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You Two?!

BPOV

Did I seriously just agree to sing at Twilight tonight?

It wouldn't have been the first time I ever sang there let alone in front of a crowd. But it had been along time since I had done so….

"Bells you know you don't have to do this right?" Rosalie said as I sat down on the bed. "Worse comes to worse I coul-"

"Rose I love you but if you sang tonight, Alice would most definitely be fired"

Wow that was semi funny. Rose looked slightly taken back. Great I hurt her feelings. Bravo Bella

"I'm sorry I didn't mean-"

"Please, you were just making a joke… I guess that's what caught me off guard"

I had been such a burden on her and Alice for months now. Bella Watch 08. In the beginning I was a huge mess barely willing to move or talk. I wasn't catatonic. I'm pretty sure those people don't cry out in their sleep or have random mental breakdowns that cause them to sob uncontrollably for hours on end. I can't believe the girls were putting up with me; it wasn't fair that they had to deal with me. They did everything they could for me, but the truth was I wanted none of it. I had been so screwed up for so long I didn't know how to feel anything else…I didn't want to...I shouldn't have even be there.

I lived for I don't know how many months, basically as a zombie. It worked fine for me; at least I think it did... But then I saw how I was affecting Alice and Rosalie. These girls used to go out every night, the apartment used to be filled with their laughter, plans being made for the week, gossip, and playful gibes at each other but now it was silent. Alice, the energizer bunny that bounced from place to place, now spent her time in the apartment reading quietly or on her laptop in her room. Rose, the knock out, the life of the party now spent most of her time worrying about me. I was so mad at myself for bringing this on them! They didn't deserve that life, they were young and gorgeous and should have been out having the time of their lives but weren't because of me. All this was my fault, hell everything was my fault. Over these past months I'd managed to add self loathing to my long list of feelings.

I swore I'd let the girls get back to their normal lives. So I started to take care of myself as best I could, assured them I could be alone for a couple of hours, (they didn't have to work separate shifts anymore), did little things like run errands with them because I knew it would make them happy. And then there were my runs, though those were more for me than anyone else, never the less it got me out of the house, away from them which was good for them. Though all I wanted to do was sit in quietly in my room, that night I would be doing a few more things to make them happy.

"Rose?"

"Yeah babe"

"Can you help me with tonight?" before I could even finish my sentence she sat down on the bed and piece of my hair behind my ear.

"I'll do whatever you need, but you going to have to be a bit more specific"

"Well first off can you help me look half presentable?" She held back the huge smile that I knew was trying to surface. Over these months she was always very cautious around me. That word never really existed in her world until 7 months ago.

I knew she an Alice used to live for giving me makeovers, but there was no way I would have been able to handle Alice right then. Between barely eating in the last few days and running the way I did, I was sure her excitement would cause me to blackout. I knew Rose would be patient and gentle. Hadn't looked in a mirror (avoiding looking into reflective surfaces altogether) in 7months and I wasn't going to start to then.

"Not a problem, first we'll just get some of that water out of your hair and then find you something to wear."

She pulled me in for a hug and I returned it, knowing that's what she wanted.

EPOV

"Jazz what in the hell are we doing here?" Emmett whined as sat down on a dark wood table in the center of Twilight.

Jasper took a break from scanning the entire place "It was my turn to choose so I chose- deal with it" He went right back to it

What the hell is he looking for?

Twilight was a quaint coffee shop/lounge. It was fairly dark inside, the only lights coming from the candles on the tables and the blue, green and white twinkle lights that were hung along the walls and ceilings. I had no problem with the place, but of course if it didn't serve alcohol and have at least 3 big televisions showing the nights games- Emmett was in hell. It most certainly was not night a place that three guys would just go to on a Friday night.

Jasper had been so...I guess giddy is the right word to use, for those past 3 or 4 weeks. I'm not saying that before he was Debbie Downer or anything, he was a normal 20 something who had fun with his friends. Emmett probably didn't notice, because well he was Emmett, but I could see Jasper was different. He smiled more; he'd roll his eyes when Em would make some comment as a girl walked by and most noticeably, his clothes looked more put together, he went out almost every other night without us. All signs pointed to him seeing someone and when Emmett and I asked him about it all he did was smile…and refuse to give us her name or describe her in anyway. That smile said it all

"Hey Jazz" said guy with a "twilight" apron around his waist as he passed us

Jasper immediately dropped and shook his head before saying "Hi Tyler"

"Come here often buddy boy?" chimed Emmett That's it!

"Wait a minute" I said as Jasper bit his bottom lip "She works he doesn't she?" With that Emmett wrapped one of his giant arms around Jasper and leaned towards him

"Ahhh so this is where you've been hiding your little love lady it is? Afraid she'd take one look The Emmett Cullen and throw herself at me?"

"Hardly"

His arm still around Jasper, Emmett pulled him in tighter and began to looking at all the waitresses "Sooooo which one is she? Am I looking for a girl with a big-"

Faster than I ever thought possible, Jazz whipped Emmett's arm off of him and wrap around my big brother's back.

"Damn Jasper" choked, half out of shock that he was able to restrain my brother who looked like a pro wrestler and the other half out of pure amusement because of the look on his face when it happened.

"You will behave yourself tonight do you understand?" Jasper hissed at Emmett

"Dude, calm the hell down I was just joking!" He laughed, but his smile disappeared quickly "Ow! Okay, okay I'm sorry! I promise I'll behave" The second he was released he held his shoulder as his moved it back and fourth. Jasper's gaze immediately went to me because I had started to laugh. I held up my hands in defense

"Hey I'm the good one remember" He smiled and apologized to Em, who then demanded that our friend pick up the bill for the night. Jasper went back to looking for his source of his increased happiness.

I was happy for my friend but I was also jealous of him. My life was good for the most, I was financially sound thanks to my parents who were very loving and supportive, my brother was a constant source of entertainment and he and Jasper were there when I needed advice. … but Jasper made me feel like I was missing out on something…something great and I wanted to know what it was and how it felt. Problem was I didn't know how to go about getting it.

I had had my share of girl friends over the years, but none of them lasting very long. The girls were attractive and nice, but none of them caused me to act the way my friend was. As harsh as it may sound there wasn't much to them. What you saw was mostly what you got.

"No freaking way!"

"What?" I looked at my brother who was now trying to his giant muscled self behind his Twilight menu. I couldn't help but laugh. Picture a bear trying to hide behind a book. I turned to look for Jasper's reaction but then saw he was no longer sitting at the table. Emmett threw a menu in my hands

"How is this even possible!?"He asked me like I knew what he was talking about "Dude!" he opened my menu and shoved it in my hands so it covered my face. My laughter continued as he ridiculous behavior continued. I went to look up to see what could possibly cause my brother to cower like this but he pushed my head back down behind the safety of the menu.

"Why are we hiding exactly?" My brother, the one who looked like he could snap a person in half was now looking for the nearest exit. I took great pleasure in watching him squirm, it was a rare event. Then he look me dead in the eye

"Three words my little brother" He lowered his menu and brought it back up just as quickly. "Rosalie FREAKIN Hale"

I stopped laughing; stopped blinking, stopped breathing and my heart rate neared that of a heart attack. I joined on my brother's cowering.

"Wha-how! Here?!" Please God no! Let us get out of here before she sees us!

"You know what this means don't you?" He looked petrified, one of the many effects Rose had on the male species. I didn't see her and I definitely did not want to. Poor Emmett had more reasons than I did.

"It's going to be a long night?" I breathed

"True but that's not even the half of it" How could there be more?!

"Where one Rosalie Lillian Hale is, who is most likely near by?!" Shit! My head hit the table at my realization

"Oh dear God in heaven"

"Alice!" Jasper was back "I'd like you to meet my friends" He said as grabbed the menus away from Em and I. I'm sure if she wasn't there he would smacked us both. Little did he know that she would have done it for him. He hid his anger pretty well as his hand made its way around her tiny shoulder.

Jasper cleared his throat. What the hell does he want us to say?

I elbowed Emmett and in unison we said"Hi Alice"

I didn't lift my head, I didn't need to. I knew what she looked like, and right now all I needed to hear was the small breathe she let out upon seeing us to know how she was feeling.

"You two?!

"Us two" I sighed with my head still on the table

"You know each other?" Jasper was out of the loop, and it was a big fucking loop

"Oh yeah" God I could actually hear her cross her against her chest! "We go way back, isn't that right boys?" She sounded so smug and confident; we were so screwed.

Lifting one finger in the air "Unfortunately she is correct" I let my hand fall back down to the table. Note to self; make it a rule to know everything ABSOLUTELY everything about a friend's new girlfriend before meeting her.

"Hey Rose!" She called

"No, really, please please don't do that" Emmett pleaded- the man pleaded. Another effect of Rose's

"Will someone tell me what's going on?" Poor Jasper, poor clueless Jasper.

What am I so afraid of? These were girls and what happened, happened a long time ago. We're grown men for crying out loud! Get a grip Edward! Man up! Then I heard it… the clicking of heels getting closer and closer. I opened my eyes to look down and source of the sound. Red I thought what's with her and red? Her feet came to a quick stop two feet away from our table

"You two?!" she screeched

"Us two" we admitted. This is going to be a very very long night