Chp. 2- Now what?

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Last Time:

Before I know it, it's morning, and I'm sleeping on the couch in the common room. What the hell?

All of a sudden, my head starts throbbing, and I grab it and moan. I feel something stir behind me. I look back and see a sleeping James. Oh shit...

Now:

Oh god! Please say we didn't sleep together. I think I would kill myself. I can't remember anything happening last night except getting drunk, and dancing with James. Then my memory blacks out.

I slowly get up. Maybe he forgot too. Oh come on. He didn't drink at all. He'll remember every detail. Or maybe he will think it's a dream. I slowly make my way up to my dormitory. This is like a nightmare that wouldn't end. My head is throbbing, an dI know I at least kissed James. Damn Firewhiskey. Damn Kiara too. I'm going to kill her for leaving us there alone.

I finally make it upstairs, and I walk over to my bed, and fall over on top of it. I close my eyes, and before I know it, I'm awake. It's bright in my room. I groan.

"Uhhh."

I slowly sit up, an dmake my way to my trunk. I grab my clothes, and make my way to the bathroom. I turn the shower on, and take my clothes off. I get into the shower, and stuck my head underneath the warm water. I stand there for a couple minutes. It makes my head feel better. I wash up, and get out of the shower. I grab a towel, and wrap it around myself.

I just stand there, not doing anything. I have such a headache. I must have drunk 4 or 5 bottles of firewhiskey. I dry my body, and put my clean clothes on. I grab my dirty clothes, and walk back to the dormitory. I stuff them in my trunk, and lock it up. I minimize my trunk, and put it in my skirt pocket. Today I'm wearing an above the knee skirt, t-shirt, and a pair of sneakers. I throw my hair up in a ponytail. I see that Kiara is already gone. I walk downstairs, and look to make sure James is either gone or asleep.

He is asleep. I walk slowly towards the portrait of the fat lady. I make it to it, and open it slowly and slip out. God that was close. I don't know what I would do if he woke up. Ok around him I need to act like I don't have a hangover, because maybe he will think it was a dream. Not likely though. Oh well. I can't help it. I was drunk, and my mind didn't comprehend what my body was doing. So really it wasn't my fault. James took advantage of me.

Which I can't say I didn't like at the time...although I would never do that now that I'm sober. I swear I'm going to kill Kiara for leaving us. She knew I was drunk...but she was drunk too, so maybe she wasn't thinking. I jsut hope she didn't get carried away last night. Josh and her were making out like right away, so who knows how far they got.

I walk down to the great hall. Today we leave on the train. I spend the rest of the summer with James. Just what I want to happen after what happened last night. We couldn't have slept together, because I would be sore. At least he isn't a sleaze ball, although he can be a jerk and annoying. Then it is our last year at Hogwarts. I'm really going to miss it here. I'm probably going to become an auror after I get out of school. Haven't decided for sure. There are so many options available. I know I'm Head Girl next year, and James is Head Boy. So I have to spend all summer with him, and then spend 7th year with him too, since we have the same common room. Man I swear that the universe is against me. Why can't the head boy be someone I like?

I walk into the great hall, and see Kiara there, laying her head on the table. I walk up to her, and poke her in the back. She jumps up and looks around.

"Long Night?"

"Like you wouldn't believe."

"I would like to thank you for leaving me alone with James," I hiss at her.

"Sorry I wasn't thinking. So what happened?"

"He kissed me, and I kissed him back. I was so smashed. I had like 5 bottles of firewhiskey last night. Then we danced. I woke up this morning on the couch with him, and that's all I remember. So what happened with you and Josh?"

"Well we got to 2nd base. He wanted to go all the way, but I was drunk, so I didn't want to, so I told him no, and he said alright."

"I thought you'd gone all the way. I though I HAD gone all the way. Thank god I didn't. James was sleeping on the couch. I can't believe I kissed him back, and I actually liked it at the time."

I shudder, and Kiara laughs.

"I also have a hangover like you wouldn't believe."

"Oh but I would believe Lils. I have the exact same thing."

"I wish we could sleep all day!"

"I know. I'm so tired, and my head hurts so much."

"Oh great. Here comes my worst nightmare."

"Which one?"

"I guess I should have said here comes my worst nightmares."

Kiara and I laugh. I grab a muffin, and start eating it. I'm hungry. I feel someone sit next to me, I know its James. Why won't he leave me alone? Both him and Sirius have had it out for me since first year.

I finish my muffin, and grab another. Kiara grabs a muffin and motions for us to leave. I nod my head. We get up, and leave the great hall. Kiara starts talking when we are out of earshot of the boys.

"James didn't stop smiling once he got into the great hall. Are you sure you guys just kissed?"

"Pretty sure. Even if I was drunk I don't think I would sleep with him. I'm only drunk, I'm not crazy."

"He must really like you if he was so happy that you kissed. I think he's liked you since first year."

"Probably. We fell asleep on the couch together too."

"Ohh. Really...Isn't that sweet?"

"SHUT UP!"

I smack Kiara's arm. She starts laughing, and I can't help but join in.

"That is so wrong!"

"Sorry I had to say it."

"I'm surprised he didn't take advantage of me..."

"Yeah I am too kind of. Wow, he's actually somewhat decent!"

I laugh. Kiara is so funny.

"I can't believe we're leaving Hogwarts like in one hour. Then I have ALL summer with James."

"I feel for you. Maybe I can come over to your house for a couple weeks. I'll call you."

"God I hope you can. I don't think I can last the whole time by myself."

Kiara and I make our way outside. No one is out right now. We walk around and talk. We have to get to the train in like half an hour. I don't want to leave Hogwarts.

"So what do you plan on doing this summer?"

"I plan on staying away from James. I'll get out of the house with my friends and leave him there."

"No way will you parents allow that!"

"I know, but I can dream can't I?"

"I'm going to be out of the house like all summer though. He can go or do whatever he wants. He's not my problem. He's a big boy. He can take care of himself."

"He wants to do you Lily."

I look back and see Sirius. I groan, and keep walking. Sirius walks up next to me.

"Can I help you Black?"

"You could go out with my best friend...or maybe give me a private dance on the train."

"Uh no."

"Why not Lils."

"I don't like James. It's as simple as that."

"But I think you do though."

"Probably not! Maybe I would've liked him awhile ago if he wasn't such a jerk."

"Just give him a chance Lily."

"Cause he really cares for you. If you gave him a chance, I'm sure he would make you happy. You two are so perfect for each other. Please just think about it Lily. You make him the happiest I've ever seen him."

"Fine. I'll think about it."

Sirius smiles at me, then glances over at Kiara and grins at her. He walks away, and leaves us girls alone. I roll my eyes. Please. He thinks I'm going to got out with James just cause he wants me to. Don't think so.

"Maybe I could have a threesome with Sirius and Josh. That would be mind-blowing."

"You're an idiot Kiara. More like it would just blow."

"Leave me and my fantasies alone."

I laugh. Kiara is so weird at times, but she cracks me up. We've been friends since 1st year. We talked to each other on the train to Hogwarts, and we're friends since then.

We walk inside, so we can go get Kiara's trunk. I hope we don't run into James and his gang.

"I can't believe we're going to be in 7th year next time we are here. It seems so unreal."

"I know, and your head girl Lils. What am I going to do without you?"

"What are you talking about? You're coming with me to the Heads' place."

"Awesome. We can still party all night."

"Of couse Kia. Just because I'm head girl doesn't mean we have to seperate. We'll take turns staying at the others dorm."

"Great Idea. Hippogriff."

The portrait swings open, and the common room is swarming with people. We make our way to the stairs, and head up to our dorm. Kiara opens the door, and I follow her in. She throws everything in her trunk haphazardly, and I stare at her. She can be such a slob. She finishes, and locks her trunk.

"Um Lily, what's the minimizing charm again?"

"Minimizo," I say as I wave my wand at her trunk.

She picks her trunk up and puts it in her pocket, "Thanks."

"No problem."

We make our way downstairs, and we can barely make it back to the portrait because the common room is so full of people say goodbye to each other. I open the portrait, and step out.

"God it's crowded in there."

"Yeah I know. Too many people. Aren't you happy that you have your own common room and bedroom?"

"It's not my own common room. I have to share it with Potter, and I would rather share the common room with all those people."

"I would rather have just a common room with James. If you know what I mean," Kiara says, and raises her eyebrows at me.

"You're such a ho Kiara. Man Josh, Sirius, and James? Too many guys. Personally I don't like any of those guys."

"No of course you don't!"

"I don't!"

"Ok sure. Whatever you say."

Kiara and I make our way to the great hall to see if anyone is there. We see a couple people from class on the way there that we say hi to. We go into the great hall, and see Josh and a couple of his friends in there otherwise it is empty.

"Hey Josh."

"Hey Lily. Hi Kiara."

Kiara just smiles at him. I can't believe they finally hooked up.

"What are you guys doing?"

"Nothing right now. Just waiting to get onto the train."

I can see Chris in the crowd of Josh's friends. I've had a crush on Chris since the beginning of this year. I see him look over at me, and my cheeks turn red. He just caught me staring at him. How embarrassing. I look out of the corner of my eye at him and I see him looking at me. He probably thinks I'm a weirdo.

"Ok well see ya later Josh. Bye guys."

"Bye Lily."

Kiara just stands there. I nudge her side.

"Bye everyone."

"See ya Kiara."

I grab Kiara's arm, and make my way out of the great hall. Once we get outside again, I screech.

"What Lily?"

"I was staring at Chris, and he saw me."

"I'm sure he didn't notice. Maybe he didn't even think you were looking at him."

"He totally knew. I'm so embarrassed."

"Don't worry. You'll be fine."

Kiara gravs my arms, and starts shaking me.

"Ok Kiara. I'm good now."

"Alright."

Kiara lets go of me, and we make our way over to the lake. We have like 10 minutes till we have to go to the train.

"So what do you want to talk about?"

"Don't know."

We sit there, just staring acrosst he lake. I can hear people shouting, so I turn, and see tons of people coming out of the doors.

"We better go with them if we want to get a decent compartment."

"Yeah. You're right."

Kiara and I get up, and follow all the people going to the train. Kiara and I always sit in the same compartment. The train is about 5 minutes away from Hogwarts. We walk in silence.

The train is just sitting there when we get ot it. Kiara and I go through the door closest to our ocmpartment. We walk to our compartment, and I slide the door open. Inside are James, Sirius, and Remus.

"Oh Bloody Hell!"

"Hey Lily," they all chorus.

"Kiara, what do you want to do," I whisper at her.

Kiara goes straight into the compartment and sits next to Sirius.

"Thanks a lot Kia."

Kiara just shrugs back at me. I go the farthest away from James, and sit next to Remus, and the window.

"Hi Remus. How are you?"

"I'm fine Lily."

"That's good. I'm surprised you're not the Head Boy."

"I dare say I am too, but oh well. Congratulations on being head girl though."

"Thanks."

James yawns, and stretches out on his seat.

"Boring. Lets play spin the bottle."

Before I can say no to James' suggestion, Kiara agrees. Everyone sits in a circle. James summons a bottle. I'm still sitting in my seat however. No way in bloody hell am I going to play with them.

"Come on Lils."

"No thanks Kiara."

Kiara pouts her lip at me.

"If Lily doesn't play, then I'm not playing either."

"I'm not playing if no girls are playing."

"Please Lily. Play spin the bottle with me and the guys."

"No way Kiara."

Kiara gets up, and sits next to me.

"Go play Kiara."

"No. Not unless you play."

Kiara crosses her arms, and sits there pouting. I don't want to make her mad, but I don't want to play. No thank you.

"Please play Lily," Remus says.

I'm cracking.

"Fine! But we need some rules.."

"Thank you Lily."

"I'm only doing this for you Kia."

I go and sit between Sirius and Remus. Kiara settles herself between James and Sirius.

"Alright first of all, guys if you land on each other than you still have to kiss each other. Same thing for Kiara and I. Kiss on the lips is what were doing."

"No way in hell am I kissing a guy. All in favor of no guy on guy action."

All the boys raise their hands.

"Fine. Then you can give them a dare. So then me and Kiara don't have to kiss each other either."

"Yes you do. All in favor of girl on girl action raise your hands."

All the boys raise their hands again.

"This is so unfair."

"We don't play fair sweetheart. Ok first time you land on someone you give them a kiss on the cheek. Second time is a kiss on the lips. Third time it is a French kiss. Fourth time it is 7 minutes in heaven. Fifth time is oral sex. Then you start over again."

"No way in bloody hell Sirius. Kiss on lips every time you land on someone."

"All in favor of my way raise your hands," Sirius says.

Everyone except me raises their hand.

"You want Sirius' way too Kiara."

"Hey I want some oral sex."

"No way am I playing Sirius way."

"Come on Lily. Please? For me?"

"Come on Kiara. No way am I giving someone oral sex!"

I cross my arms. James grabs the bottle, and it lands on Kiara. He gives her a kiss on the cheek. No way am I playing Sirius' way! Kiara spins it, and it lands on me. She reaches over and kisses me on the cheek.

"Please play Lily," Kiara whispers in my ear.

Everyone stares at me. It is suppose to be my turn. I sigh. I spin the bottle, and it lands on Sirius. He grins at me. I lean over, and kiss him on the cheek. Sirius spins it, and it lands on Remus.

"I dare you to go take your underwear off, and stick them on your head."

"NO WAY!"

"You have to Remus, or you have to kiss James."

"Fine..."

Remus goes into the bathroom, and comes out with his boxers on his head. I start cracking up.

"How long do I have to keep these on?"

"The whole train ride."

Remus spins the bottle, and it lands on Kiara. He reaches over, and kisses her cheek. Kiara spins the bottle, and it lands on me again.

"Lips, Lips, Lips," the boys start chanting.

Kiara leans over, and pecks me on the lips. I spin the bottle, and it lands on James. Mother fucker. I lean over, and barely touch his cheek with my lips.

James spins the bottle and it lands on me. He leans over, and kisses me half on the lips, half on the cheek. I spin the bottle again, and it lands on Sirius. I lean over, and lightly peck him on the lips. As I'm pulling away, Sirius grabs the back of my head, and pulls me back into him. He kisses me on the lips. I push his head away from mine. I slap his head.

"Ow."

"You pig."

Sirius spins the bottle, and it lands on James.

"I dare you to...slap Remus' ass."

"No way. Whatever you like to do in your own time is your business Sirius."

"Whatever. Slap his ass or kiss him."

James walks over to Remus. Remus sits on the ground.

"You're so not touching my ass Potter."

"Shut up. Get up. I'm not kissing you."

Remus stands up slowly. James slaps his ass lightly. I start cracking up, and grab my stomach."

"Do you want us to leave you two alone?"

Remus glares at me.

James spins the bottle and it lands on me. James leans over, and grabs the back of my head, and leans in, and kisses mme softly on the lips. He pulls away shortly after, and smiles at me.

I spin the bottle, and it lands on Sirius.

"Do I have to?"

"Oh yeah!"

I lean over, and kiss him on the lips. I open my mouth and stick my tongue in his mouth. I pull away then.

"Hey not fair."

"It was still a French kiss!"

Sirius spins it and it lands on Kiara. He leans over, and kisses her check.

"Ok the rule on kissing is that it has to last 1 minute. Any time of mouth kissing."

Kiara spins the bottle, and it lands on me. Jeez. Kiara leans over, and kisses me lightly on the lips. I can feel her tongue make its way into my mouth. Sirius starts whistling. I flick him off. Remus calls time up.

"That was so hot."

"Go fuck yourself Sirius."

"Wanna help me Evans?"

"Probably NOT!"

I spin the bottle, and it lands on James. Shit. I quickly peck him on the lips, and he spins the bottle.

"That was suppose to last a minute Lily."

"Shove it Sirius."

"The next one better last a minute."

I roll my eyes. James bottle lands on me.

"1 minute on the clock Remus."

"Ay ay captain."

I have to french kiss with James. No thanks. James leans over, and kisses my softly on the lips. He nibbles my bottom lip, and I slowly open my mouth. James slowly inserts his tongue in my mouth. James coaxes my tongue into his mouth. He slowly wraps his arm around my waist, and pulls me closer. As I kiss him back, I can't help but enjoy this. What is wrong with me? All of a sudden I like James. Well not really like James, just his kissing. I feel safe when he kisses me. Like I'm the only thing that matters, and nothing is going to happen to me.

"Time's up."

James pulls away and I just sit there. Ok I need to act normal, or everyone is going to know I liked it. I reach over, and spin the bottle. The bottle lands on James. Jeez.

"Man James is getting all the action. Set the clock for one minute French kiss Remy boy."

Remus sets the timer on his watch for one minute. I lean over, and kiss James on the lips. I nibble on his lip, and slowly put my tongue into his mouth. I put my hands on his shoulders, and kiss him softly. When our tongues touch, I feel a spark. Finally Remus calls time up, and I pull away. James spins the bottle, and it lands on Kiara. He lightly pecks her on the lips. I can't help but feel a bit jealous. Kiara spins the bottle and it lands on Remus. She leans over and kisses him on the cheek.

Remus spins the bottle and it lands on me. He kisses me on the cheek. I spin the bottle, and it lands on James.

"This bottle is so defective."

"Alright our first seven minutes in heaven couple is James Potter, and Lily Evans! Congratulations. Set the timer for seven minutes Remus."

"Oh please."

"Let me show you two to your little abode where you'll be doing whatever you want for seven minutes."

"Too bad your not coming Sirius."

"Why thinking of having a threesome with me and James? Sorry my threesomes are only include 2 girls and me."

"No so I could spend the whole time kicking your arse."

"Is that slang for slapping my ass?"

"Just wait till it's our turn in the little abode."

"Can't wait darlin'. I like them feisty."

I shudder. Gross. Sirius shoves us in the bathroom, and locks the only door.

"Your seven minutes has started."

I hop on the countertop, and sit there. James stands against the wall. Why isn't he all over me? I thought for sure he would be. He probably won't touch me at all. Why though? Oh...my spin of the bottle landed on him, so I'm supposes to make the first move. I don't want him to think I like him though, because I'm not sure if I do or not...I'm so confused. Oh well, here it goes.

I get off the countertop, and walk over to James. He just stays there leaning against the wall, staring at me. Watching my every move. Before I know it, I'm right in front of him. Here goes nothing. I stand on my tippy toes, and kiss him softly on the lips. He just stands there for a couple seconds, but then he wraps his arms around my waist, and kisses me back. I wrap my arms around his neck, and pull him closer.

We stand there kissing for a while, when I move my hands to his hair. I run my fingers through his hair. I love playing with a guys' hair. I tug on his hair slightly. God he kisses just right. Not to hard, but not to soft. Perfect pressure.

I pull away from James, and smile at him. I know the seven minutes is almsot over. Sirius flings the door open when we are just standing there next to each other.

"Did you do anything?"

I shrug, and Sirius rolls his eyes. He thinks that meant that we didn't do anything.

"These losers didn't do anything."

Kiara looks at me, and we lock eyes. She knows something went on. I'll have to tell her later.

"Shut up Sirius. Leave them alone."

Sirius looks from James and I, and shrugs. James spins the bottle and it lands on Kiara. He leans over, and kisses her on her lips. French kissing. While I watch them, my heart sinks. I can't look. I turn my head toward the compartment door. I hear Remus call time up, and I look back at them. Kiara spins the bottle, and it lands on me.

"Holy shit. This is hot. 2 chicks are going to do seven minutes in heaven. Can I join you two? We can have that threesome you mentioned Evans."

"Kiara and I don't like threesomes with guys."

Sirius stares at us with his mouth wide open. Kiara and I make our way to the bathroom, and I lock the door.

"You know they're going to put a seeing spell on the door."

"Yup. Ok. I'm going to pretend to kiss you, and you moan really loud," I whisper in Kiara's ear.

I put my hand over Kiara's mouth, and kiss my hand.

"Oooooh Lily."

"Holy shit guys. They're kissing."

I can hear some rustling outside the door. I raise my other hand from behind and flick them off. I mutter a spell on the door so they can't see us anymore. Then a put a silencing spell on the room. Try to beat that!

"Ok so what happened with James?"

"I kissed him, and we kissed the entire time."

"So now what? Do you like him?"

"I don't know. I like it when he kisses me."

"What are you gonna do it you land on him again with the bottle? Next time is oral sex. Are you gonna give him a blowjob? What happens if it comes time for him to give you oral sex?"

"I don't know Kiara!"

"What happens if he eventually gets up that far with me? If you like him then I don't want him giving me oral sex!"

"I'm so confused Kia!"

Well this is where it stops. At least for this chapter. Please R & R! Hope you liked it. It's 15 pages altogether and it took me quite a long time to type it.