Alice's POV

'Jazzy, get Edward of Jacob, he's already getting a bloody nose!' I shouted to jasper. There was a crowd forming around Edward and Jacob. As Im that bloody small I can only see the gaps through peoples arms. In the far corner of the classroom entrance the door banged open but I couldn't really care less. Emmett and rose were encouraging Edward on, to me I didn't see that helping us solve the problem.

The maths teacher is just standing there like a loon. I would be laughing if there weren't one of our gang members fighting our enemy.

'What you doing girl, I was enjoying that fight' Paul shouted at someone. I looked to see who it was and IT WAS THAT SWAN girl. Jeez she has to stop appearing out of thin air. She held Edwards arms behind his back. It looked like Bella had a firm grip because she didn't struggle to keep hold of Edward as he was struggling to get free.

'Well so was I but Carlisle here asked you to stop, so I think you should do what he says' Bella shouted back over the loud whispers of people. I saw Carlisle give Bella a grateful glance. I looked behind me towards jasper and saw him smiling at the girl. But this smile reached his eyes for the very first time in a long while. Whenever he smiles at me I can easily tell it's a forced one. He didn't notice I was staring so I turned back round with the glare that could kill. I had up to here with this girl.

'Get lost bitch, no one ask you to intervene did they now?' I said as I pushed through the crowd and got face to face with swan. Looking at her in disgust I turned to Edward.

'Come on we have a lot to talk about' and with that I stormed out of the classroom and made sure the others were trailing behind.

Bella pov

'God what's her problem, she doesn't need to get her panties in a twist' I asked myself but said it a tad to loud for everybody in the classroom to hear. Oh fantastic. People were still staring at me as if I was the one who caused a fight.

'What!' I snapped and walked out the classroom. Before I realised what I was doing I ran as fast as I could. I hate my life. I didn't even realise that Carlisle was running behind me and shouting my name. I ended up at a dead end in the maths corridor. Students were looking through the windows of their classrooms. All of them were looking at me in disgust. I felt so alone but before I could have the chance to say to Carlisle that im all right, he was hugging me and I was crying in his shirt like bullet tears.

'Shhh, its all right now, no ones watching, come dear' he said to me in a whisper so that only I can hear. All I did was nod. He led me back to his office and pulled me to sit down onto a sofa. We were silence for quite some time until he broke the silence. I don't even though why was even crying. Man I feel like a baby.

'What do you feel like about writing?' well that was a great but stupid way to start a coversation.

'Writing?' I answered confused. He must of sense my confusion by getting up without the protests as I was clinging to him. He got up and walked behind his desk and got out a pen and a book (well more like a diary) why in earths name would he give me a diary.

'I want to try this out, don't worry about writing in it neat, but please do write daily in this'

'But I have nothing to write?' I said blankly like that was the obvious thing to say. Well it is true I have nothing to say.

'Of course you will, you can just write music lyrics, what you been up to, your dreams your-' I didn't get him to finish his sentence.

'I don't have dreams I have nightmares'

'You should use them pills I subscribed to you, they will help'

'No im alright' I don't trust him that much, for all I know he could be one of the men Charlie's paying or even Phil's.

'Bella, listen to me you need help! You need those pills that can make you sleep through the night. Its not healthy lacking sleep.'

'I DON'T NEED HELP! THE HELP I NEED IS FOR PEOPLE TO STOP CARING! CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT, I DON'T WANT HELP IM JUST A PLAIN GIRL WITH NO FAMILY, NO FRIENDS. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING. YOU THINK THAT THE ONLY THING THAT WILL HELP ME IS WRITING IN THIS BLOODY DIARY AND TAKING PILLS.' I screamed at him. No wonder he's being so nice to me. I didn't give him a chance to answer as I ran out side the door ignoring the glares of people of all ages.

Alice POV

'Edward, what is the problem! You keep starting fights and its not the big fight yet!' I screeched at him. Doesn't he know the rules "If you fight before the big night, there will be a sacrifice" we are in deep shit now.

'Alice just shut up for once and listen he started it. Instead of blaming me for picking a fight all the time maybe you need to listen to what people are saying about us!' he yelled back at me while he was pinching his nose to stop the bleeding.

'Who's saying stuff! No one is saying stuff!' I huffed. That's a lie loads of people would die to be in our little group. I looked to see if anyone here was going to back me up but they just stood there. What losers!

'Alice, Edwards right people are talking! You need to understand that we do not give tolerance to people who talk about us!' Emmet said seriously. I stared at him blankly. Did Emmett just say a sensible thing? Argh! What has this world gotten to! There all ganging up on me! Its because that swan girl was here!

'OH MY GOD CANT YOU JUST SEE WHAT YOUR TURNING INTO! ITS BECAUSE THAT SAWN GIRL IS HERE ISNT IT?' I spat "swan" as a disgust to show my dislike towards the name.

'ALICE THIS IS NOT ABOUT THAT SWAN!' rose screeched at me her face guarded but her eyes flaring.

'Okay then tell me "what are these people saying"' I said in a calmer voice but I was still angry. Hell I am fuming!

'There saying we are not ready for the fight because jasper keeps calming down every fight that we have to do every year! They are telling us that we are week and scared to get killed!' Edward said in a harsh tone.

'Look guys---' jasper started to say but not long before I turn to glare at him.

'Its all your fault you know! I want to be the most fearful gang that everyone fears! We are not in the top ten most fear gangs. We are nothing to them; I want respect from people when we go in to town. I want to be---'I yelled at jasper. Doesn't he want to be one of us?

'My fault? My fault! I JUST WANT TO BE A NORMAL KID WHO WORRYS ABOUT THINGS NOT ABOUT LIFE AND DEATH! AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING "THE MOST FEARFUL GANG" BECAUSE IF YOU LOOK AROUND, PEOPLE DO GIVE US RESPECT BECAUSE THERE SCARED AND WHEN EVER I TRY AND REACH TO MY POCKET TO GIVE SOME MONEY OR GET MY PHONE OUT THEY THINK IT'S A GUN! AND YOU CALL THAT FEAR? 'Shouted jasper. He has never shouted at me before! Ever!

Before I had a chance to answer, Emmett punched Jasper Square in the jaw. Jasper staggered back and nearly fell to the ground if Bella wasn't holding him up in place. Wait what?

'Hey, are you alright?' she asked jasper not before glancing at Emmett and then us. Jasper was frozen to speak so I decided as a good girlfriend I am I will answer for him.

'What is it with you and appear out of thin air? You need to back of before someone actually punches your little face in and beats the shit out of you. And jaspers fine thank you very much although it's not your business' I smiled at her sweetly.

'Okay I will answer your question about me appearing out of thin air if you answer mine. What is it with you and these bitchy remarks? Don't you have the manners just to speak nicely to a fellow student?' she smiled nicely. You would that was a real friendly smile but I wasn't fooled as well as the others. Well except jasper as he still just stood there but just looking at the ground trying not to catch my eye or anyone else's eye for that matter.

'Don't speak to Alice like that and your not even in our year you are only 15? Aww aren't you young you pathetic peace of shit!' rose backed me up for the first time today. Wow shocker. I wasn't paying well attention till I notice Bella hand flew against rose's cheek. Ouch that will leave a Mark.

'ISABELLA MARIE SWAN' screeched a high pitch sound. And not once did I like the sound of that voice.

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