Psychotic Love
by Dark Angel of Wind
Disclaimers: I do not own yugioh 5D's or the song Len's Psychotic Love, that is done by Len Kagamine Vocaloid with the smexy voice from a cute boy
Claimers: I DO own Hikaru Fudo, Hikari Fudo, Genji Tokai, and Tenshi Tokai
Summary: Genji is in love with his half sister. the feelings he has keep growing stronger and stronger to the point where he is afraid he is going insane from the unrequited love. so he creates another world for himself in his head to keep him from madness. but what happens when he starts to blend his two worlds together? are you truly not insane when you live in two realities?
DA-honestly I didn't think I would continue this. just because genji and Hikari are OC's based off of two close friends of mine...who happen to be dating. and doing a Genji "loves his sister too much Incest" thing with Hikaru who is based off of me (in a way anyway) kinda made me a lil uncomfortable, BUT I thought it would've been better had Genji loved one of his sisters, it would've been the one closer to him in age when they met. so as much as I Love forbidden love, these are only going to be one-shots because I don't really think I could think of an actual story plot to use anyway. I just get random bouts of inspiration while watching Vocaloid PV's....ANYWAY! I hopes you like the ficsy ^-^
"talking"
'singing'
Thinking
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A young man with raven colored, except for a sprig of green, hair sat slumped over. His back leaning against a broken piece of what used to be a wall, his legs sprawled out in front of him and his arms outstretched.
the pouring rain made his clothes cling to his body and his hair plaster on his downcast face. his barely visible amber eyes were empty, not really seeing the stares the walking people gave him nor did he hear their asking him if he needed help.
'the sky is gray, looks like it's gonna rain
it's as cloudy as my mind.
one drop fell on the ground. is it from the sky or my eye? it doesn't matter'
"I don't wanna know" he whispered, slightly turning his gaze up to the raining heavens
he closed his eyes as he felt the rain drops gently hit his face, showering him in cold. but he was too numb to feel it anymore. to feel anything anymore.
'without an umbrella, I'm standing like a lonesome drowned rat
the sound of rain is ringing and it's killing my existence
stop it, stop it, I hope the rain stops soon
or I'm gonna break down'
he laughed softly as he thought again of his beloved half-sister Hikaru
'I cried, I cried, no more tears are left
even so, I'm still all wet. I'm cold'He loved her so much...and he would only ever be a half-brother. a beloved sibling, and nothing more. But he was afraid that telling her his little secret would cause their entire relationship to change, for the worst.
so he put all of his feelings for her in a bottle and held it deep inside his heart. but with each day the affections he held for her grew and grew, and he began to fear that his bottle would break one day.
'not knowing my feelings, you say "good morning" with a bright smile as usual
tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that...its no more than a greeting
it hurts me badly, I can say it's as deadly as a lethal weapon'
he smiled painfully and as if in pain as he grabbed his chest with his left hand, clenching his hand around the wet fabric.
it hurt sometimes, painfully, his chest would hurt. and Genji could swear that whenever he felt the pain he could hear a sharp tinkling, like glass.
his thoughts went to his Hikaru. her sparkling deep blue eyes, her silky black and red hair, her lovely tanned skin, her loud mirthful laugh, her beautiful singing and humming, her joyful pranks, her caring and loving soul....
"you know what?" he whispered again to the rain
'you have a gaze for him, not me
I've always loved your smiles, but I hate to see you smiling now....why?and she wasn't his...she was somebody Else's..and as much as he hated Nerve, no matter how much red he saw when he saw him. he made Hikaru happy. and with her past and lot in life she deserved to be happy, even if it wasn't with him...but...
'Psychotic, psychotic, I've got a psychotic mind
I'm so psychotic that I'm gonna vanish into thin air'
he scrunched his eyes even tighter and he gritted his teeth as a vein pulsed above his eye, his hand clenching tighter on his chest. the tinkling of glass ever louder in his ears.
"why?" he whispered shakily, "why couldn't it have been me?"
'it hurts, it hurts, my heart hurts
isn't it ludicrous? I love you deadly'of course because he lived with his family he saw Hikaru everyday. and everyday she would give him hugs in the front, glomps from behind, snuggle him on the couch, noogie him, tease his hair, give him a peck on the cheek, feed him some random sweet with her fingers to his mouth....she was slowly killing him
'I'm scared of myself
let me go asap, I wanna be relieved
somebody's voice is echoing in my head'
"well, why don't you finish it off?"Genji gasped loudly and fell to his side as he heard the form yet familiar voice. his knees curled to his chest, his hand ever tighter on his chest and now the other was clutching his head. his eyes clenched so tightly that it almost hurt.
the tinkling grew louder and louder and faster and faster. soon it was as fast and in tune with his heart.
BA-BUMP TINKLE
BA-BUMP TINKLE
BA-BUMP TINKLE
'Impulse, impulse, I'm having a strong impulse
I feel my heartbeat quicken, it's unbelievably noisy
stop it, stop it, let it go, asap
let me go, finish me off with your hands right now...please'
he then heard another familiar voice outside of the unfamiliar yet familiar voice. it was panicked and concerned. the voice then tried to pull him up but Genji resisted fiercely. and grabbed something blindly next to him and thrust it forward.
he slowly opened his eyes when he heard a soft gasp.
when his eyes finally focused he gasped in horror, looking at him with confused eyes was Hikaru. bleeding like a stuck pig from a large piece of glass in her chest.
'it stopped, it stopped, no more voice I hear
but the me in your eyes freaks me out'
"no...no.....nononononononononononononononononoNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"
he pulled the glass out, ignoring the blood that was getting on him, and pulled her close in a tight hug.
his eyes burned from the hot tears as he smothered his face into her bleeding chest, his arms wrapped around her as he yelled at her in vain to not leave him alone.
Hikaru's arms were limp as her body grew cold. her sparkling eyes were now empty as they stared at nothing.
Genji looked at the glass shard still in his hand. the pain in his chest, as well as the tinkling, had stopped.
'why? what is this? what happened? it can't be
I see nothing but a bloody world, I must be insane
Help me!'
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DA-...ok I has a problem with Misery and Angst yes, but not to worry. as I said this is just another one-shot. Hikaru no dead and Genji no crazy murderer ^-^ I hoped you liked it and hope you reivew!