Stand In the Rain

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Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight Stephanie Meyers does if I did the book would be not finish considering my laziness and lost of interest xp and I don't own the poem.

CH. 2

Bella Pov

Alarm clocks rings, I twisted and turns in my bed, let one of my hands under the cover trying to reach the clock and looks at it 4:30 am, I woke realizing I'm not in my old room and though why I had set it that early to avoid humans. I sit up then stretched and yawn, then made my way to my bathroom to shower, brush my

teeth and wash my wash, finish what I need to do then went to my closet and look what I should wear, but first changed my appearance to a geeky façade which is murky brown hair the color of it makes you want to puke when I walk by ,my eyes color changed to a horrible green color I put on dorky glasses to not raise any suspicion when I thirst for blood, then chose to wear baggy jeans and a big hoody.

As you can tell I don't really care for fashion, then went downstairs to get something to eat so I wont look suspicious, of course I knew Charlie had went to work and Esme I don't know whether she works or not. I make my way to the kitchen I only see James in the kitchen with all his smexy glory. He looks up and notice I enter the kitchen.

"Well if it isn't Bella, never knew the ugly swan wakes up this early" hissed James. However, I ignored him and went to get an apple and walked to school since I have no car. James drove by in a sleek blue motorcycle, stops at a few blocks "get on" he said simply.

I replied "No thanks".

"Just hurry and get on I'm supposed to get you to school, Esme told me so and I don't want to get in trouble plus the school from our house is far you will be late".

"Fine" I replied. Got on his motorcycle and put on a helmet, hold onto him tightly. He started his motorcycle and drove away to school, which is still deserted, I looked at my watch it was barely 5: 30. I got off and went to are separate ways. I just went walking around campus, then 1 hour later the students arrived, then here came her royal sluttyness Lauren and her loyal whore followers which were Jessica, Tanya, Alice and Leah.

"Well if its isn't Bella or Ugly Swan" Lauren sneered, while Jessica pulled her hair, Alice helped her, Tanya and Leah laughed. No one bothered to help me, knowing that these three were the most popular girls and they had dated the kings of the school, can you even guess James, Jasper, Emmet, Edward.

"Just let me go", I whispered quietly and made myself look vulnerable. That was when they splashed dirty cold water on me. I shivered to make myself look like a mere human, it brought me such hatred that I wanted to kill them but I couldn't bring myself to kill them because they were still human and the Volturi would probably eliminate me if anyone saw me do it.

Lauren and her slutty group laughed in pure enjoyment and looked at me with great disgusted. "Lets go girls she smells like shit, she should go back to the trash where she came from". Lauren, Jessica, Tanya and Alice giggled and walked away from me.

I slowly got, still shivering went to the locker to get dress in my PE clothes which consist of a blue sweater under a baggy white shirt and baggy sweats which contain shorts underneath, just in case anyone pants me.

Bell Rings

I hear the bell rings, I walked to my 1st period which was English, my favorite class the teacher was Sam, he a Alpha of the la push werewolf (they call themselves that because they had quilettes blood in them and it would be just plain weird if they were call them selves Forks but seriously horrible), but damn was he a hunk too, his age 23. He hangs around with Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, and Jack, then a memory popped up I remember we used to play with each other and made mud pies, oh how fun.

But anyways back to English Sam made us write poetry, then turn it in the end of class another reason I love English. I finish up my poem just name it Darkness, then read it in my head.

'Bella thoughts'

'My heart lost in the darkness screams,

Little by little I lost the ones it was devoted to

Now when I am brought down a little,

I fall further into the darkness that already consumes me

The faces that seemed so familiar now seem exotic

Will they be familiar to me once again or will they vanished,

Completely and if they do will I ever see light again

My only hope is that someone new comes in my life

And take me by the hand to lead me to the light

That is quickly fading, will they be able to reach me in time?

Is my biggest question or will I die in eternal darkness'

'End of Bella thoughts'

The bell rang, it was time to go to 2nd period, I went to turn in my paper, then turned to the door, I figured I'm the only one last to go.

"Miss Swan, may I see you right now" said Sam he had a weird look, you that look like your going to rape someone, maybe its just my weird imagination, but I closed the door and went back and sat on the desk.

"What wrong Sam, he a laid back teacher he let us call him Sam, instead of his last name he said it made him feel old. But seriously I almost died here, He was big, his muscles were large but delicately defined, his shoulders were so wide His skin was a rich russet hue and his hair was a chopped, thick, shiny ebony. His eyes were a dark brown. And he was in uniform, hey who doesn't like a man in uniform, he looked serious, just then he stared at me with intense eyes, I think I had come a bit.

"Well Mrs. Swan, your poems seem to be a bit dark and cold, you need counseling"

Then I thought, screw counseling I need you, but I knew he wouldn't like me he's a werewolf and I'm vampire, of course he doesn't know that besides he probably has a imprint already, but to my sense of thought he not.

The talk took all 2nd period, the bell rings once again

"Mrs. Swan well talk later, I'll call about your absence in 2nd, now go on to your 3rd period class".

I left the classroom but still feeling lust, I keep it under control. I made my way to the gym, that's right I had PE. The horrible class of the day, so much human contact and the worst of all we were playing volley ball. I made myself look clumsy, but I always ended up being picked first because even though I'm clumsy I always ended up at the wrong place when I'm mean wrong I get hit on the head and the ball manages to go over the net, I don't know how but weird right.

Well it was Co-ed PE, which means we were playing with boys, in the team I'm in I had Jessica (Team captain, kill me now), Embry, Jared, Jacob, Paul, Tanya. The opposing them includes of Alice (Team captain), Edward, Emmet, James, Jasper, Lauren, and Leah. If you notice most of the la push are in her team, because when they play there shirts were always off and you can just say your lucky, seeing that view.

Anyways back to the game, we lost the game because of Jessica drooling and mostly caused of me, the ball hit me straight in the face, guess who hit the ball it was Leah. She always seem to hate me the most, I wonder why. PE ended I went to get dressed, good thing I had an extra baggy hoody sweater that says Peace. Leave Me Alone. I left gym it was lunch and I didn't wanted to go to the cafeteria, so I went outside in the quad and sat on the grass, leaned on the tree eating a apple even though I'm a vamp I can still taste some particular human food however it doesn't make me full, plus I'm just eating this because I have a small appetite, and I didn't really needed to go hunting.

I notice there was a shadow blocking me from the sun, I looked up and saw Angela. To be honest she was the only friend I had, she was nice, I'm mean too nice for her own good.

"Do you mind if I sit and share my lunch with you" she said shyly.

"Sure" , I wanted to have some of her lunch, it was made by her mom and god her lunches were delicious.

"Here" she handed me half of her sandwich which was delicious.

Lunch ended, Angela and I didn't talk as much, but when we did she would always talk about Ben, I don't know what she sees in him, but they do go with each other, but so far no has yet to confess its quite obvious that they liked each other.

It was 4th period math, oh how I hated that class, because it had Lauren and her slutty cronies, but it went fast in the class. On to my last class of the day 5th period which was Biology, I sat next to my bio partner which was Edward, lets just say he creeps me out he once tried to get into my past just because of a dare and it was absolutely disgusting. I got my seat changed I sat by next to Paul another la push werewolf, I heard many types of rumors and gossip about him being a player, which was true.

"Attention class, were going to be working on cells, now everyone take out a sheet of paper and take notes" said the teacher. I took out a piece of paper that when my partner next to me "psh"

I looked at him and mouth "what".

Do you have paper I ran out? He said

I looked at him confusingly because he was never serious about school, then I just gave him some paper to leave me alone. Then I started taking some notes, I felt something on my thigh, I looked at the hand which lead to Paul.

"keep your hands away from me". I pushed his hands off from me

"Come on baby you know you want me". His hand once again aim for my clit, he rub it through my sweats and whispered in my eyes "Someone's getting wet" he felt it. I was breathing heavily, I was in brink of lust I could almost just do him right here and now, but other humans were around.

That's when I yelled "stop!" and Paul looked amused so did the other class mates.

"what do you mean stop Miss Swan, am I going to fast or to slow" said the teacher

"your going to fast" then I rethought what I said and then blushed a bright red color, cursed at myself. The students in the class laughed while Paul just slyly smirked.

"Well Miss Swan, since your disrupting my class, your going to have detention in the library after school, pick a book about science and write a 10 pages about it, when your done turned it in tomorrow."

"yes, Mr. wither" then sat down and glared at Paul. Mr. Wither went back to teaching and the class finished taking notes. The bell rang it, school was over. I made my way to the library for my detention, picked a book about Biology and wrote a the 10 page essay but I was only on my 5th paged.

As I was stuck on writing I didn't notice that someone sat by me, he had poke my shoulder, I looked and saw. . .

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