, the dragon of the business world" Tsukushi replied now openly crying.
"What, I changed? You are the one who changed and how could you say that I am turning into my mother's old self? If anyone changed, it's you or are you still in love with Rui that you are making all of this to escape from me, our marriage just to go back running to your first love's arms? For fuck's sake Tsukushi—" whatever he was going to say was cut off by Tsukushi's slap.
"How can you? Just how can you say that? Is that what you really think of me deep inside you? You think I'll go running back to him when I'm already married? If that's what I wanted in the first place then I should've done it a long time ago, when he told me he loved me but I chose you, I chose you even though you have no memory of me. When you kept saying that I was his woman, I didn't give up, I fought for you, for our love. I chose you, married you because you are the one that I love." Tsukushi then ran towards the door and slammed it shut behind her. She ran, ran away from him.
thanks for bearing with me.. so whatcha think?
if you ask me, i'll be honest.. i hated myself for writing this!!
i love them both but somehow this idea worked its way to my mind and i just had to write it..
so be honest, tell me what u think..
if many dont like it, i can change the status and make it a oneshot although its not a TxT story..
lotza love,
loner29
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