Hi Everybody. I'm so sorry for the long wait. Life got in the way and two members of my family got incredibly ill that they need to go to the hospital for a while. But nonetheless i miss all of you and cant wait to read your reviews.

Without further ado here is chapter 2.

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Previously on Roza?:

RPOV

Really? It had to be on this day he had to come back? I haven't seen him for five fucking years. Every time he and Tasha comes to visit Lissa, Christian, and I made sure that I left either to go to other Academies or on vacation with Adrian. It had to be today that they come unannounced?

Today was the day I had the right to show weakness and mourn over my… my beautiful baby boy. But I don't want to show weakness in front of him so when I saw him… I ran. Ran like hell. I passed by all of the building, horse stables, and into the forest. In the forest there was an opening where no trees lay there. All grass and the light of the moon. This is the place where I find sanctuary, where no one can find or hurt me.

I lay on the grass and closed my eyes. It's okay. Everything will be okay. Soon he will be gone. Don't run away. Just ignore him. Be strong Rose. For the sake of Lisa and you, I said to myself. I closed my eyes and let the world around me go blank for a little while. I didn't know how long I laid there but the sun was soon rising and I got to get back to my dorm to rest. For tomorrow it will be my personal living hell.

DPOV

As I drove closer and closer to the gate I became more and more nervous. Every time Tasha and I came to visit The Court Roza was always gone. She's always at a different Academy or on a vacation for business but I know the real reason, it's because of me. Which is why, today, I arrived on my own, unannounced. Tasha knew that after five years I couldn't be more than a friend to her. She understood but that doesn't mean she wasn't hurt. So after a week of telling her I left.

I came to court to ask for a new assignment but that's just my excuse. What I really want more than anything, was to see Roza. I know that I have hurt her badly. She wrote so many letters to me and even tried to visit me once but I slammed the door in her face and took all the letters she wrote and burned it. I didn't want to read what she wrote. I wanted to forget about her and move on with my life. But when the letters stopped coming I knew she stopped caring about me. I wanted to hurt her and I succeeded but now more than anything I want to see her. For five years I was miserable. Missing her and thinking of her even when I tried not to.

When the gate opened and I parked my car I was greeted by Mikhail Tanner, Sonya Karp husband, before she became strigoi.

"Hello Guardian Tanner."

"Hello Guardian Belikov. How are you," he asked me as he shook my hand.

"I'm good. I actually came for a new assignment," I said.

"You resigned? Why," he asked. His once happy face became bitter.

I was taken back by his reaction I froze for a second.

"Tasha and I agreed that she is better on her own. And I would like an assignment here at Court."

"Okay. Well as you know Guardian Hathaway is the Head Guardian but unfortunately she is gone for the rest of the day so is Queen Vasilisa, so I will give you a Guardian room to live in for the time being. Once she returns, tomorrow morning you may go speak with her. Is that okay with you," He asked me.

Roza is gone again?

"Yes, that is perfectly fine," I said.

"Good. Follow me please."

Once I was given a room to rest in I put all of my suitcase and duffel bag on my bed and went out again. I need to do a parole. I need to walk around the perimeter to clear my head.

As I was walking closer to the gate I noticed two black Mercedes car entering the gate. Once they parked people dressed in black emerge from the car. Everybody looks so tired and sad but the one I can always find in that crowd is her. Roza. She had her head down with some black glasses and I can't help but noticed how sad she looks. When Royal Ivashkov stopped her from walking anymore towards me she looked at him and followed his gaze at me. She still beautiful than ever but I noticed tears streaming down her face. She froze for a second before she turned around and ran. I didn't even think twice before I ran after her but a hand stopped me.

"Don't. Leave her alone," said Ivashkov.

I was about to push him away when Guardian Hathaway, Roza's mom, stopped me.

"He's right. Leave my daughter alone. Why are you even here," she asked me.

I bowed her to show respect and replied, "I resigned Guardian Hathaway."

"What?"

"Royal Ozera and I both agree that she was better off without me there."

"Well if you are going to be here I suggest you turn around and go to your apartment. Stay away from my daughter unless it's for your career," she said.

"She's right. I'm happy to see you Guardian Belikov but please stay away from Rose," Queen Vasilisa added.

I bowed in respect and retreat the other way. But I couldn't help but wonder why did Roza cried and why did she looked so sad. Where did she go? My head was getting more and more confuse. That night as I lay in bed I hoped to see Roza tomorrow and prayed she would forgive me.

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