Series Title:Loving You..? Part 1
Subtitle:Mixed Up Feelings (ii)
Author:Crying Joker!!
Pairing:...eheh?-Supposedly 1+2,3+4,but..*shrugged*
Warning:..*scratches head*urm..dunno yet..
Disclaimer:I do not,repeat,do not,own any of these characters mentioned inside this fic.
Spare me from the paim of remembering it,onegai?
Notes:*Grins*Hehee..I got this while still trying to think about MGP(you wouldn't wanna know what..)
..don't know where it come from,no..enjoy!

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Mixed Up Feelings (ii)-(Loving You..?) ~By Crying Joker~
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"Duo..what happened between you and Heero?"
Duo sighed.Why is Quatre being so persistent?He never thought that the smaller boy
could be so damn..persuasive.He slipped out his hands from the grasp and shrugged,
trying to look innocent from the whole affair.
Quatre stared hard into those huge,amethyst eyes.He knew that Duo had always liked
the other said boy,..but he also knew that Duo himself had never thought that he liked
Heero more than friends..is it?He wondered quietly.
Sighing again,the blonde arabian stood and said,"Well,there is always tomorrow,ne?
Guess we WILL talk again later."And with that,he was gone.
Left alone in the small,neat kitchen,was Duo.He yawned,stretching his body along it.
"Huh..I never thought he could stay THAT long."Looking down longingly at his untouched
dinner,he hung his head.He knew that in some way,Heero wouldn't be eating his dinner
anyway.So,he picked up the plates and put them into the waiting refregirator.He then left
the room,switching the lights off on the way out.
Green eyes jumped in the light as the boy dragged his foot toward the stairs.

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=Heero's POV=

I lay down onto my stomach,closing my eyes behind my crossed arms,facing the soft
pillow.Laying like that for not more than a half minutes,I tried to make myself to
sleep.And yet I didn't.
My heart jumped as I heard the door being opened ever so slowly.Who is it?

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=Duo's POV=

Closing the door quietly,I crept inside the darkened room.A familiar feeling came through
me.'Heero!He's here..he's back..'My heart did this wild somersault.Sensing Heero shifting
noisily on his bed,I called out to him.
"Heero?"
"Hn."Was his only reply.But that was enough to soothes my worried heart.Heh,I always
knew it when he's around..How did I know that he was here,you ask?Of course I know.Too
well,actually.
...
..What I mean is,everytime he was there,..the air will suddenly changes it's usual
condition.I don't know..it just changes.Not in a bad way,just..pleasant.In it's own way.
Like the air will became lighter and cooler.Or the place will became brighter.Or the
weather will be as what you really wished,whether it raining or sunny.Everytime he is
there,everything will be alright.Always.Alright.

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=Heero's POV=

I heard the bed creaked as a heavy weight sat on it.Warm,strong hands landed softly on
my bare back,stroking the place there lightly.I jumped and turned around.

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"What the hell do you think you're doing?"Heero snapped Duo's much smaller hands away all
too harshly.Purple eyes shone with hurt."I only wanna make sure that you're alright."
Looking at the suddenly interesting ceiling,Heero replied."I just told you."
Laughs." 'Hn' is not an answer,Hee-chan."
"I told you not to call me that."
Braided hair started to coil at the owner's hand,mirrowing his confusion."Why not?"
Glare."It's only specified to girls."
"But I thought it was kinda cute.."
"To call me girly,you mean?"
Duo looked at the japanese boy with shock written clearly in the face.He looked down.
"I didn't mean that."
Prussian cobalt eyes began to show some troubled look.
Silence started filling the now too tensioned room,making the two teenager all more too
uncomfortable."Duo.."Heero's hands rested hesitantly on the other's tense shoulder.
"..."
"I'm..I.."

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=Heero's POV=

"I'm..I.."
I stopped,suddenly confused with my own emotions.'What emotions?I don't have one.'The
voice in the back of my heart said slowly,waking me from drowning into the depths of those
glimmering,amethyst eyes.
Snapping back to my senses,the 'robot' mode in my mind took all my next action.
"Go back to your own bed and sleep.We have to go on to our next mission tomorrow morning.
6 o'clock sharp.Go."I felt my hands pushed Duo away.
"..Heero..?"
"Go."I turned to my side,preventing him from seeing my face.Finally he left,although still
a little bemused.Feeling his weight shift off from the end of my bed,I closed my not-
really-sleepy eyes,forcing it to shield me of all visions.

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=Duo's POV=

I waited patiently,as if trying to hear the words that I really wanted from him.
Cocking my head to the side,I still couldn't see his face,which was hidden pretty well
behind those finely muscled shoulder.I hung my head down,and though I didn't know why I
have this feeling of being a little defeated.
"Night,Heero."
Silence,then.."...'yasumi."
I jumped into my cosy bed,kicking off my shoes along the way.Stretching,I lay onto my back
with hands folded behind the neck.And as I sighed myself to sleep,I heard Heero murmuring
slowly.
"You can use the word '-kun',though.That was the proper way of calling someone dear."
Silence."For boys."
Turning to the side almost too immedietly,I could hardly stopped myself from falling off
the bed.I ran to his side,facing his calm face.
"Heero?Did you say something just now?"
Heero's eyes fluttered open.Now I remembered why I had to be careful around him.Those eyes
could seduce a saint.Not that I am one,anyway."..hn?"He yawned sleepily."What?"
I shook my head,but suddenly realising at that point that I had just took my hair out of
the braid.As my hair fell around me,I saw Heero gasped for breath.

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=Heero's POV=

I gasped,mouth opened slightly as my eyes set upon the cursed beauty.Duo etched closer to
my face,his own ceased with worry.Right now,I am not worried at how much my face shows
that how I was mesmerized by this 'angel',not worried at anything at all.Nothing.All I can see
and think about now is how beautiful his eyes is,set along with his heart shaped face.His
silky hair,which was unbound from it's usual braid,falling gracefully to shape his body
form.
And then he called my name..
"Heero?"
..which spoiled everything.

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Heero snapped,as if irritated to be woken up from his slumber."What?"
"I..I just heard you said something."
"Is it really important?"
"No..but I just thought that I heard you said something."
"I think you're dreaming,Duo."
Duo looked away."Guess you're right.I am dreaming."He went to his bed.
Heero opened his mouth as if trying to say something,but thought better of it.He looked
out the window instead,into the cloudless dark sky.As he closed his eyes,he heard Duo
whispered,"Night,Hee-kun."

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=Heero'POV=

"Night,Hee-kun."
I lay there stunned.So,..he did heard me.I buried my head into the pillow,groaning slowly
to myself.

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=Duo's POV=

"Night,Hee-kun."
I heard the words escaped from my lips.As soon as it had,I felt Heero stilled.That was
weird..I thought he said 'nothing' at all...

[End part 1(ii)]

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P/s=Yeah,it sucks..don't remind me,okay?

15-4-2003
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