Ch 2

it took me soo long to update because there was something funky goin on with the document manager and it wouldnt let me upload anything to the site ;-; but here it is :D

A.N. sorry for the wait…I only just thought of how I wanted it at work yesterday XD hope you like it!…enjoy!

Story Start:

ZOOM!

Is probably what people are thinking as I run past them using as minimal amounts of chakra as possible.

"I'm late. I'm late. For a very important date!" I find myself muttering under my breath as I look down at my fashionable Da Vanci watch.

I slept in. And no doubt because of that Shino is trying to woo the secretaries into letting him leave.

Aha!

My suspicions are right. As I step into the hospital with dignity, no matter how breathless I am, there's Shino. Standing with his back to me and trying to flirt the young, non-shinobi girl behind the desk into letting him leave.

I march up to him, and catching sight of me the girl quickly goes back to work. Shino must be frowning, because he turns around and then visibly pales.

"When has Aburame Shino ever been such a player." I grind out between my teeth, more of a statement then a question I realize. I take his ear between two fingers and drag him to his room. He winces loudly and I find myself smirking. I was never able to make him show so much emotion before….is this really Shino? The one I had dated many times before?

Even his arms seem warmer now, it scares me.

As I kick the door shut and practically throw him towards the bed, he turns and looks at me. His gaze level, like it used to be, and I find myself stuck in déjà vu. He looked at me like this before. When I dumped him the last time. Why does this look hurt my heart now?

"Why can't I go? I feel fine!" The lilting whine in his voice doesn't match his expression.

I quickly jabbed his stomach and he winced, clutching it, his eyes squeezed shut.

"Let's check your wound." I murmur, knowing all to well that my voice holds the distress and sadness I'm feeling.

As he sits down he looks at me in concern. "What's wrong?"

"You." I state simply as I lift his shirt and remove the unneeded bandages.

I glance up and see the hurt look on his face and my heart softens slightly. It's not his fault. It's mostly my own for being jealous…I don't know what I'm jealous of exactly. But I am jealous.

"And me." I sit down and bury my head in my hands.

"Okay really, what's bothering you?" I can sense him getting on his knees and then I feel his arms resting on either side of my legs on the chair.

"You never once showed this much emotion when we were together. Not once all four times. Not one tiny happy or concerned or hurt or any expression! It hurts. Was I never good enough?" I can feel the tears coming on but I refuse to let them fall. I refuse to show so much weakness at once in front of the man I still harbour feelings for.

"I was scared…" I gasp and look up at him through the haze of tears clinging to my eyelashes. "I was scared that I wasn't good enough. I thought that you'd turn me away if I showed too much emotions too you. I thought you'd find them a weakness." He sighs and looks up at me.

"You idiot! I thought I wasn't good enough for you and that's why I broke up with you every time!" I can feel the tears cascading down my cheeks. My heart is beating a million miles a minute. And Shino is laughing his head off. I glare at him and stand up. Trying to get out from between his arms, but he's holding me in place, it's hard to move.

And then he stands up and his lips. Oh god I can feel his lips against my own. They're so silky soft. And firm. So deliciously firm. And my eyes are sliding shut.

oOo

I can't remember how it happened. All I know is that is one extremely talented man! After telling him to stay in the hospital until tomorrow when I get there. I'm leaving in a total state of disarray. I'm fixing my hair and my soft pink blouse. My skirt is wrinkled from being around my waist. And I'm stumbling down the street. Still in my pleasure induced stupor.

It's not official yet…but oh gods that man will so be mine.

TBC

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