The letter. Chapter 2.
Authors note: Alright! New chapter of The Letter! So I had a bit of trouble writing this chapter but it's gonna be I think about 1000 more words than the last chapter I hope! I tried so yeah and um this chapter was forced so I won't be mad if you guys think it's bad! Um oh yeah read it! Review it! Tell me what you liked tell me what you didn't like all that stuff! Well enough of my rant on to the story!
Rating: M for sexual content and language.
Disclaimer: I do not own big time rush,I do not profit or gain from this,this is purely for fun.
Logan's POV
I immediately ran from my room,down the stairs and our of the house,getting into my car and starting the ignition with full intent of going over to Kendall's house and asking him to take me back before I mentally stopped my self.
"Holy shit what just happened?"I asked my self,just sitting in my driveway.I can't believe I almost just did that letter just sounded so desperate and I have to remain strong,He hurt me and he knows that,and for all I know he could've moved I had to go talk to him.I closed my eyes and concentrated,opened my eyes and pulled out of the driveway and made my way to his my way there i was mentally preparing my self for the worst case scenario.I pulled up the house and pulled into the knights driveway.I got out of my car,stepping down and began walking towards the knights front door,hearing the gravel crunch under my foot.I stopped and took at the house and all of the good and bad memories made her began flashing through my first time me and Kendall made love,Our first fight,The time me,James,Kendall and Carlos had a food fight and completely destroyed the house,when came home she was furious and demanded we clean it.I pulled my self out of my thoughts and smiled at the memory's and mad my way to the front I got there I took in a deep breath and shook away the nervous feeling that was creeping its way into me and knocked on the door three times.I stood there for about 30 seconds before,a short girl with long brown hair running down her back with eyes that were a light shade of brown.
"Katie"I said she's grown up from the 11 year old girl I remembered.
She smiled at me and said"well if it isn't Logan Mitchell"and pulled me into a hug.I hugged back,we pulled away jus staring at each other.
"God you've grown up"i said looking at her.
"We'll you have too"she said looking me up and down"you got hot"she added.
I laughed at that"I see you haven't changed then".
"Of course not"Katie replied smiling.I then asked the question we both new I was here for.
"Is Kendall here,I need to talk to him?"I smile disappeared but she nodded standing aside."he's in his room"Katie replied.I began walking into the familiar house,noticing the only thing that has changed was the way the furniture was arranged.I was Almost to the stairs when I heard Katie add one more thing"Logan...go easy on him?...please".i turned around to see Katie with a pleading face.
"I will"I said giving her a quick smile.I walked up the stairs,and turned down the hall,I stopped at the 2nd door on the right,which I knew to be Kendall's room.I stopped took a breath and knocked on the door.
"Come in"a voice weakly called,from the inside.I turned the door knob and stepped in and took in the appearance of a dirty room,clothes strung everywhere and papers scattered all over the floor and when I looked to the bed there sat a wide eyed Kendall,looking at me like he'd seen a appearance had changed since I last saw him,his hair was cut short and eyes seemed drained if color,drained of life.
"Hey Kendall"I said,giving him a weak smile.
"Lo-Logan is that you?"he questioned standing up.
"Yeah,Kendall it's me"I said stepping forward a then preceded to throw himself at me and wrap his arms around,Still a strong as ever,I wrapped my arms around him.
He threw his head onto my shoulder,which was weird as he was the taller began to sob.
"I-I-I'm s-so sorry l-Logan,please don't hate me"he cried.I grabbed him by his shoulders and pulled him up and smiled.
"Kendall stop crying I don't hate you,I never could hate you"i told looked at me with hopeful eyes.
"But I cheated on you,I made you leave and I made Carlos and James hate me too"The tall boy said.
"Kendall I don't hate you,I forgive you,I came here to make amends and talk to you about what happened,regardless of whatever happens you will always be my best friend I promise"I said giving him another quick hug.
"Really,you mean that?"he said a small smile on his lips.
"Of course I mean that"I smiled at him and he gave a full smile"and don't worry about James and Carlos ill talk to them okay."I said.
"God you're the best Logan"Kendall said.i looked up at him and said"now change your clothes and put some deodorant on we're going out to talk okay?"I asked.
He laughed and said"okay,but do I really stink that bad?"he asked with wide eyes.
That made me crack a smile and I said"yeah kinda,well ill be waiting outside and I'm assuming you have your drivers license because you're driving I've been driving all day".He nodded signaling he heard and I walked down the stairs and out to the Living room telling Katie what were gonna be walked outside.
I was waiting for about 5 minutes before I heard the door open and there came Kendall,his hair looking a bit better and him smelling a lot better.I recognized the smell to,it's what he wore while we were dating.
"You ready to go?"he asked looking up at me.
"Yeah let's go"I said.
We both left going in Kendall's car to McDonalds,which I was perfectly okay we got there we both ordered and sat down in a booth in the far right.
"So where do we start?"I asked,looking at Kendall.
"Let me start by telling you everything that happened that day,that day that I ...cheated,i swear I had no came over and she started talking she said that she wanted to be just be friends,but then the next thing I knew she was kissing me and groping me and and then my teenage boy hormones kicked in and then it happened and then,after you found me and her she told me she did it on purpose that he wanted me back and that she didn't want me to be with you Logan and I felt so terrible while we were doing it and I thought of you the whole time and I'm so sorry I immediately told her off and I went to talk to you but you left and then 5 months later I wrote you that letter and and then I kinda gave up hope and I love you so much and one day I want to make you a knight but I know that you have every right to hate me and I'm so sorry about everything and James and Carlos are so mad at me all the time and I'm just I'm sorry"Kendall said running out of breath.
"Jo...did it out of spite of me and you?" I asked now confused."And Kendall I know you love and I love you,but no matter what happened you cheated and that hurt,and I have no idea if I would ever be able to go back to the way it was but let's focus on us being friends for now and see where it goes,but I forgive you and if you want to after we're done here we can go talk to James and Carlos together okay." I replied.
"Yeah Jo did it on purpose and okay,I really do love you and I'm glad you love but I think you're right we need to repair our friendship first an yeah I like to go talk to them"Kendall said smiling at me.
"Awesome"i said back.
"Now onto other matters,you got even hotter than you were before and you're not as shy but you can tell its still there what happened?he asked inquisitively.
"When I left I changed my self into who I wanted to be,you'll be glad to know I don't listen to that clasical crap anymore"I said laughing to my self
"That's awesome I'm glad you like who you are"he said smiling."but you are still the nerdy boy I fell in love with right?" He said raising those bushy eye brows I love so much.
"Most definitely Im the same"I replied looking at him.
"Awesome!"he had both finished our food and threw our wrappers away and began walking to the door just talking and laughing and talking about what had happened while I was gone when I accidentally ran into someone.
"Oh I'm so sorry-"I began but when I looked up hatred began filling my eyes.
"Jo"I said gritting my teeth.