3 years later.
looking back at how my family was growing and how happy we were made me smile. you see my mother went into early labor with my new lill brother jacob but she didnt servive. my daddy wasnt the same after that day. yes he took care of us but thats it. i had to grow up and help my lill brother and my sisters who are 3 right now. its really hard.
i sigh as i hear the door slam and jacob crying. -hear i go again-i think and walks tores jakes room 'ok ok lill brother its ok' i say as i get to his crib and rub his back.
i pick him up and starts changing him while i call for the girls. they walk in and i see that they wer crying again 'come here you 2' i say as i see the try to hold back the tears. i hug them close and wispers 'its gonna be ok daddy just really sad about mommy going away. he'll be back soon' they nod and looks at jacob to see him watching us chewing on his fingers. i look at the girls and smile 'stay hear with jake i gotta get his bottle' they nod and starts playing with him.
i walk to the kitchen and sighs as i start making the bottle. i was taught how to use the werming bottle holder so i dont tuch the stove. i grab the phone and looks at it.-should i call him and tell him daddys left again- i think and diel the number. as i wate i check on the bottle. 'hello' someone says ' hi auntie sue is uncle harry there' i say leaning on the counter. 'hi sweatheart yes hes hear why did somthin happin' i smile and shake my head 'no just wanted to tell him that daddy left again and im making jacobs bottle' i says and hears her sigh' ok hunny your uncle will be over soon. no stove you hear me' i smile' yes ma'am i kno' we say bye and i walk back to the room with the bottle for jacob.