Lita couldn't help but smile as she made her way through the RAW arena. She had just returned from her honeymoon with John and she couldn't of been happier. It had been over a year since she told Randy how she felt and she didn't think she'd ever feel for anyone again. Granted her feelings for John where different then her feelings for Randy, but still she had found someone that made her happy again and she wasn't prepared to wait around for Randy.

They hadn't had a proper conversation since she confessed her feelings and she didn't want to have to see him on her wedding day yet john wasn't aware of their past and she didn't want him to be, so she said nothing when he invited Randy. She did catch a small glimpse of him as she made her way up the alter and a part of her felt sad, but she pushed it to the back of her mind and focused on the man standing in front of her, and the life she could have with him.

The red headed diva snapped back to reality when she noticed her best friend headed her way, a blank look on her face.

"Earth to Trish" she said jokingly as she waved her slim hands in front of her friend. "You ok? You seem a bit out of it".

"Eh, yeah I'm ok" the Canadian diva paused for a moment while Lita gave her the I'm not buying it look. "Just have some stuff on my mind, nothing major I swear." She shot the fiery diva a limp smile, Lita nodding her head in return.

"So, how was the honeymoon?"

"Amazing...we lay by the pool, drank, ate...it was good to just get away for a while"

"And what about the wedding sex?" Trish quizzed a wide smile spread on her face.

"A lady never tells" Lita replied slightly blushing.

"Awh c'mon Li, you can't not tell me it's girl code...you have no choice in the matter"

"Ok ok...let's just say for our first few days there, we didn't even leave our room". And with that the red head bid farewell to her friend and headed towards her locker room. Upon entering she was expecting to see her husband, smiling his usual goofy smile but instead she was greeted by all too familiar blue eyes staring right at her. She could feel her hands becoming clammy and the sweat beginning to form on her brow. This was the first time they had been alone in over a year.

"What are you doing here" she managed to choke out.

"I wanted to see you."

The air was tense and filled with silence as both superstars continued to stare at each other.

"How was your honeymoon?"

"Do you really think it's appropriate of you to ask me that? After a year of silence?"

"It takes two Li"

"Don't you dare try to turn this on me Randy..."

"I'm not trying to do anything Lita, it's just the truth."

"I did try with you, for months on end but you chose to ignore me so after awhile I gave up. But you, you never tried, not once"

"I'm trying now" His blue eyes pleaded with her hazel ones. She could see the hurt behind them but she refused to give in. Refused to give him the satisfaction of knowing she still cared.

"Yeah well, you're a year too late" She practically spat the words at him, full of venom, before she retreated out of the locker room. She couldn't bear to look at him any longer.

Elsewhere

"Trish, I know you're in there. Will you just open the door so we can talk? I don't understand what I've done wrong".

Holding her head in her hands, the blonde diva wanted nothing more than to open the door and embrace the man behind it, but she couldn't pull herself from her position on the floor. She was slumped against the wall, tears streaming down her face. Her body felt numb. Her mind was blank. The banging on her door stopped eventually, and she was glad it did. She just needed to be alone. Needed time to think. Needed time to grieve.

Ok so its been a while since i updated but please r&r! it means a lot :) what do think is wrong with trish? be ready for another lita/randy confrontation in the next chapter...also john will appear, i left him out of this one, not intentionally but anyway hope you guys enjoy this chapter :)