A/N: Ok! So I'm sorry for not updating this for a while, but I wrote another story in between that and my whole explanation is on "Just My Swagger". If you don't want to read a Jagan story, here's the problem. My old laptop had this chapter, but then it decided to break on me. So my mom sent it in to get it fixed and I was going to wait for it to be fixed before I continued. Turns out, that I was going to lose all the memory, so I had to rewrite this chapter, and I've been really busy between talking to amazing people (OptimisticallyHeartbroken, StefunyLovesCarlos, Magichalo, and .thompson) and school the week before finals. Also, the amazing BTR Ustream! Did you guys see that? I loved it! So anyways, this chapter is dedicated to the next BTR music video of "Boyfriend" :D And hopefully "Worldwide" after that.

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush, Kendall or James, or the song Boyfriend, the only person I made up is Katrina. (Btw, thanks to someone for making me realize that Kendall loves (J)o and this is a Kendall/(J)ames fanfic) XD

Chapter 2

Music Inspiration: Boyfriend by Big Time Rush

Pairing: Kendall and James (Kames)

Rating: T (For one swear, which I don't even think classifies as a swear. XP)

"And Cut! Good job dogs!" Gustavo's voice echoed throughout the carnival ending the taping for the Boyfriend music video. The boy band was standing in front of the producer smiling at one another and their girlfriends. "We're done, so I'm letting you guys off your leashes…for now! Enjoy the carnival." Gustavo turned off and walked away into his limo as the boys immediately spread in different directions. Carlos happily and quickly dragged Sasha deeper into the carnival to go buy some hotdogs while Logan was pushed into a photo booth by Camille, who has a lustful look in her eyes.

Kendall was slowly walking off with his girlfriend Jo away from the bright lights and cacophony of sounds. The couple sat down on a bench shoulder to shoulder as Jo placed her head on the taller blondes shoulder. Kendall turned to her with a small smile and they both leaned in for a small kiss.

"This was my favorite music video." Kendall gave a playful smirk in response to his girlfriend's remark.

"That's only because I spent more than half the video making out with you."

"And I enjoyed every second of it." The two blondes smiled and began leaning in before Jo's cell phone began to ring. Kendall immediately turned his head away and rolled his eyes. He recognized the ringtone and gave a big sigh.

"Great time for New Town High to ruin the mood." Kendall crossed his arms as Jo gave an innocent smile.

"I'm so sorry, but I have to take this." Jo stood up and walked away to go talk on her phone.

Kendall was beginning to get tired of New Town High this and New Town High that. It was getting in the way of his relationship and basically cock-blocking him whenever he had the chance. He had even considered breaking up with Jo sooner or later. With his Big Time Rush stuff going on, Kendall is surprised she hadn't broken up with him. Her persistence and her love for him is what's keeping hooked on, but he's wondering if that's enough.

Kendall broke out of his though to observe the carnival in front of him. Behind the flashing lights and loud noises, he can see all his friends running about the park. Kendall was a little worried to see Logan dragged off to the Tunnel of Love and even more concerned when he saw Carlos leave Sasha with a shocked face at the Hot Dog stand. However, what caught his eye was James with Katrina, the girl who he was paired up with for the video. Kendall saw the two walking out of the Ferris wheel. Katrina was smiling and rubbing up against James who had a small smile on.

"Kendall, this is going to sound bad, but I have to go now." Kendall slowly stood up and sighed. He put his hands on her cheeks and gave a fake smile.

"I guess I should be used to this now." He leaned in a kissed her forehead, but her smile was beginning to make him regret being phony with her.

"I'll see you later Kendall." And with that she turned around and headed towards her limo. Kendall watched her walk off and slumped his shoulders and letting out a big sigh of disappointment.

He turned back around towards the carnival and went to go get the others so they can leave. The blonde was brooding and he didn't care if he was ruining the others' nights. However, when he was about to get James, he stopped just behind him when Katrina gave the tall brunette a kiss.

"I had a great time James." She smiled as she pulled something out of her purse. "Here's my number. Call me when you can." She winked and turned and walked away.

James turned around, keeping his eyes locked on the number. Kendall was about to break him out of his trance, but what shocked him was that James began to tear up the paper and threw it on the ground and raised his head to an appalled Kendall.

"What was that?" James shrugged.

"That was her number, which I ripped up."

"But why? I thought you had a good time" James gave the surprised blonde a big smirk.

"Well you thought wrong. She's not my type." James turned away from the blonde, who was beginning to get sick of the pretty boy's attitude. "When are we leaving this place?"

"James, who is your type? I mean you don't even have a girlfriend and I've seen you with plenty of girls. But since you act like this to a girl who throws herself at you, well I'm not surprised why you're alone!" James turned back around with an angry glare and walked towards the blonde until their foreheads were touching.

"Well Kendall. Maybe I just didn't like them. Maybe I like being alone." Kendall was beginning to be intimidated by the rising anger in the pretty boy. "And maybe you should just stay out of my business!" With that, James stormed off leaving a visibly shaken Kendall to watch him stomp off.

Kendall slowly turned around with a frown on his face. He shook his head and walked in the opposite direction keeping his gaze locked on the ground.

"James, I wish there was something I could do."

The next day, Kendall was walking out of his bedroom and felt completely guilty for getting James angry like that. He stood outside his bedroom and was contemplating whether or not to talk to him.

"I bet he hates me now." Kendall sighed as the thought passed through his mind. He slowly walked up to the door and put his knuckles up to the wood. Suddenly, the door whipped open and the blonde stepped back in shock.

Carlos rubbed his eyes as he walked out of the room and bumped into Kendall. The blonde caught the latino before he could fall.

"Carlos, is James in there?" Carlos slowly tilted his head up and looked sleepily at him.

"Morning Kendall. James left saying something about avoiding someone. I was too tired to understand."

Kendall's heart dropped as he loosed his grip around the shorter.

"I knew it." Carlos caught the sad look on Kendall's face before the blonde turned around and started walking to the door.

"Where are you going?"

"…I'm going down the pool." Kendall walked out and closed the door, leaving Carlos a little distraught at the defeated blonde.

Kendall tried to keep his tears back as he stood in the elevator. He didn't think that James would be that mad at him.

"I just didn't want you to get hurt James." Kendall felt like he was going to scream as he ran his hands through his hair.

The elevator door opened as the blonde slowly walked out into the lobby. He stuck his hands in his pockets and shrugged trying to keep his mind off what was troubling him.

Kendall walked outside to the pool and quickly looked around, finding Camille and Jo sitting on the other end.

"I knew he wouldn't be here." Kendall gave a sad smile and began to walk over to the girls.

"Can you believe James?" Kendall froze right behind the two at the sound of his name.

"I can. I mean think about it Jo. This is James we're talking about."

"You mean it was pretty obvious?"

"Jo, the boy fixes his hair ever minute. It's not a surprise he's gay."

Kendall's mouth dropped and his eyes went wide. Jo and Camille turned around quickly and their eyes went wide as well. Camille stood up and put her hands out in front of her.

"Kendall. I was just rehearsing with Jo!" Jo stood up and smiled at her boyfriend.

"Right! This character named James comes out on New Town High. It's going to be an amazing episode. You should watch it!" Kendall looked between the two smiling girls and shook his head before turning around and quickly heading out of the pool area.

James dropped his jacket on the couch and walked into his room. He fell into the bed pushing his face into the pillow and letting out a scream of exasperation.

"I can't believe I decided to trust those two with my secret. What was I thinking?" James turned over onto his back and stared up at the ceiling.

The silence in his room began to make him slowly close his eyes, before the sound of a door slamming open make his eyes shoot open.

"JAMES!" Kendall's voice made the brunette twitch at the sound, but he rolled his eyes pretending to ignore it.

James turned on his side to look at the blank wall, when the door to his room opened.

"James. We need to talk." James kept his gaze locked on the wall in front of him.

"I don't care Kendall; I don't need you to hook me up with another girl." There was a slight pause before the door was closed. James gave a small smile as he thought he had one, before he felt the bed shift underneath him.

"Please. I need you to look at me." James sighed as he slowly sat up to look at the blonde.

"What? Here to tell me how I should call that whore?" Kendall shook his head as he put his hand on his own neck and slowly rubbed it.

"James…I know." James shook his head in confusion.

"What are you talking about?"

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" James looked up and gave a little chuckle.

"Kendall, you're giving me a headache. Just spit it out."

"…How long have you been looking for a boyfriend?" James tensed up and slowly turned his head back to the blonde.

"…What?" Kendall put his hands on the brunette's shoulders.

"I know you're gay. I overhead Jo and Camille." The two stared for the longest time before James turned away and sat on the edge of the bed and put he hands in his hair. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"What was I supposed to say Kendall? 'Oh guess what? I like guys now, so don't you guys worry.' You guys wouldn't have treated me the same." Kendall could hear the brunette almost on the verge of tears. He placed his hand on the James' back.

"You should know us better than that. And you know I wouldn't do that to you." James slowly turned his head and looked over his shoulder. Kendall could see the small smile on the brunette, but could see the tears still filling his eyes.

"But what's going to happen now?" Kendall moved James so that their chests were open to each other.

"Well, I know this is going to sound crazy, but I found you a guy." James gave a small smile at the blonde and wiped the tears away.

"Really who?" Kendall stood up and motioned for him to stand as well. James stood up and put his hands in his pockets.

"Close your eyes, and I'll go get him." James did as he was told and closes his eyes. After waiting for a bit, James felt lips attach to his. He opened his eyes and jumped back at the sight at who was kissing. He'd seen the green eyes and blonde hair many times before.

"Kendall? What are you doing?" Kendall gave a shy smile and looked up at the brunette.

"What does it look like? I want to be your boyfriend."

"But what about Carlos and Logan? Your mom? The band? And Jo?" James was pacing and biting his knuckle, and all Kendall could do was smile.

"You have to trust me on this. This is all I want, and if you did also, you'd call me. If you don't, then I'll stay out of your way." Kendall walked out of the room, leaving James a little frazzled from the last ten minutes.

Kendall sat on his bed in his room staring up at the ceiling. It'd been 2 hours since his conversation with James and he'd given up hope. Kendall couldn't keep his tears back anymore and let them fall down his face. He didn't even bother to wipe them off.

"At least I have Jo still right?" Kendall gave a defeated chuckle and a sad smile as he sat up slowly. "I guess I'll just give her a call and hope she's not busy."

Kendall slowly walked over to his phone and picked it up. He opened the phone and smiled at what he saw.

"Wow… 10 missed calls from James. I'm so stupid for leaving my phone on silent." Kendall smiled before calling up his boyfriend.

A/N: I felt really weird writing this chapter over again, but the ending really came through for me I don't like having short page breaks though, so I guess that's what weirded me out. XD Anyways, I hope you liked it and PLZ review. Btw, if you're reading this, I was inspired to write this chapter off the lyrics "But I overheard your girls and this is what they say. That you're looking for a boyfriend" and if you're like me and have a weird mind, you would know what I was thinking XD Anyways, can anyone guess what the next song will be now? And while I'm asking that, can anyone guess the rest of the chapters? XD