Disclaimer: Do not own, Christmas is coming up though, Mr. Nolan. ^^

Eames was on him the second the door closed. Kissing him, pulling a his collar.

"Eames, what-" Arthur started only to be silence by another needy kiss. He pushed against Eames' chest, pulling his face to the side to stop the kiss. "Eames," he said it barely above a whisper. It was an odd mixture of a plea and a warning. Eames push Arthur further into the wall. He could feel Arthur's rapid heartbeat and wanted to immediately back out, apologize. But he knew he could he had to know everything about everyone especially Arthur. He put his mouth to Arthur's neck and kissed him licked him but he didn't want to leave a mark, he didn't want to remember this. Arthur started to tremble violently.

"Eames," he pleaded pushing against his chest. "STOP!" its more of cry than an actual word. "STOP STOPPLEASESTOP," Arthur is pushing and squirming and crying and Eames' heart breaks. He hates himself and if Arthur doesn't hit him then he sure hell say something to make Cobb do it. Eames steps back and Arthur slides to the floor, knees to his chest head in his hands muttering. "stop stop, please just stop."

"Arthur, tell me about it." Eames whisperers even thought he feels as if he has lost any right he had to ask Arthur anything. Arthur looks up, his face is stained with tears and more are rolling down and he doesn't bother to wipe them away.

"Eames," his voice is shaking just like the rest of him, "why?" and Eames can see how much he has hurt Arthur and then tears coming down his face as well because in his quest for knowledge and understanding he has ruined two lives. And he knows he cant justify this. But he tries to explain anyway.

"I, I knew and I did it anyway," he started "i suspected why and I didn't think, I just wanted to know, for you to open up to me and I've ruined it," his chest ached and he felt like he couldn't breathe. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'msorryI'msorry" kept repeating because now he knew he couldn't make this right. So he kept apologizing and he could look at Arthur as they both sat on floor. Arthur cried and and Eames kept apologizing.

A/N so yeah, I really want to know how this turned out, please review. The next one will be up soon.