Hey! This is my second chapter of my first fanfiction. Please review and don't forget I don't own Victorious! Unfortunately. :/

If this was real, then I really, really have to be lucky. Honestly, I can't believe she just did that.

"What? Is something wrong, Jadey?" She started to frown. No. No, don't frown, it's gonna make m-

"No, nothing's wrong. It was great spending time with you…really." I fake-smiled, hoping she wasn't going to know it was pseudo.

"Maybe we can do this again sometime…" Cat said, taking a long look at my eyes, and then my lips.

I don't think she knows I know about these little peeks she's taking but I definitely won't call her out about it. Oh no.

"Yeah, that'd be nice." I leaned in for our hug, which was a tradition for us. We always did it.

I don't think she was thinking about hugging. Not at all.

She shivered. And I twitched.

"Weeeeeeelllllll? Are you gonna hug me or not?" She was taking too damn long. Her mind wasn't in the right place.

Cat leaned in and slowly pulled her arms around me. I don't think she wanted to let me go… at all.

I liked this. I liked it anytime she held me. It was always different than when Beck would hold me. Used to hold me.

I didn't want to let go at all. This was so nice. Her face was pressed against my neck and was making me shiver in all the right places.

I felt like moaning. I really needed this. But then I snapped back into reality. Jade, Cat is your friend. That's all.

I let her go and tried pulling back. She wouldn't budge.

"Hey," I tried being quiet while saying this… but I wanted to know why she wasn't letting me go, "Cat, you okay, sweetie?"

I just fucking said sweetie. She better be crying or something.

"You said sweetie. You never call me sweetie." She's just being extra touchy today, riiggght?

A part of me really wants that to be a no, but the part that's thinking about how she's been lately since I broke up with Beck is especially a yes. I really needed to be touched.

And the only ones I'd let do that… nevermind.

She finally decided to pull away from me, almost as slowly as she had in giving me the long embrace.

To me, Cat wasn't the type of girl to actually like girls. I didn't even see that being remotely possible. In the eyes of everyone, she was a baby, really.

She stopped before she let go of my sides, and looked deep into my eyes.

"Jade… "

Was, was she going to kiss me? I felt my stomach doing flip-flops.

"Yeah, Cat?" I looked at her eyes, this was it. This was really going to happen. But why wasn't I pulling away? This is wrong… but I don't feel like it is.

She leaned in closer, closed her eyes, and brushed her lips onto mine.

This was bliss. Honestly, I never felt like this when Beck would kiss me. Never, not once.

I was really enjoying this, I kissed back as soft as she had kissed me. She reached around my head, holding onto the back of it, and deepened the kiss. I felt like moaning, it was so unreal. Am I dead?

I pulled her even closer. Seconds felt like hours, but this was good. No one has ever had an impact like this on me at all. She even ran her tongue across my bottom lip. Even talking about it sends me shakes. I wanted to open my mouth to let her in but I knew it was too early for that. Even if this was a one time freak accident.

She finally let up for air, and that's when I knew she'd probably freak out and run into her house. She had a tendency to do that. But she didn't she sat there still staring in my eyes.

I couldn't believe that just happened. Wow didn't even explain it.

"Wow… Cat… I didn't think you would do that." No… I really wanted you to do that. Since the moment I broke up with Beck I wanted that to happen. I wanted reassurance, especially from my own friend.

She looked shocked, yet not. It was like she wasn't even there to experience it. Maybe to her this was a dream, or a nightmare on how you would look at it. I could tell she was pissed at herself.

"I''tmeanitpleasedon'thateme!" Oh, did I hate it when she talked super fast, but by the time I translated it all she looked like she was going to cry.

"Hey, hey don't cry. Thi- this is just between you and me. It's okay, trust me."

I'm pretty sure if we don't keep this between ourselves that something major will happen. If she tells her parents, they might not let me back into her house, but I don't know their views on same-sex kissing, so I can't make assumptions. I know my mom wouldn't give a shit about it. I do what I want.

Her mood changes faster than I thought. She was happy again, and she looked unharmed. As she should, since she was the instigator. "Well… I'll see you tomorrow, Jadey!" She said, as she unbuckled her seat and got out of the car. She made her away around the car and was heading for the door when I rolled my window down and said, "Goodnight, talk to you tomorrow!"

There was no way I wouldn't be getting any sleep anytime soon.

I counted the ways that this happened. I mean, it just wasn't a fluke. There had been many times where I did think that we both had feelings for each other. Two months ago, we had our weekly sleepover at her house, and something was a little off between us.

It was cold for a spring night at Cat's house. It was standard procedure that I was to spend every Friday night with my best friend… or friend.

I had hoped for a night of relaxation, trying to get over my recent breakup with Beck. It was hard, because he had fallen for someone that I thought I could trust not being a whore. Yet, I was wrong, and he started dating Vega a week after we broke up. I guess you could say it was mutual. We both weren't feeling it anymore. It had all become routine.

But Cat was there to consol me. As she always was.

We both sat on her bed, watching The Little Mermaid, her favorite. After awhile with spending time with Cat, it was normal that we would watch Disney movies. I guess she really didn't like my genre of film: Horror.

She was sitting on the end of the bed, studying the Little Mermaid for the millionth time and I was working on a new script, one that I hoped to present to Sikowitz on Monday to practice.

"Cat, do you think you can give me an opinion on this script? I wanna have it in to Sikowitz on Monday but it needs a review." I said, smacking her a couple of times with the script.

She wasn't paying me any attention. Sigh. "Caaatt, I need help here." What the hell.

She turned around and leaned into my arms. Again, what the living hell? "Lets just sit here and hold each other."

That night, I got over the whole fact that she always wanted to be close to me. I liked it. I liked it a lot.

15 minutes later, I was pulling back the covers of my bed and then my cell phone rang.

"Hello, do you know what time it is?"

"It's Cat! I think there's something wron-"

The line went dead.