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Pairing: 1886

Rating: T (Hibari's pimpish tendencies :L)

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I've Changed – Chapter 2

Hibari's POV (past tense)

I was never one for crowds. They irritated me no end. It wasn't just the magnitude of people, but the people in said crowds. This included the incredibly annoying herbivore known as Haru. She had always been weak , to weak to be considered worthy of being spoken to. She had trailed round after Tsunayoshi for a long time. Love was the emotion of the weak.

It wasn't til our return to past ( well present xD ) that I had noticed changes in her. She had grown a harder skin , so to speak. She started to learn combat skills, she didn't let passing comments, or even insults affect her. I was starting to consider whether , after years and years of hard graft and battering, that Haru may have potential. That was until she came to realise that Tsunayoshi would never return her affections. She may have acted touch , but her emotions betrayed her for who she was. A weak little girl.

So that day, in the kitchen , when I found her on her own, I let the urge to call her out, tell her the truth, come out. She surprised me that day. Most people in the base , if not all of them, were scared of me. So when she decided to throw a punch, even though it didn't hurt me , it surprised me. It angered me. She surprised me again. After calling her weak, her sudden outburst of rage. Well it turned me on. I hate to say it, but I love it when people get angry, its quite sexy. I didn't control what I did next.

In my head, the kiss was purely physical. No emotion behind it. But I couldn't help but feel happy, when after a few seconds Haru angrily kissed back. I could feel her face scowl, and she angrily put force into the kiss. She even bit my bottom lip. I dropped my tonfa's at that point. Then she put her arms around my neck, pulling my head closer. I put my hands on her hips. I didn't know where this was going to go, but I honestly couldn't say I cared. I hadn't nailed someone in a while. I thought I might get lucky, until she threw me off angrily.

I scowled at her.

"Don't touch me!" she suddenly screamed. She picked up the first thing she could find , a heavy pot, and threw it at me. I neatly dodged it, but she had run out of the room by the time I looked back around.

"Damn" I cursed out loud. It looked like I was sleeping alone tonight.

Haru POV (past tense)

I wrapped my arms around my legs tightly. I was sat atop my bed. I felt trapped in the Vongola mansion. It's not that I couldn't go, its just I had nowhere else. After announcing to my parents that I would be moving in with my friends, of whom most were male, at the age of 16, they were less than pleased. We argued for three days straight. And as I walked out of the door with all my possessions, my mother turned her back to me, and my fathers last words to me were

"If you leave now, you're never coming back". I left anyway.

I should of cried. I probably would have. But I just couldn't. I had to prove Hibari wrong, I was a new woman, I was strong now. So I didn't let my last memory of my parents upset me. Instead I surveyed my room. I had only been here a few weeks, and I hadn't had time to decorate. Everything I owned was in this single room. The furniture was complied of a large double bed, a large dresser, a medium sized desk and a beauty table. There was an adjoining bathroom.

My bed had silk sheets, my dresser was filled with designer clothes, my desk had the latest technology and my beauty table had the latest beauty items. But it didn't feel like my own. All of my things were under my bed , I didn't need them now the Vongola supplied all my possessions. I sighed, this place wasn't my home , it was just where I lived. I needed the comfort that non of my friends could give. I wanted love.

There was a knock at the door. I groaned, but didn't answer it , thankful I had put the lock on the inside. I waited , and another knock came, then another.

"What?" I finally caved, in an angry tone.

"Haru?" it was Tsuna. She felt like screaming 'Go away!' , but she couldn't.

"What's wrong" I sighed, still not planning to open the door. There was a pause.

"We're worried Haru, about you." Tsuna sighed. I didn't respond.

"I know nothing I do will help, but I am so sorry Haru, I never meant to hurt you."

I walked towards the door, and sat with my back pressed against it.

"I know" I choked back tears. I put my palms on the door, biting my lip.

"We are all here for you Haru, we all love you. You are part of the Vongola , you are part of the family Haru." Then he left. And I was on my own again. I just sat there, I don't know how long for. I guess I was creating closure. I may not have had a lover, but at least I had a brother. I may not have had romantic love, but I wasn't without a family. I smiled, for he first time in three weeks.

2 weeks later

I was happy now. I was socializing again. I didn't care when Tsuna looked at Kyoko that way, I was happy for them. I was cooking again , and looking after Lambo and I-pin. I was happy. The only cloud in my sky was Hibari. I avoided him, because o our kiss. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know why I kissed him back, I didn't know why I liked it so much. But I shrugged it of every time.

But after two weeks, I knew my luck would run out. And sadly I ran into him in the corridor. He didn't even act like he'd seen me when I walked past, and I thought that everything was fine, until he grabbed my arm. When I turned round, he was still facing the same direction , but his arm stretched behind him to grab mine.

"Hibari?" I asked quietly. He still didn't turn to face me. I frowned and stepped around to face him.

"What do you want?" I demanded, looking him in his cold steel eyes. He smirked.

"You've been avoiding me herbivore" he said leaning down so his face was at the same level as mine. I stood my ground. If I ran away now I'd be a coward.

"Who wouldn't? Pervert." I kept my voice smooth , but I was scared inside. He still smirked.

"You enjoyed it" he purred. I rolled my eyes, only do I wouldn't have to look him in the eyes. He was very enticing. He grabbed my chin so I faced him again.

"Hay let go" I shouted at him. But he didn't listen. The second kiss started then. I sighed, well I would have if it weren't for the fact that I was being kissed.

It wasn't that Hibari wasn't attractive, it's just that I didn't want to have a 'acquaintances with benefits'.( I could never see him considering me as a friend). I wanted a relationship. There was no point starting something that would just end up in upset. But I couldn't help it. His evil made him sexy, and he was strong and muscular.

"Oh throw caution to the wind Haru, have some fun" I told myself internally. And let Hibari enter my mouth with his tongue. I hadn't actually been kissed before Hibari. There was one small peck on the lips, but that was nothing compared to this.

I don't know how long we were kissing for, but we ended up against the wall, with me having to remind myself to breathe through my nose. I had to break it after a while , because if I was honest, being pressed against a wall was uncomfortable. He decided to kiss my neck , or so I thought. He ran his tongue over my throat, then nipped at it. When he bit my neck I nearly screamed.

"Ahhh what the fu-" I was cut off by a small kiss on the lips. Then he left , chuckling along the way. I was left to rub my sore neck , which was coming out in a hickey.

I should've been mad. But I just laughed.

"Wow Haru. You've changed" I chuckled internally.