Disclaimer/Authors note: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters... sadly =)
*spoiler alert* Oh BTW Edward is gonna kinda seem like a sadistic a**hole in this chapter.... lol but don't worry
*spoiler* He's not REALLY a evil a**hole ;)*end spoiler*
BPOV
How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself and turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming
(Evanescence – I must be dreaming)
The smell of daisies and sunshine tickled my nose as I slowly opened my eyes. He was there, watching me in the dark. The fireplace was lit and the light made him glow like a Greek god. It was Edward, but not MY Edward, even though he wasn't mine anymore there were distinct differences between the Edward I loved and the one who sat before me in the rocking chair.
For example this Edward was slightly more toned, and in the front of his hair there were more vibrant reddish specks. I wanted to reach out and touch them, I didn't need to be a vampire to see how absolutely stunning he was!
Knock it off Bella, this ISN'T EDWARD. Just breathe. You need to find a way out of here, pronto! Oh great, I was talking to myself again. As I broke eye contact and started looking around I noticed three things I had missed on my first intake of the room. One, I was bound to the bed with straps that looked like the kind they used in mental institutes. Two, I was pretty much nude except that they had left my underwear and bra on thank god. And three, I had marks on my body that would make it look like I was ravished. I froze when I noticed there was a bite mark right over my left hip bone, I stopped breathing.
Edward noticed my discomfort because he walked over to the bed and tried to soothe me, tracing circles on my hands. "Don't worry love, they wont scar," he stated as he held out his hand motioning to my body. He had a smile on his face that didn't belong there, it was wrong.
I wanted to slap him.
I was lost in thought thinking about me wishing this was a dream and how in the world I was going to wake myself up from this nightmare when all of a sudden I started coughing. The crap they used to black me out was making me sick, blood started creeping out the sides of my mouth; I thought I was going to die.
I didn't want to die here with this version of Edward. Talk about karma, all I wanted was Edward to stay so I could be with him and now that I'm with him it's a sadistic version of Edward! God, my mind is so messed up! Please wake up, please wake up!!
My rambling thoughts were cut off by Edward ravishing my mouth with his. As soon as he was there kissing me, he was gone. I blinked surprised by the sudden absence and there stood Rosalie, towering over me.
"What the hell do you think your doing Edward?!" she screeched. She looked at me with sympathy in her eyes for the first time, "I'm so sorry my sister, and I really am with all my heart."
Mist started whisking around me, lapping at my body. A sapphire blue dress appeared and covered me with warmth. My chains disappeared, and for the first time I felt strong.
As the mist faded I realized I was floating in the air above my body, Rosalie had her hand out and something was covering my face. She had given me that medicine to make me sleep; I wonder why she kept knocking me out!
It would be so much easier to figure this out if I was AWAKE. Err well, awake in this dream, god this is so hard! I just want to give up.
"Don't give up my dear Isabella."
It was the same voice from the mist before I came to this strange place; I was looking everywhere to see the origin of the voice. A mist like figure approached me, stopping for a second looking like it was contemplating something. "Let me show you something dear one."
Before I could answer the mist enveloped me and showed me the forest, it was like fast forward until I spotted a girl lying on the ground. It was ME! "Young dear Isabella, you should not be in either of these places neither here nor there however, you need to know who you are; who I am. I was lost a long time ago in a great war, a war of my own in some ways. You see, Isabella, I have been searching for you. In the war I lost not only myself, but the most important part of me; you. This is our past you have been living in that will lead up to the war. You need to set things straight, here in the past and in your present time. I am unable to do so; I am in a type of prison until we can be united as one again so I need your help. You were the most important part of me, my heart and all the love in my being. Remember that. "
Everything went black. I felt like I was falling, I heard 'good luck' whispered into my ear. I woke up in that same bed a couple minutes later to see Edward in the same place he had been the first time. I decided to react differently, and this time strike up conversation.
"So Edward, um love, why am I tied up?"
"It is more fun that way, don't you agree? You always did love this game." What the hell is he talking about? A game? Oh joy.
"I see, Edward will you please untie me?"
He growled and before I knew it he was hovering over me with a look in his eye that screamed predator. I swallowed. "I will untie you if you give me what I want."
He did his half-smirk and I melted like putty in his hands. "Whatever you want," I rushed out since I felt like I couldn't breathe.
"Marriage love, I want you to be my wife, eternally."
Matrimony?! This is how Edward is getting me to marry him? It's sick but kind of funny in a way. Maybe he was right about me liking these games. OMG NO BELLA NO. This isn't funny, this isn't Edward. Shit. Well, she said this was my past, or well 'our' past so I guess I'm going to have to deal. But it makes me wonder, if this is my past Edward then what in the world happened to me, well past me at least?
I couldn't say anything except the word,"Yes."
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