Every time she pulls away, it's like she's ripping at my heart.
She takes dainty swipes, as if treading carefully around the subject.
It almost makes it worse in away.
It makes me feel as if I might actually still have a chance.
Why can't she just give me a full blow?
So I can finally know the truth,
So I can finally morn her and get over her.
As if I could actually get over her.
But at least I would stop making a move on her,
And maybe then we can be best friends again; with no awkward feelings.
But maybe she pulls away because she's afraid?
Maybe because she's worried of how the School would use a relationship against her.
Maybe because she's worried that I would stop being her friend.
Maybe because she's learned that the worst is very likely to come true.
But she shouldn't worry because no matter what…..
We will always get away from the School and they're plots, we will always survive.
I will always be her friend, and her rock. I will always be there for her.
And no matter what, whatever happens I won't let her get hurt because of me.