Kakashi
Last night I walked by Kurenai's and Asuma's house. I heard something about Asuma cheating on her, but I decided to ignore it, but then it made me uncomfortable so I decided to visit her, and when I got to her house I saw her with bruises and cuts. She tried to not show any emotions, she was a ninja after all, but I was able to see that she was broken in pieces, every bit of her was broken. I wanted to put her back together and see her smile. I don't know why I wanted to do that, it was a weird feeling.
Kurenai
Kakashi visited me today, I felt sadness and at the same time comfortable. I miss the feeling of comfort, I wasn't able to feel any other feelings, but sorrow, loneliness, betrayal, and pain. It made me want to cry, and tell it to somebody about what happened last night.
Asuma
I feel so guilty that I can't go home, I don't if I should apologize or blame her for making me angry. I have so many problems, I don't know what to do. Drowning my problems with alcohol will not solve them, but at least it can free me from it for a while, even if it just for a few seconds.