I saw my mother leaving me at he shore with sad face on her eyes "Mom! wait for me mom!" i ran as fast as i can. i ignore the pain whenever i fall down just to catch up with her.
"Mom! please don't leave" i was crying and crying because she can't hear me calling. but when i look back again she smiled at me.
"It's time for me to leave bella, but don't worry baby he will take care of you you'll see" then faded and i was beginning to cry again. i felt the floor is cracking and i was shaking.
"Miss wake up wake up" someone is shaking me up.
"Huh?" i was confused why there's a girl in front of me.
"We're just landed Miss." the attendant said and woke out to attend the other passenger.
"Crap! i forgot i was in a plane to Forks" i felt fang of sadness when i was realize that i was coming home. Painful memories now flashing back to my head.
FLASH BACK
"Bella" Esme, my mother begun. "I want you to meet Dr. Carlisle" she said with obvious love on her face.
"Mom i know him alright? He is my Doctor remember?" my mother is confusing me right now.
"Oh right, sorry i mean i want you to meet Carlisle as your future Dad?" she said a little bit nervous this time.
"WHAT!" now i am confused. Don't get me wrong i like Dr. Carlisle he is so kind and sweet, but i never thought that they are dating, i never saw them together not once except when i was in the hospital because of my forever clumsiness.
"Bella look" shutting her eyes to gain control at the situation. "Carlisle and I are together for almost 1 month now" i can't help but gloat at her how can she do this to me? I am her daughter and she never told me about this? "I know it's wrong by not telling you and i'm sorry baby, it's just that.. she is your doctor and we thought that people will think that it's inappropriate to have a relationship so we kept it for a while" she look at Carlisle with full of understanding.
"When? when will you leave me?" i can't help my tears are falling so fast that made my mom hug me so tight. "Oh baby please don't cry, i will never do that to you never"
"But you said" "I said.." she was cut off by Carlisle and held her in his arms "I'll explain darling" he smiled at her.
I felt his hands on my own when he spoke again. "Bella what your mother saying is that in 2 days now i will be your new father" he said with full of hope and kindness and i can't help but feel like a bitch by treating him like that.
"Are you saying that you too are married already?" i look to both of them and confirm my suspicion.
"Yes"they both said.
"When?"
"Last night"
"okay."sigh "so you are willing to adopt me?"
"Of corse my dear" he said.
"Okay" I smiled at them to show my approval. it's been 10 years since my dad died and my mom took care of me and it's time for her to be happy. I feel happy now that i know that she was with a good Man.
The day that we'd move to carlisle's house i meet Edward, i saw him a couple of times because he was practicing medicine just like his father and meet him at the hospital. He was no doubt a very handsome man but there's something about him that i don't like, every time he looks at me it give me chills and i don't like it.
"Bella?" I was in the living room reading Romeo & Juliet when i heard my mom.
"In here Mom"
"Hi baby how's your evening?" she hug me so closed and i felt a sadden and i don't why i felt like that.
"Cool. thanks. so are you going out?"
"Actually, we are going out of the country for 1 week is it okay?" she gave me a puppy eyes how can i refused?
"Another honeymoon?" i heard carlisle laughing at the stairs.
"Well, yeah. you see it's been 15 years last time i'm out of the country and i just want relax with your mother if it s alright?"
ohh "how can i refused that's my mother's dream to explore the world" i said laughing.
"Thank you bella" he hug me just like that but it's odd the way they say goodbye to me it feels like they are not coming back.
"Mom?" i called back
"Yes baby?"
"I will see you again right?" i was beginning to be emotional so she held me really tight.
"Bella don't worry, Edward will take care of you." she kissed me and they left.
After they left i went to my room and fell asleep.
"Bella wake up. Bella" i can hear someone shaking me but i am too tired to cooperate.
"Bella please wake up!" this time the voice is firm and i sat too quick that made me dizzy.
"ouch! what happen?" i ask him with a question look.
"we need to go to the hospital now! i mean now" i was so nervous the way he said it and i remember the odd feeling that i felt before my mom and carlisle left this morning.
"No no no no. Please tell me i'm thinking wrong edward please?" i was crying and shaking, my mom my mom i keep on saying it on my head.
"There is no time for that bella we need to go now" he took his phone and dialed "Alice? it's edward. yes i know. okay we meet you there tell emmette please. okay, thanks" then he hung up.
"Come on" i never said any word i just follow him like a puppet never saying a word, i'm lost empty, my mom is in the hospital and the way edward said it i know it's really bad.
When we arrived at the hospital i saw edward cousin alice and emmette. She run to me and cry.
"I'm so sorry bella so sorry" i felt nothing nothing at all, i was numb i can't even feel alice hugging me.
The funeral last only 2 days without my notice i just sat there in front of the coffin watching them blankly. People come and go to pay some respect and sympathy. I saw faces talking to me but i don't recognize them, i never recognize any single faces around me not even alice, emmette, rose, jasper not even edward. All i want is my mother. Now that i'm alone my tears fell and i was crying quietly, i lost my mom and i don't have no one.
"Mom why? why did you leave me? you said you will never leave me?" i wanted to die too now that i have no one but i have faith in God that i can't do it. I keep on crying and crying till i fell asleep once more.
It's 8 o'clock in the morning when i woke up and went to the kitchen to have coffee when i heard people whispering.
"No edward you cannot do this to her. We are her family now the only she had. Please reconsider edward" it was alice
"I can't alice, i've been holding back for so long and i don't know if i can do this anymore if she stays here even for 1 night? I don t think I can hold it anymore do you understand?" i can recognize the voice even miles away, only edward can have the voice like that.
"I understand, but she's just 16 for crying out loud and lost her mom Edward!" i know now that they are arguing because of me and the way alice said it i felt angry towards edward even more.
"I made my decision, being her guardian i decided that.."
"Decided what?" I cut him off with anger shows on my face.
"Bella? Honey edward and i are just " alice went on my side.
"Decided WHAT?" i yelled again and ignore alice s pleading.
He let a heavy sigh and "I decided to bring you to boarding school in New York"
That was the last time i saw edward.
END OF FLASH BACK
It's been 1 year and 6 months the last time i was in Forks. Now that i'm here again, full of painful memories are coming back. I will be 18 in a month and i can't wait to be free on edwards care. Edward, just saying his name made me anger.