V-day

March 12 2010:

What a day to be single. I love Valentines day. And I find it odd how for my entire adult life I've always been single with no one to touch. Instead of laying in the arms of a goddess who is feeding me chocolate covered strawberries while we lay down on the rose covered floor with candles lit everywhere, I HM1 Robbins, Arizona lay down in my shared room hugging my teddy bear and watching lifetime movies on my laptop. This is not my idea of a wonderful V-day spent. You would think over the years I would become bitter since my favorite holiday was always spent alone.

*You've got mail* my phone dings I open the message to see that Callie Torres wants to meet you.

as superficial as it may sound I refuse to even give anyone a double take unless they are gorgeous. Well it started out gorgeous then hot then cute now its just decent. Sure I've been on Plentyoffish for months now and have yet to meet anyone. I still read what people write about themselves to see if they match with me but since I didn't write my own information I base it more on the picture that's posted.

When I see her Picture I could swear I blushed which was odd since she was fully clothed but that smile WOW. Knowing my luck she wouldn't be interested in me once she met me. I decided that I would kick caution to the wind and meet with her and see where it would take me. It was a lot better than staying here at home on the small bed alone. I sent a message back saying I was interested in meeting her and then she sent me an instant message. "I am looking forward to meeting with you."

I smiled to myself which I am sure was accompanied by another blush. Then I sent a message back, "when and where should we meet up?"

"I'm not sure what would you like to do. "

"I have duty all week so I'm strap for time" stupid thing to say when I'm the one that asked for the meeting. Damn it must have made it seem like I was playing games.

I have duty, volunteer work, school all of which I made sure would keep me occupied. Now that I see this vision before me I'm stuck.

-** it-

" Tomorrow would you like to have lunch with me" I sent this message holding my breath. I was sure she would think I was like every other girl online and that she wouldn't reply: