Chapter II. And now ?
It was twenty one on her inner clock that evening and Jenny wasn't shure, what she was feeling right now about Sheldon, she was confused, more confused about any other thing that ever happened in her live. Sure, he was her best friend, but he still wanted to be more, does she wanted it too?
Ah rigt there was his home, his room was right about his garage. She hovered throug his window, watching if he was inside, but she couldn't see anythink. So she decidet to move througt the front dor to ring the bell, since he sayd his parents were still on a holiday trip she couldn't distrurb anyone.
The door wasn't closed, so she coult easy went inside the house, strange the thought, extending one phaser. Sildend she hovers upstairs to his room, everythink looks normal, like everytime she traveled here. Actually she likes to be here, more than the most other places on earth, she thought smiling to herself.
She looks at his bed, where a picture of him stood with his signature; Sheldon Oswald Lee, a hart and her name, that must be the preasent he talked about the whole day she thought.
But if Sheldon wasn't here then who…. wait, the garage, he must work on somethink. So Jenny wents downstairs, very excitet to see Sheldon,what realy makes feel her strange.
She opens the garage door, walks inside and searches for Sheldon, on his work ´bench lays a letter:
"Deer somebody, if just anybody notice my letter,
i tried hard; I tried to fix in school, but i miss. I tried to get more then three friend's, but I miss. I tried to get Jenny loving me from the inner deep of my soul for just what I am inside, like I loves her for what she's inside –the girl inside the gynoid, the soul that makes her herself-
but I miss. And no one cares.
I helped resquing people but no one cares, I helped defedign the Cluster Invasion, but no one cares. No one ver cares, not even Jenny.
Sure, some people thought I am a hero, but that's not true, or am I?
I designet the Silver Shell to let Jenny know that robot guys also can be real big jerks,"
What? Thought Jenny to herself.
"but that failed too, she feld in love with him and I couldn't tell her without breaking her heart. So I decidet to make her lucky, I went aut with her on dates inside the Shell, the same one she rejected by beeing buisy and non intrested when I asked her a few hours before. Whem I asked her as the Silver Shell she had time and interesting in everithing, but that didn't cound for me, like it didn't cound what I feld in such situations, I only wanted her to be happy."
Then Jenny starts to snevel, recognising how true and deep he loves her, while she reads on…
"But I could never make her happy, I could never make anyone happy, they don't care about me, they just care about the Silver Shell! Damn I wish I could've tould Tuck he was right that I'm the Silver Shell, but I decided my way.
If Jenny doesn't care about me and the world is fine with her saving everyone then they don't need me any more.
They don't need me as Shledon and they don't need me as Silver Shell, so I should go.
I should go to the only place I realy fittet in, where realy anyone needs my help, as a pirate captain in outer space or something like that, just be anywhere, where people need me - Sheldon."
That was all, Jenny watched ahead the letter and thougt about what she still had read. Damn he was right, she had made mistakes, but he had too. Maybe they would be happy if she wasn't so blind from the outside and stupid sometimes; Silver Shel-l / Shel – don?! O NO, it was just to stupid easy for her to even recognise. But could it realy be, him the "geek" as her one and only true knight in the shining armour, the Silver Shell she tought, looking down.
Then she saw somethink, there it was under a couple of Papers, blueprints of some of it's inventions there it was; the blueprint of the Silver Shell. She watched at them, recognising every detail. She shocked, he's right it was just a maschine a human could fit in and non robot like her, how could a only teenage robot like her be so silly. She said him that hes nice and all, but she realy needs a robot boy, so he becomes one, even if it mend he had to risk his live some times for her.
She ruined it, she ruined all, recognising how much he just did to her, she simply could figure out how wunderful and perfect a date with him could've been and collapses on the ground, still crying.
On the other end of the milky Way a large horde of hundreds of Cluster Ships, the last ones who are loyal to their Queen Vexus collect their strength to make the largest counter attack in the history of the Cluster Empire, with one target; the Earth and one ambition; the enslavemend or destruction of the human race.
Autors note:
But what could Jenny do now about her problem with Sheldon? What will her mother and her friends possible do? And what happened, when the Cluster attacks Earth? Some of these questions we will answer in the third Capter: the Escape or the Mission?