Summary: Blaine needs to tell someone about his life. Who came into it and who went out. Even if the person is a stranger. Hurting!Blaine
Hey guys! So, I figured that my writing days should be every Wendsday and Friday. I would make it every Wendsday and Saturday, but I can't be sure wether I'll be within internet on the weekends. Okay, again, make sure you submit a suggestion for something to happen to Blaine's life throughout this story. And I can't belive the outcome of the first chater! Wow, guys, thanks so much for reviewing, following, and favoriting! Alright, I don't own Glee or any Glee characters. Only Rebeca Hill. Enjoy!
Andrew dropped Blaine off at Mrs, Hill's offices at nine o'clock. Of course, he just has to be on time for everything, Blaine thought as he walked down that long hallway. He felt auful. Even though he was kind of relived that his devil of a father wasn't going to be there, he definitely didn't want to be with that weird woman- what's her name again? She always tried to get into his head. Blaine didn't know how in the world she had gotten him to reveal anything about… about him. Blaine shuddered at the mear thought of his former lover. Was lover even the right word for their situation? Well, what else could he call it? Whatever it was, it's over.
But, you know what? It felt kind of good to get something out. Blaine knows that he has to let someone in. And even though he didn't like this woman one little bit, it would be better to tell her about everything wrong in his life than it would to his father or mother. But before I go in there and star in a 'These are all my secrets'special, I definitely need to make sure she's completely trust worthy.
Blaine stood outside of Mrs. Hills office for many minuetes before he finally knocked on the door.
"Come in Blaine!" Rebeca said, her voice muffled by the door.
He opened the door and stepped in, closing the door behind him.
"Hello, Blaine, it's nice to talk to you again, and without your father." She said from her desk, Blaine still standing at the door. "Come sit down, please."
He sat down on one of the chairs across from her desk.
"So, I want to get right into it, if that's alright with you." She said.
"Uh, could I maybe ask you some questions first?" Blaine said.
"Yes, of course, as long as their appropriate."
"Um… Will anything I say be like leaked or anything?"
"No, as long as you're not in harm of yourself or others."
"Okay, what if another person is?"
"Depends on who and what you're talking about, but if it's not something horrible, I can't exactly get them in trouble." She said.
"Alright. Then, I guess I'm ready to get started.
"Okay," She beamed, "How about we start with the easy stuff? How was your life as a high- school student?"
"Um… I guess it was okay. You know that I was in the show choir for Dalton, which was my school. We were called the Warblers, like the bird. We actually had a mascot bird. His name was Pavarotti, but he's a… he's dead now." Blaine frowned.
"I'm so sorry about that."
"No, it didn't faze me that much. He was just really important to a… friend of mine." Blaine looked down at the floor, remembering that day that Pav died.
Rebeca would've asked who the friend was, but she didn't want to dig into the obvious wound that was there, so she simply wrote it down in her notes.
"So, did the Warblers go to any competitions or anything?" Rebeca asked and Blaine looked up. Yes! That research about show choir paid off!
"Yeah, we were pretty popular in the show choir world. While I was there, which was from the beginning of second semester my freshman year to my junior, we got a nationals trophy, a regionals, and another regionals. I was their lead soloist in every year." Blaine said, kind of proudly.
"Wow, that's amazing. Did you get good grades while you were at Dalton?" Mrs. Hill asked.
"Yeah, all A's every year. I did it for my dad, you know. So he would be proud of me."
"And why wouldn't he be proud of you?"
"Because, ever since I came out to his when I was 14, he didn't really pay attention to me." Blaine said without thinking. Whoa, how did she get that out of me?
Jackpot! Rebeca smiled at him. "Does your father not accept your sexuality?"
"Um, I don't think it's that, it's just I don't think he really understands it."
"Oh, I see. So, to get his attention and approval, you felt the need to do everything you could to be the best." She guessed.
"… Yeah, pretty much."
"Hmm… Could you tell me why you transferred from Westerville Public School to Dalton? You only spent one semester there."
"Uh, well, while I was there, I was severely bullied to no end once I came out. But it really reached its peak at the school dance."
"Can I ask what happened?"
"I, uh. There was only one other gay guy at my school at the time, so I asked him to go to the dance with me. He said yes. So, when we were waiting for his dad to pick us up after the dance, some guys came out… with a bat. They kicked the living crap out of us. I was in a coma for a few days. That's when my dad transferred me." Blaine said, his voice thick from emotion.
Rebeca stood up and walked over to Blaine, putting a comforting hand on his shoulder. "What happened to the other boy?" She asked softly.
"… All I know it that, I never saw him again after that night." Blaine started to cry softly at the memory.
She squatted down in front of him and took him into her arms. He tensed. Could he trust this woman? She rubbed small circles on his back in a soothing motion. He finally leaned into the embrace and cried for about five minutes.
An alarm went off on Rebeca's desk. The therapeutic hour was over. She went over to her desk, wiping her own tears off of her face. She turned off the alarm and gave the younger boy a tissue that he took with a small thank you.
"The time is up. I'd like to set up some appointments every Thursday for the rest of the month. Okay?"
Blaine nodded and walked out the door of her office to meet his dad outside.
That boy needs serious help. I'm going to give that to him.
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