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Author's Note: Thanks to everyone who reviewed and alerted this story.

Logan's POV

When I had noticed what I was about to bluntly blurt out, I quickly came up with something so I wouldn't expel my secret.

"Ca-mille," I managed to get out. I glanced in the kitchen where Carlos and Kendall were and saw that Carlos' cheeks were red and that hey was obsessively cooking. I didn't pay it much attention and turned back to James.

James' eyes opened up wide and looked at me. "Wow, Logan, maybe you should just go out with her before things start happening to your head!"

I made a quick fake laugh. "Uh, guys, I have to go, um use the bathroom and get my stuff to go to the pool."

"We're going to the pool? Yippee!" Carlos exclaimed as he ran to his and James' room.

I walked slowly into the bathroom and closed the door. Then I turned the faucet on and looked at myself in the mirror.

"You are such an idiot!" I said to my reflection as I fiercely threw water to my face. "Why'd you have to say 'Camille'? I wish I didn't have these feelings for Carlos, but I do and I can't help it!"

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text message from Kendall. I wondered what it could say.

Come out the bathroom! it said. I wondered why Kendall hadn't bothered to shorthand it. I used my towel to dry my face and turned the faucet off.

When I got to my room, Kendall was sitting on the bed with a smug look on his face. It was the one he usually had when he had a plan in mind.

"Take a seat, Logan, I've got somethin' to talk to you about," he told me as I neatly made my bed up and sat on it.

"I happened to walk by the bathroom while you were in it and I also happened to hear a few words, too." Kendall said softly as my heart began to thump inside my chance. Could he have heard what I said about Carlos?

"What exactly did you happen to hear?" I asked, my voice shaking.

"Oh, I don't know." Kendall teased. "I heard about you making up the thing about Camille and how you have feelings for Carlos."

My heart flared like crazy. I grabbed him by the shirt collar and pulled him to me. "Don't you tell a LIVING SOUL about that, Kendall!" I shouted. "I'm going through hard times right now and I can't let anyone know that I'm gay just yet."

"Relax, I won't tell anybody." Kendall said as he pushed me back onto my bed and straightened his collar. "But you know what I have to do now, right?"

My eyes glared at him. "What?"

"I gotta hook you two up!"

Carlos' POV

I grabbed my lucky helmet and a few other things that I would need and then I changed in to something more comfortable. Then I ran back into the kitchen to eat the breakfast that everyone hated.

James was sitting at the table eating cereal and blow-drying his hair.

"You are such a Diva, you know that, James?" I asked him as I sat at the kitchen island.

"One more word and I'll trade your food there in for a knuckle sandwich!" James snapped at me.

"Maybe when you finish tanning your hands, we can talk," I replied.

"Oh, fine then, and I suppose you're going to do something about those vividly red cheeks you had earlier?"

"What, James, are you talking about?"

"Remember when I was talking to Logan?" James said. I nodded my head. "When he said he had a rough night thinking about Ca-mille, I saw how red your cheeks went."

I grabbed his hand and dragged him to our room. "I was not blushing!" I told him.

"I never said you did. I just said your cheeks went red." James was starting to use reverse psy-whatever Logan told me that word was on me, but I was way too worked up to take a notice to it.

"Same difference!" I yelled.

"So you were blushing?"

"Listen, James, you have no business trying to get me to reveal that I have a major crush on Logan!"

My heart slowed down. How did James of all people trick me into revealing my deepest, darkest, secret?

James laughed. "What's so funny? You got it out of me so what do you want now?" I asked.

"Well, now I have to set you and Logan up!" he replied.