I own nothing! ms meyers has that honor of owning all things Twilight!
So on Sunday I did not get out of the bed except for to eat and use the bathroom. It was really killing me that I did not accept Edwards invitation to dinner. But I could not go back now there was no reason to be at the hospital since Matthew was getting better. Instead, I prepared myself for school tomorrow. Made sure all of my papers were graded and in my bag.
When I got to school on Monday and went into the office to sign in all of the teachers were staring at me. I was starting to wonder if i had food on my face. But when I turned around that was when it hit me. He my "GEG" was standing in the doorway with a bundle of wildflowers, still in his greenish must have known he was there to see me.
"Edward what are u doing here." was all i could seem to muster.
"These are for you." says my GEG.
"Oh well thank you!"
" So do you have a minute, I would like to speak with you if you don't mind"
"Umm... Sure, we can go to my room." my inner self was squealing with delight!
Once we get to my door its locked so I have to dig my keys out of my purse...it feels like it takes forever. He stands there patiently waiting. So when we finally get into my room and the lights are on. All i can do is put the flowers in a vase with water. I have no clue as to what to say to him. Luckily he breaks the ice.
"Bella are you married?" I laugh really too loud.
"Umm... NO!" when I can finally speak again.
"Well then why did you turn me down...oh god ur gay?" he whispers the last part. And again all i can do is laugh.
" I assure you that I am not gay."
"Oh." its so lowly spoken I almost could not hear him.
"Edward I have had a really bad break up and I'm not ready to date again."
"Oh you just got out of a relationship?" he asks.
"Umm... No it was a while ago."
Of course he asks the dreaded question..." How long ago?"
"Um why does it matter Edward?"
"Because I am trying to figure out why your turning me down you aren't married, or gay, so it makes me wonder whats wrong." he says as he yawns.
"It's a long story and this isn't the time or the place for it."
"Well then how about you tell me over dinner Friday night then." Man hes a persistent little shit isn't he.
"Fine", I pull a post-it off my desk and write my number on it." Call me Wednesday and we'll figure out a when and where."
He turns and walks out..All I can think is good lord my GEG is persistent...Woah MY GEG? Where in the hell did that come from?
So the week goes by fast. Edward called on Wednesday and want to take me to the Warehouse to eat..I have heard of the place I have never been there. I've heard it can be pretty pricey.
When Friday rolls around I'm a mess. It's been three long years since I have gone out on a date. SO what do I do I call Alice. And let me tell you I should have thought twice about it.
"So...I need your help Al."
"What now Bells?"
"Isortahaveadate"
"Come again because I swear I just heard you say you have a date?" of course shes gonna make this hard.
"Yes Al i have a date and I need your help, I have no idea what to wear!"and she goes all postal on me and squeals like a banshee into the phone.
"Ok so first off who is it?"
"His name is Edward and hes a doctor at the hospital downtown" and she squeals again.
"Alice if you cant tone it down im gonna just hang up and do this my self""Alice?"
oh no she hung up so i call her back "Alice why did you hang up on me?"
"I will be there in a half hour to get you all dolled up!" is all she says and she hangs up again. So i sit and wait. There's a loud bang on the door and i know she has arrived. And Hurricane Alice has made landfall...
"So where are you going what time will he be hear and what does he look like?" like i said Hurricane Alice has made land fall.
"Ok so we are going to the Warehouse and he will be here at 7 sharp he said and well he is a Green Eyed God" shit i cant believe i said that last part!
"He is a what?"
"He has the most amazing green eyes Al."
"SO his eyes are amazing what about him is he a hottie?"
"Um... I guess you could say so Al, are you gonna help me or are you just gonna have an interrogation?"
"Ok Ok so I know you don't have anything nice so I brought a few things over lets see how about this green one to match his eyes?" She pulls out the most amazing emerald green dress thats strapless and comes just above my knees. "Ok Al I think I like this one BUT! no death traps for shoes ok?"
Humph!"OK BELLS JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"well that went better than I thought and then she pulls it out yes oh yeah i should have known it was Bella Barbie time because she pulls out enough makeup to fill the counter at Dillards!
Once I've been poked prodded and everything between its 6:45 and i am ready and i have to admit i look nice."Bells hes not gonna know what hit him!" And then it comes the last thing i knew she was gonna do...
"So Bells do i get to meet your green eyed god or do i have to leave?" SHIT SHIT SHIT
"Ok you can stay just don't go asking him all of the questions you asked the last person i dated when HE showed up."
"Well I told you he was no good for you and he broke your heart how am I gonna know if I cant ask him questions?"
"Look Al I don't wanna talk about HIM tonight of all nights, I'm trying to move past that whole ordeal like everyone wants so let it be." And the door bell rings! SHIT SHIT SHES STILL HERE! And she waltzes down like she owns the place and opens the door.
"UMM..is Bella here?"
"Sure she is I'm here best friend Alice and you must be Edward?"
"Yes"
"Well come in" this is where i make my decent down the stairs. I manage not to fall which is good.
"Hello Edward are you ready?" I'm trying to get out before the questions start like I know they will.
"Yes if you are."
"Well lets get going, Bye AL!" I cant believe i managed to get outta there before the questions started rolling.
"You look lovely Bella"
"Thank you and you look handsome yourself" He looks like the god he is khaki pants green button up shirt that the first three buttons are undone on the top. So we make our way to dinner its nice. I get a salad and a steak and he has the same. Then he asks if I want to go to a movie. HMM wonder if I can get him to go see that one with the hottie Pattinson in. He actually favors him alot...So we go and see the movie because hes such a gentleman he lets me pick. Once the movie is over when we get in the car there a tension in the air and I am trying to ignore it. Once we arrive back at my apartment I ask if he would like to come in for a drink. GOD knows my body is wanting more than a drink but I don't think the first date is the best time to take care of the situation.
"I'd love a drink Bella" So I unlock the door and we go in he makes himself at home on the sofa I ask him what would he like I tell him I have some Grey Goose and some Crown Royal.
"Well I think I'll take a crown and coke if you have it?" So I make two crown and cokes and we are on the sofa. And we both are so damn nervous you can just feel it.
"So I had a nice time tonight Edward."
"As did I" and I giggle ok maybe I made the drinks a little too strong...He leans over and he whispers into my ear "Bella can I kiss you love" ok umm where did the love come from but I guess I'll take it.
"Sure Edward I think that would be nice" is all I can mumble out. He scoots closer and his lips barely brush mine. Like he is testing the waters or something so in my have buzzed self I push my lips to his and there is an energy there that I cannot describe.. It is almost like electric. Then he lets his tongue brush over my bottom lip asking for entrance. And I open my mouth and we are so deep into this kiss when I break for air he doesn't he stars peppering my neck with more kisses and I think I am gonna loose it right there. He looks into my eyes and they are just as emerald green as my dress but there's also something else there LUST! But what I don't know is if i can let this go as far as I want it to. This is our first date! Is what I keep chanting to myself. And then our lips meet again and that goes out the window. When he breaks for air this time I realise that my hand is up the back of his shirt and his hands are up my thigh under my dress. He turns his head and he asks "is this ok?" What in the hell do I say to that...All I can do is nod my head..And his lips come crashing back down.
"Bella" he says
"HMM" is all I can manage.
"If we keep on were gonna end up in a serious position here" I scoot from him and he looks at me with hooded eyes.
"Um would you like another drink Edward?"
"Sure" so I walk over and pour us each another drink.
"So" is all i get out again I'm an English teach for goodness sakes why can't I get more out than that.
"So" he says. And picks up his drink and downs it in one big gulp.
"Ok so that's your second one do you think you should sleep on the sofa or should you drive?" What the hell am I thinking I cannot have him on my sofa all night!
"I would love to stay on the sofa but I don't think that thats wise" he says
"Well you cannot drive after drinking those I think they were both quite strong."
"Well I guess I can call a cab then"
"Edward have you seen the cabs in this town? You might catch something off of the seats." I laugh. He turns to me and looks at me with this look I do not think I have ever seen.
"Bella if I stay the night I cannot promise that I will be the gentleman my mother raise me to be and that is not good." SO what does my stupid beyond buzzed ass do at this point I kiss him and I mean it is even better than the other kisses we have shared! Before I realise whats going on my dress is off his shirt is off and we are headed to my bedroom with no break in this kiss to which I do not know how we've done it. When we do break the light is coming through the blinds in my room and his chest is...well there are not words to describe! Not a six pack this god has an eight pack and his hard! His chest is just sculpted! I look up at his and his eyes are sparkling I mean they are glowing too. His hair is just all over the place. He gets between my legs and kisses me and I can feel his hard and good Lord! He is so huge and I mean long and hard!
"Ummm...Edward do you have anything?" He turns his head and says...
"Ummm...NO I did not plan on things going this far tonight."
"Neither do I, and I have not been on the pill in years."
"Well how about we just get into bed and we can just cuddle is that okay with you Bella?" This man is a true gentleman and a god!
"Sure that would be nice, let me go and get my night clothes on and you can get comfy in the bed while I'm gone." I hop outta the bed and go into the bathroom and all I have is my sweats and a tshirt. I guess this will have to do until I can get something nicer for our next date. So I brush my hair and my teeth and go back out to the bedroom. When I get there Edward is on the opposite side of the bed asleep. I get in and lay down and I look at his sleeping form and he is just the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I lay down with my back to him and sleep seems to find me.