BeastBoy's P.O.V
Beep beep beep! "Ugh" I said as I reached over and hit my alarm clock trying to make it shut up. After a few tries and to no avail I just accepted that it was time to get up and go to work and at least try to not be late again. This has happened to me every time I had a job I always showed up late too much and then I would end up having to look for a new job.
I climbed out of bed and got dressed but not before frowning at my empty apartment I miss the other Titans. But mostly I miss Raven I miss her so much. Even though it's been three years I still remember everything about her and the day I left is still fresh in my mind. We got into a big fight and I left her and my whole life behind just because I'm stubborn. Finally I got out of the apartment and shut the door and turned to my moped that had taken me forever to get. I shook my head trying to block out the memories.
The wind in my face was enough to drag me back into reality as I try to race against time to get to my job at a coffee shop. I know it's not the best job, but I don't have money for school and not many people will hire a green freak like me. Of course there was traffic just like every morning here in Jump City. I always wondered why I even bothered to stay in Jump City, but I guess I just couldn't part with the place unlike the others. On the way to the coffee shop I always had to pass the tower and it took everything in me not to walk in. I didn't know if Raven was still in there but I believe she would've left the tower behind just like the rest of us did. A few times I've almost walked in there, but then I quickly stopped myself knowing that if I did I would just get a stab in the heart because of how quiet and empty it is.
Crime these days has gone down a bit not many villains see interest in destroying the city anymore. After I left the tower there were only a few petty crimes but either I or Raven took care of it. Most of the villains took off towards Steel City where both Nightwing and Titans East were. Finally when I had reached the coffee shop I sighed as I opened the door and walked into the busy tiny shop where people were piled in a huge line. I sighed again knowing this was going to be a long day.
I have only so far kept in touch with Cy and Bee they have three kids, Starfire is the queen of Tamaran still and everything is running pretty smooth there, Nightwing is of course still fighting crime, but Raven is the only one I haven't talked to since we separated. I thought that she would've at least called me to catch up but Raven is stubborn and I know that very well. Our whole relationship she was the most stubborn but amazing girl I believed we would be together forever, but I guess forever is overrated.
The day I left was one of the worse days of my life, I ran out of the tower with no money and no plan for where I was going to go. So I went to Cy and Bee and stayed for a few months until I finally got my own apartment and a job. Ever since then I have been living on my own and going through each day with minimum wage and two crappy jobs a day. Because the café doesn't really pay that much I have a second job at a comic book store. I know what you may be thinking but that's the best I could do because I didn't go to school.
Each day was even harder than the last I was trying to drag myself through life, but I always felt like something was missing. Something big was missing in my life that if I didn't find it then my life wouldn't mean anything. But instead of chasing this feeling I kept working two jobs and occasionally went shopping for food, but mostly I just wasted my money on getting pizza almost every night. This was my life nothing really exciting happens.
Raven, I miss her so much. I don't even know why I got upset at her anymore I shouldn't of gotten mad because she had some mood swings. She was right if I loved her then I would accept her for her emotions and who she is. I am living with the guilt of leaving her, I really do love her so much but I don't think she will ever forgive me. Mostly I haven't even seen a glimpse of her for all I know she could've left and gone far away from the city so that's why I never tried looking for her.
Some days I still wonder why I even stayed in Jump City all the memoires always came flooding back whenever I passed the tower or just walked around the city for a while. I couldn't seem to get the past out of my head. I am going to leave soon and try to find a job maybe in Steel City maybe help out Nightwing and see if he has seen Raven at all. All I want to do is apologize for what I said and maybe I can finally move on from all of the memories and actually focus on my life.
The little bell dinged which told me that someone has walked into the café I blew it off and began to clean off a few tables. That was until I heard a voice. A voice that I have known since I was a teenager, the voice and person I left three years ago. I turned around and gasped as my hypothesis was proven right. There at the register was Raven, my Raven. She looked absolutely stunning. I couldn't seem to take my eyes off her and I was trying to see if she had noticed me. That was until I noticed a little girl who stood right next to her was staring directly at me, her bright emerald eyes got really big when she saw me. I smiled and waved she giggled and waved back then tugged on Raven. "Mommy look." She said and all I could think of was wait Raven has a daughter. Raven looked where her 'daughter' was pointed and her eyes got really big as well. "BeastBoy?"
A/N okay so this chapter pretty much sucks so I am very sorry. So Raven and BeastBoy meet once again after three long years yay! Please no rude comments on this chapter I would greatly appreciate that, thank you. I promise to update chapter three sooner than I did this one. Anyway thank you all for who reviewed, followed, and favorite this story I appreciate that very much. Hope you all like the chapter and have a nice rest of your day. Bye.